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Khaine

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joined on 02/16/07
last updated 08/03/09
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about me
who am I? good question ... im a little bit of everything ... i can hold a conversation with anyone and raise good points .... i have wit and charm sometimes, and people tend to like me for no reason, even though i generally dont like people .... I am an idealist, ever hopeful that things will be good and work out .... but I am a realist that knows that nothing really ever does work out for most of us .... hmm so where does that leave me? ... hopeful maybe? meh ... in the end im just Ian
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fire at the watershed maybe? (in Watershed, PDX) so portland seems to keep systematically killing any place we find to have any kind of fire, and its getting pretty depressing.
Is there any place left for us to burn?
Ive heard that the watershed has a bbq night, and that sometimes there is fir... read more
discussion post on Fri, November 6, 2009 - 2:18 AM
Re: New Fire Jam (in PDX Fire Jam) how late is to late to come out and burn? ive been teaching a friend, but we werent making it out to the spinjam until way late, but they let us burn for a few hours anyways. Is tuesday the night for fire? or just the best night for people being... read more
discussion post on Mon, October 12, 2009 - 1:23 PM
whatever (blog entry) so for the last week now ive had new pictures to put up ... and yeah tribe isnt having it
what gives =(
blog entry posted Fri, August 14, 2009 - 5:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
time to move again (blog entry) i swear im so tired of moving
this will be the 3rd move in less then 6 months
what is really stressing me is trying to find a place
Im now left with 2 cats to have to cover
yet im scraping by just over minimum wage
apparently the maximum im s... read more
blog entry posted Mon, February 2, 2009 - 12:52 AM permalink - 0 comments
2009 ... worst year ever? (blog entry) hmm so its like this
life as it was for me has ended

-my heart is shattered
-my business has evaporated
-my dad had a heart attack on thursday
-my only friend is three hours away, and i cant drive
-and worst of all im stuck in fucking Gres... read more
blog entry posted Sun, January 11, 2009 - 1:14 AM permalink - 1 comment
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so for the last week now ive had new pictures to put up ... and yeah tribe isnt having it
what gives =(
Fri, August 14, 2009 - 5:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i swear im so tired of moving
this will be the 3rd move in less then 6 months
what is really stressing me is trying to find a place
Im now left with 2 cats to have to cover
yet im scraping by just over minimum wage
apparently the maximum im supposed to spend on rent determined by my income is $299
its a shame nothing here goes for less then $450 a month, for a studio
the big problem is i have learned i just cant stand people, and the idea of having to live with another person is pretty... read more
Mon, February 2, 2009 - 12:52 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
hmm so its like this
life as it was for me has ended

-my heart is shattered
-my business has evaporated
-my dad had a heart attack on thursday
-my only friend is three hours away, and i cant drive
-and worst of all im stuck in fucking Gresham

damn this year is going to suck real hard
Sun, January 11, 2009 - 1:14 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
im tired of bleeding
my thoughts
my hopes
my dreams
my love

all of it seems to be pouring from me
coalescing in the gutter of my shattered life

i hope it was worth it
Wed, December 31, 2008 - 2:16 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
i find myself with alot more time to contemplate nothing these days
losing everything is a good way to find time
now that im lost thought i dont know where to go
im not sure i know up from down
day from night
right from wrong
now that im empty, how do i fill that gaping hole
what kind of flowers can you put in a broken vase
what do i do now
where do i go from here
Tue, December 30, 2008 - 4:48 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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