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Listening to Find No Thing

   Sun, August 5, 2007 - 12:40 AM
When I listen I can't hear. And when I'm not listening, I catch pieces of the stuff I used to 'listen' for. But never when I'm expecting it and never in the way I want : ) I catch fragments when I'm never prepared for them. Fragments of understanding and Truth. But when I look, when I wait, they NEVER show themselves. These fragments. They fly by, in the blink of an eye, at the tip of my radar so that I catch a residual *trail* but never see the thing that flew right on by. I feel it's quick mark but can't see what *it* is. Infuriating it is!

To put an abstract to the physical, it's like when you saw something out of the corner of your eye and by the time you look, it's long gone. . but with feelings. By the time I am aware of a fleeting feeling that is not the me of now, I'm left with a small scent barely noticeable.. just noticeable enough for me to know it was really there, which I guess is more than I've picked up on before. The Faith part lacked for quite awhile.

Oiy... I'm tired now... Here's to falling off to sleep with beauty and grace tonight ~


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Sun, August 5, 2007 - 2:30 PM
It's within the stillness of yourself that you will hear the small still voice. You must stop yourslef from moving and thinking and feeling in order to become the center of knowledge, feeling, and Truth. Blessings in your journey. You shall find what you seek.

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