my mind thinks, but i feel. My mind is insane, but i am balance. My mind sees, but does not show me. My mind is wicked, but i am not correlated with it. My mind wants, but i am content. My mind misses being with your mind, but i love you and have nothing but content for your happyness with another. My mind is not me, i am what i am, and i love.

im gonna make this short and sweet. I lived in venice when i was six and my sister and i had two lady friends next door, we came to be best friends but we moved away back to vegas and i never heard or saw of them again and for the life of me i could not remember their names until a dream just a couple months ago told me, and for some reason i felt i had to go north to find them. for what ever reason and i still dont know i had to find them. So im here in seattle now, and i wanted to check out an open mic in Ballard, two reasons, ballard sounded familiar to me and a calling for me and so did this open mic, it was a great night and i met great people, when it was my turn to go up on stage i had the urge to ask if any one knew an emma or jayden, and then i logic got me and the possiblitys of any one knowing my friends from sixteen years ago over 1200 miles away was not likely. So on my way out i felt i needed a hug so i turned and asked, " does any one need a hug?" and this girl saids, "i do!" and she gave me such and embrace, it was probably the best hug ever! and i asked her name and she said "Jayden" my heart skipped a beat, and i asked, "do you have a sister?" and she said "yes, emma" my heart stopped and i told her that i was her neighbor sixteen years ago in venice beach.s she called me a liar at first then with tears in her eyes she realized i wasnt. I told her how i missed every one even after all these years and dreams, ive had so many dreams of this moment. it was sureal for me, later that night my eyes were dialated like i was on acid or somthing, and i could not sleep for a while, so in any case, i thought that was amazing and wanted to share. Life is incredible, i believe that this is a good example of setting your mind to something and making it happen. peace and love william.

Listening is a very deep practice...you have to empty yourself. You have to leave space in order to listen, especially to people you think are your enemies, the ones you believe are making your situation worse. When you have shown your capacity for listening and understanding, the other person will begin to listen to you, and you have a chance to tell him or her of your pain, and then it's your turn to get healed. This is the practice of peace."

ever since our encounter with what ever was putting on the spectacular light show the other night, i have been noticing more unusual sightings more then ever in my life, and same with my friends that seen them the other night. for instance tonight i noticed two bright stars in the sky and i was wondering what planets they were, i went inside and talked with my brother a little and when i went out side, the brightest one was missing. my question is this activity incresing more and more and are more people beginning to notice? i wonder if the up comming events of 2012 are being prepared for, just like the acients say, "the gods will select the small few that lived in harmony with the earth and the greater spirit ,and when out of harms way god will clean the earth of all the filth that it has collected after eons." I believe some will be helped, given guidance of some sort. im blown away by reality right now, it soo amazing, for all of us, were about to undergo a change that only comes around every 26000 years. what cultures exist that have experienced it, well they are gone, and maybe the society we lean apon today will be gone soon as well, and it will be up to us to unite and be sure that our race has a future of progress, not technological but spiritual. and maybe soon we will live in harmony with these beings that observe this mess we live in now, and will guide us, teach us, and we will no longer have a population of confused lost souls. the galaxy is full of connected concious civilizations, and were on the outskirts, a metaphysical diseased populace, with so few concious and struggeling to heal its self. It will not be the end but a new beginning, rather then having to fix whats broken, we get to build from the ground up. i like that.

Im not sure how to bring such events up in an ordinary conversation without being ridiculed, everything im about to say is from the perspective of me and two friends one night at the Valley Of Fire. Take it how you will.
So were out hiking at night in this beautiful terrain, we found our selves a good spot to chill and play music. A couple hours pass and the shroom finally wore off, i was still playing music while my singer Daniel stared at the stars and my friend marving wandered of to go pee. suddenly i heard him yell out, Daniel and i giggled and wandered over to him and he was staring between where two mountains joined and before i got to him i was able to see a glow coming from between the mountains, and whe we finally got to him there was a bright, bright beautiful light sitting right in between the mountains then suddenly lowered behing them. Keep in mind i must leave out most of the details becsause it was a long long night and morning. So any ways this light came up ove the mountain and danced in the sky, putting on this amazing light show, bending light, bening our perception, shooting stars went around it, or repeated them selves. a spectacle of colors would leave this light circle around and go back into it. And then we noticed at some point they were everywhere, and even right behind us. the closest one was the one we observed right in front, and after a couple hours of this amazing light show a jet plane way off in the distance flew by and its engines roared through the cannons, whatever we were observing, it was completely silent. i personally believe it was a 4th dementional light being, but my friends claimed to be able to see the shape of the craft. I believe the show the put on was for us, they got so close that i actually asked them in my head to please dont come any closer which i wish i didnt but i was so scarred, i wouldnt know the out come if they did come. so they kept their distance all night but continued to perform beauty, bending space, light, and even time as it would seem. this was the most amazing experience we had in our life. and even during the day it was still there, like a brilliant star in broad day light. out of exhaustion we left if be. what ever it was, it was definitely not something ordinary. this was magic. life is magic, and that experience was magic. i hope more people in time will experience this, and if it happens ever again which i believe it will, i will go to them and ask them to take me.