joined on 03/14/06
last updated 10/26/09
July 2, 2009
I've been thinking about writing this testimonial for years now. I've been watching Faith for a while. For your best friends it is difficult to choose the perfect words. I want you to know that Faith is a good girl. At times I like to call her Captain Trouble. Why? Because few people are so graceful as they step to the very edge ... of everything.
She feed me, challenges me, entertains me, rummages through my stuff, protects my child, and brings me joy and humor. Faith is capable of manifesting the with pin point accuracy. Faith deserves to feel peaceful and safe.
Please take care of her.
January 5, 2009
I Miss You TOO! I've been in in Vermont learning to Snowboard. Is there any place to ride in Colorado? ;) Maybe I'll have to visit some time while there's still snow on the ground.
XO
Atomic
May 26, 2008
Faith is BEAUTIFUL, Awesome, Magestic, profound, in-escapable, a little sinister and a real warrior. Fear her, LOVE her! She's also a priceless little kitten, though she doesn't know it yet... yet...
May 2, 2008
Faith,
living life fully. seeker, explorer, passionate depths and heights
April 21, 2008
It takes time with this one.
Some things are worth waiting for.
Sometimes real love grows slow.
Fair warning!
If you allow this amazing woman into your life, you WILL be called on your most private and personal bullshit!!!
If you somehow survive the first few years, you will have a friend for life.
I don't like Faith sometimes. She never told me I had to. But I do love and appreciate her.
As she loves me...
KK
March 23, 2008
Somewhere in the world today there is a woman for whom the sword is forged. Somewhere there is one who has heard the drum of the new age, and who will respond. She will respond, this new woman, to the deep vibration of the drum beat; she will come as a perilous flame and a devious song, an agent of chaos, a theif in the night. She will come bearing the sword of freedom, and before her kings and priests will tremble and empires will fall. For she will be loving and merciless; she will be subtle and deadly, she will be forthright and invincible as a naked blade. And women will respond to her war cry, and throw off their shackles and chains, and men will respond to her challenge, forsaking their foolish and little ways. She will understand, forgive, be slow to believe anything, and she will shine as a morning star when the night has passed, and a new dawn breaks over the garden.
December 29, 2007
Dearest Faith,
I am ever grateful, thankful, that in this life of sleepyeyed passerbys that you and I connected.
Sister love, mama inspiration, you are a creation of love and light...living the fight to be real with the world.
this absurd game we name as the lame goat we tote around as baggage, trying to learn a different line...with the same ol' line spinning the gear round and round.
You make a sound that echos in the core of my being. Asking me to remember who I am...and to let go of my illusion of stability. You are me....You are my mirror...
September 30, 2007
Goddess, I miss you! Can't wait to see, hear, touch, taste and smell you again. YOU ARE AWESOME!! Wish you were in SF. Love Ya!
XO
Atomic
August 20, 2007
dearest darling FAITH is a blessing in my life... she is a fiery fury of a woman, which means you better hold on to yer britches and be F-ing sure of the ground that you stand on, because she's gonna make sure you ain't bullshitin. She's a powerhouse of a woman, which means she holds cards that only she and some know, and she continues to learn how to use them. She's a compassionate kind of woman, which means she sees where help and love is needed, and she gives, and she calls on others to give as well. Don't get lazy around her, not when there is life to live!
Faith darling, you were a space in which i could Be my own fiery, nutsoid self. Thank you, thank you. Sitting in a cafe in P-town, i can practically feel the Denver sun and hear the running river, and i catch my self expecting to find Xendra in the living room, Blake putting on a movie, or you showing off your boots.
i miss you lovely! so get yer ass over here. i'm still crossing my fingers for september... i love you i love you...
oh yes, testimonial ending: Faith is one badass, killer super-woman.
August 1, 2007
Gotta say, Faith is quite the best Goddess around. Always willing to help, and fun to boot. And she gives great, uh hugs. Truthfully, quite the wonderful person you should mos' def have in your life....
July 3, 2007
This Lady,
Lotus pose...
poetry
prose...
I only met her for one brief moment of light,
and yet, she sparkles as my spunky, funky Sprite!!!
Under her able wing she takes me...
For my First Dream-Time Spree...
Whoooop Fuckin Wheee!!!
What a Beauty~
An Elf
A Mermaid and Sprite....
I shall dance round her.....
Celebrate her with all my mite@!
~I am in awe,
cup her in my Pussy-Cat Claw~~
After losing a Brother~
I wisely know I long for a Sister, Friend, Mother....
many more, but yet....not another!
June 12, 2007
Faith
Beautiful, Sweet, Wild, Sassy, Friend, Sister, Strong, Sexy, Mischievous, protector, fairy,......
Hold on to your boot straps if she gives you her sly smile and raises her eyebrow, an adventure is about to start!
I love this woman. Her name may be Faith but she gives me belief in the bonds of Friendship and Sisterhood.
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Tribe is my virtual rolodex. Feel free to email me here as often as you'd like. I check in once in awhile and will respond to your email when time allows.
Please note that I have set my sights on a healthier life and the growing pains that come with Big Change are, well, do I need to explain?
Being the social butterfly that you know me best for, I do crave interaction but request that said interaction does not include negativity, gossip, invitations to party, or anything that does not fully support my path towards being a great mother and positive soul.
I wish you strength in your journeys and pray that you never give up no matter how hard it gets. I truly believe that how you handle each and every situation is what makes you who you are. Please don't be too hard on yourself. You are only human and are growing. You are not perfect. You are not supposed to be perfect. You are supposed to strive for perfection. I love you.
Even after all this time
The sun never says to the earth,
"You owe me."
Look what happens
with a Love like that ~
it lights the whole world.
~ Hafiz (c. 1320-1389)
Translated by Daniel Ladinsky
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
The Invitation
Oriah Mountain Dreamer
I've finally gotten to the point where I don't have time or patience or the ego or any of the above to go re-posting everywhere.
My journal for the :year to live: project will continue on myspace, for now.
www.myspace.com/faithlotus
bliss out baby!
Fri, May 1, 2009 - 4:46 PM
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If one were to sit down and really try to put together all the rules of the universe into a logical understandable fathomable context, I do believe they would slip off into loony land.
Now comes the days of being ok with my inability to control every.single.thing.
My surprise at the sudden knowing that everything is as it should be, and then the next moment fighting the urge to force everything to be the way I want it to be.
What a journey this life is. Balance, always allowing fo...
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Sun, March 29, 2009 - 11:54 AM
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Listening to Keb' Mo': Life is beautiful. Oh yeah yeah.
Being an extremist and an idealist is so perfect for this kind of adventure.
However I must say that the past 2 days have been far from extreme. My youngest got a nasty cough has been home with me. While I could be doing something extreme like hunting for a legal way to make enough money to fly to Hawaii with my kids, I've been chilling with her playing the "what would help you get better" game. Making whatever food she reque...
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Wed, February 11, 2009 - 12:29 PM
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about me
I am a warrior woman, an idealist, and I carry a flame in me that is growing with every breath.
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