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fever

Anders — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 15:41:42 GMT

had this other dream while having fever... something about a labyrinth and someone said (because it was warm) dont wait to noon for it to cool of, go trough the labyrint now.. and be greatfull for the fruit.. a round ball full of fruit. mm

dream

Anders — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 18:22:06 GMT

had this remarkable dream about a woman i hope to catch.. this woman and fannys kindergarten teacher aswell as me and fanny.. was out looking for a treasure.. ninni (an aries by the way, not sure how it will fit me as a cancer. but shes an older aries) was left a treasure mapp from her dead aunt.. all of us was thrilled to go after it.. the mapp was full of hints, and began at the library... ex go where the hair leads you.. and a big fan blowing some sort of installation..i was watching fanny as she stand there looking at the stuff.. and her hair was blowing towards the next clue.. and so on.. soon we where out of the library.. in the woods.. there the kindergarten techer was tired and wanted a rest.. but go on you guys i wait here she said.. so we went on following the mapp looking for hints.. through a forrest and out an a big weat fileld.. full of yellow golden weat.. there a nice sandy road was leading through and we folowed it.. it was a warm summer day, really beatyfull.. suddenly we was leaving the road into a dark forrest... beause it was so light in that field i was almost blind while going into that forrest.. and i lost ninni.. and suddenly i popped out of the forrest in exactly the same place where fannys teacher was resting.. i had all the clues in my head an we decided to go on together.. we cam the that weat field.. and there was this small island of trees in the middle of it.. we stayd there for a while and rested.. fanny was tired and fell a sleep.. we meet to boys wo played folkmusic.. i never heard so nice music b4.. and i was about asking them what it was but they where gone.. i carried fanny trough the weatfield.. littlebit worried about walking trough the fine crops... up on that nice road again.. i was sure we where going to catch up with ninni later.. if not.. i could call her on her cellphone.. i stayed to pick up som weat in my hand.. rubbing the corns between my hands to release the hard shell and bring out the inner seed.. there i wake up.. been dating this girl but only as friends.. as a cancer i go sideways to get what i want.. i dont want to scare her of.. been thinking if this dream have some clues to it.. take care all

tuesday 11:38

Anders — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 19:52:37 GMT

i see her getting on the train south.. same way as she arrived two years ago.. no more fighting, no more hard words.. just two friends with little bit more knowledge of life.. im as well as her is relived.. we tryed really hard to keep it together.. mostly cause of the kids i think... now its just me and Fanny again.. peace.

old art teacher

Anders — Thu, 18 Jan 2007 18:18:21 GMT

run into my old art teacher, Ali.. when buying grocerys at the green sign shop :) remember his very intense surrealistic paintings.. wow inspiration at it best :)

less then one week

Anders — Mon, 18 Dec 2006 13:40:25 GMT

bought the last xmas gifts today.. now only the food left.. ahhh im looking forward to the xmas ham, with hard bread mustard. not forgetting the xmas beer that belongs to :)

pray

Anders — Thu, 14 Dec 2006 22:17:08 GMT

O almighty merciful gods.. hear me pray. dont mock me any more, you have me on my knees. ill burn sweetgrass, ill share a sixpack with the ancestors.. and i will dance to your glory... give me the meanings to come trough this trying in one piece, and see things clear. Oh hear my pray

friday evening

Anders — Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:28:05 GMT

me and kids home alone tonight... wife finally made it out with som friends.. she really needed it.. i put kids to clean the kitchen table hehe, just some water and rugs, that will keep them busy for a while. im listening to ymca *laugh* it makes me come in a sort of party mood... ehhhrr now its kottonmouth kings, its a nice grooove. when i get the kids to bed i will taste my homebrew vodka.. oohhhlala i just spiced with little bit black currant and some lemon essence.. listening to a mix of swedish reggae kottonmouth kings and old goldies.. its friday so i let the kids be up little bit longer then normal.. knowing that later i will enjoy documentarys with Alex Grey together with my home brew :) ok folks tata for now or in swedish tjingeling