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Sometimes life just sucks
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It's been a no good very bad day! All around. I woke up grumpy with my hormones a raging, changing personalities every few minutes. My boyfriends permanantly pissed off at me, and if i ask...."are you attracted to me?" one more time hes gonna r...
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Scizoerotic Death-A Poets Exaneration Plee
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oh if candy were to drip from my bones
as acid can do in closets
and black holes are the only ones that understand
for kindness is a razor
and apathy is the blood
and my body beats in rythems
with the heat that seeps out the walls
and my ...
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there are two things i do best in this world...procrastination and rationalization
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My body is creaking and totally furious at me. I take horrible care of it. I understand it, know what it needs, how to make it limber and responsive again....and i don't. I ignore it and push it to the side...."when we get money i'll".......but...
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Strange Dreams
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i masterbated with a meat hook in my dreams sat. night/sun morning. I don't know what the hell that means.
verbal masturbation
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i so wish i could cradle in my arms all i hold dear, gently kissing the forhead of each dear soul that passes in pain. I don't feel worthy of these things, i don't feel worthy to feel the pain. I have not earned the right to gain insite. I want...
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It's been a no good very bad day! All around. I woke up grumpy with my hormones a raging, changing personalities every few minutes. My boyfriends permanantly pissed off at me, and if i ask...."are you attracted to me?" one more time hes gonna roast my brain on an open spit. I skrewed up at work. I mean really skrewed up. And when i went to leave work our car was out of gas. Which would be managable if i hadn't told my boyfriend that hey we need gas, and if he hadn't said we'll be fine...
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oh if candy were to drip from my bones
as acid can do in closets
and black holes are the only ones that understand
for kindness is a razor
and apathy is the blood
and my body beats in rythems
with the heat that seeps out the walls
and my mind is on a permanenant vacation
as i sit in this pose
a warriors heart is always open
for its the only way to rationalize the pain
if i sip from this cup of glory
i shall be high on hopes
that have been cultivating
as they often do
in the c...
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My body is creaking and totally furious at me. I take horrible care of it. I understand it, know what it needs, how to make it limber and responsive again....and i don't. I ignore it and push it to the side...."when we get money i'll".......but thats just an excuse now. I've had migranes for weeks on end, unrestful sleep, allergic reactions, back and neck problems, and my poor tummy hates me....ahhhhhhhhhh........i'm such a moron....and a procrastinator. I feel like i need a hug....i've ...
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i masterbated with a meat hook in my dreams sat. night/sun morning. I don't know what the hell that means.
Mon, October 30, 2006 - 11:07 AM
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i so wish i could cradle in my arms all i hold dear, gently kissing the forhead of each dear soul that passes in pain. I don't feel worthy of these things, i don't feel worthy to feel the pain. I have not earned the right to gain insite. I want everyone to feel the love that has been given so freely to me. I want to be able to hug the guy on the sidewalk trying to sell a chain his grandady got him when he was little....only he dosn't remember his dad and the chain came from a sewer....but...
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