♀BorkBork
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*plug me in and turn me on*
Your life leads you, unless you take matters into your own hands and lead your life. I progress to extremes, because I want to. Maybe I'm exploring those extremes because I ultimately want to find the middle of the road, the middle of the road being ME ofcourse, not necessarily what the majority of the people might call the middle of the road. To be alone is devestating to me. When I'm alone the "illogical" stuff kicks in. The things that go on up there freak me out. I observe, and my head does terrible things with whatever it is I was observing. Twisting it, turning it until it no longer makes sense at all. The observation itself is never scary though, how awful or freaky something might be. I'm also always dealing with my incredibly harsh moodswings. I can experience 30 emotions in a mere 30 minutes, or less. It's exhausting. And at the moment, the people around me aren't even aware of these swings. The two sides of me, and any blend you can make of them: When I'm feeling insanely good, I am: incredibly multiplistic, creative, witty, charismatic, writing, drawing, singing, making everyone around me ROFL, very spontaneous, in love with myself, incredibly fast, all over the place, emotional, thinking, thoughtful, playful, horny, sharp minded, masochistic. However, that doesn't happen very often these days. When I'm feeling insanely depressed, I am: silent, lacking facial expression, slow, not thinking (unless it's thinking about DOOM! DESTRUCTION!), brooding, apathic, uninterested, uninteresting, bored, in pain, sadistic, hating myself and everyone around me, enigmatic. There is no grey area for me. It's either all or nothing. Black or white, empty or full, low or high, Layla or Monèra. I spent a lot of time forgetting who I really am. So now I'm developing a new me, whoever that might be. I have a general idea. And yet I don't.
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The Past
Re: Looking for a good Dutch Translator
(in the Netherlands!!!!)
yes send me a message!
discussion post on Fri, April 25, 2008 - 7:58 AM
Re: looking for portrait models
(in the Netherlands!!!!)
I'm in!
discussion post on Fri, April 25, 2008 - 7:57 AM
Extremely dry lips
(in *Beauty Secrets for Divas*)
Hello there, I mostly just read the posts, but now I've got a 'burning' problem!
For months and months I used semi permanent lipstick, every day. By Maybeline and L'Oreal. Due to circumstances I stopped using these incredible lipsticks. But ... read more discussion post on Sun, April 20, 2008 - 12:16 PM
Pessimism - Protection of the Ego (discuss)
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Pessimism: Being Pessimistic/Negative about a Thing or Occurrence places that Thing/Occurrence outside of the Ego. It is used as a protection against criticism and negative development.
Optimism: Being Optimistic about a Thing/Occurrence invo... read more
blog entry posted Thu, November 8, 2007 - 6:13 PM
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Rhyme gone wrong AKA Word salad AKA Sweet mother of Turd
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These words sound alike
So I can mash them together, no doubt! They close the holes in the dike Which is all I care about Rhyming words is so much fun Although pretty much an art, it's like one bullet in a gun: the strain will tear you ap... read more
blog entry posted Mon, November 5, 2007 - 9:28 PM
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What's in a Poem? AKA Clever Rhyme AKA Poem for a Dime
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Oh no! How to start?!
What will my subject be?! Does it need thinking on my part, or just inspiration flowing free?! With my head in my hands I sit My blank eyes glare at the paper "Why do my words never fit?!", seems to be my auto-prayer... read more
The Present
Pessimism: Being Pessimistic/Negative about a Thing or Occurrence places that Thing/Occurrence outside of the Ego. It is used as a protection against criticism and negative development.
Thu, November 8, 2007 - 6:13 PM
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Optimism: Being Optimistic about a Thing/Occurrence involves incorporating the things One likes about Oneself into a thing or Occurrence. When it gets criticized or develops in a negative fashion it reflects directly on the Ego. Optimism is opening oneself up, allowing sharing of the Thing/Occurrence a... read more
These words sound alike
Mon, November 5, 2007 - 9:28 PM
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So I can mash them together, no doubt! They close the holes in the dike Which is all I care about Rhyming words is so much fun Although pretty much an art, it's like one bullet in a gun: the strain will tear you apart Dear rhyme, I love you so You smell and waft and stink yet make my face aglow like a rock hard drink Oh sweet salad of word! Let me toss and dress you to the consistency of a turd and dump you like one too
Oh no! How to start?!
Mon, November 5, 2007 - 6:43 PM
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What will my subject be?! Does it need thinking on my part, or just inspiration flowing free?! With my head in my hands I sit My blank eyes glare at the paper "Why do my words never fit?!", seems to be my auto-prayer The time has come I will swallow my pride I will finally succumb And turn to thee, the ever denied "May I see with my soul and write with my heart May You close my dog's asshole and liberate me from it's fart" Amen 
So, there's this tribe called PDX, it's about Portland y'all. I just joined to post something there.
Mon, August 6, 2007 - 3:00 PM
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But REALLY is there ANYTHING (I typed some exclamation marks, but I cut them) DULLER (!!!!!!, there, I pasted them) than talking about your daily strolls around town? I think I'll concoct my own tribe called "WRMR". Topics will include: "Found a brick road today. AGAIN." "Stores are closed this sunday. AGAIN." "Encountered no one today. AGAIN." "Cops fined me for loo... read more
I discovered the delights of hilarious Harry Potter parodies. You can read the first chapter of each book online (3 books).
Sun, August 5, 2007 - 4:31 AM
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Barry Trotter and the Shameless Parody www.barrytrotter.com/bt1ch1.pdf Barry Trotter and the Unnecessary Sequel www.barrytrotter.com/bt2ch1.pdf Barry Trotter and the Dead Horse www.barrytrotter.com/bt3ch1.pdf And the great Barry Trotter Glossary www.barrytrotter.com/chargloss.htm I think this is only funny when you know the ... read more
The Future
Word Freaks,
*Beauty Secrets for Divas*,
*Symbolism* symbolist art,
Authentic and Honest Relationships,
Auto Racing,
Bad Poets' Society,
Beautiful Nice Person,
Big Sex Toys,
BMW,
Bored Now,
Bored Vegetarians and Vegans,
Bustle! 1870's and 1880's Costume & Life,
C.G. Jung and Archetypal Psychology,
Cognitive Science,
Comedy Poetry,
Concept Auto Design,
Consciousness and Sexuality,
Create You,
Creative Writing Critique,
ENFP Personalities,
Evolution,
Fearless Lovers, Fearless Living,
FERRARI,FIAT,LANCIA,MASERATI,
Fiction Writing,
Forms of Consciousness Expansion,
Healthy Food for Lazy People,
homemade beauty remedies,
Hopeless Romantics,
Horny Romantics,
Leo's Den,
Lexical Elitists,
Lingo Factory,
Linguistics,
Lioness Queen of the Pride,
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Literary Revolution,
LOL Cats!,
Lucid Dreamers,
Makeup Fetishists,
Mathematics,
Mature Content,
Memories, Dreams & Reflections,
Meta Brain Growth Process,
Metaprogrammers,
Modern Art History,
Neuromantics,
New Thought Therapy,
Product Whores,
Quantum Physics,
Reality Hackers,
Red Pill People,
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The EgoopblazerplatformmedewerkersOctober 19, 2007
If you want to know what a truly unusual woman is like here she is, no joke. Borka is good, kind hearted twisted and disturbed far beyond any sort of caricature, and not like any other. Borka doesn't even like most women, but doesn't dwell on it instead she just works hard to be the best she can be, and she is great.
she makes me laugh and smile and believe I am loved. she is always beautiful for me and she makes me feel that I am worth it. if you are some woman who is preoccupied with widening the already horribly large gap between the sexes by fixating on oppositional attitudes or by indulging your anger, spite or jadedness then you will find you have run into a brick wall here, because Borka will not play along. Borka doesn't want any part of your boring world view. Borka eats your brain! NOM NOM NOM! Brain all gone!
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