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sweetest of the late. (blog entry) "a couple times a week i wish/think/hallucinate that i see you in jamaica plain as i am biking by.
i dunno if there's just a bunch of short haired "uniquely" dressed girls around here or what;
but it happens.
i only know it's not you cuz the... read more
blog entry posted Thu, June 12, 2008 - 12:08 AM permalink - 0 comments
i want to stop... (blog entry) feeling this way.

to paraphrase:
'when i feel like i can't go on,
I wait another day,
and then I'm okay"

why did all of his words
effect me so, DAMN iT

what is individuality
when your attached?
..and after.

i wish i could take ba... read more
blog entry posted Mon, April 21, 2008 - 3:04 PM permalink - 2 comments
not wanting to finish (blog entry) i don't want to stay in portland
i feel drained
of all my
creative energy, love, future
here.

and everywhere else.

maybe i'm depressed.

who know's, what next?
boston, austin, vermont...

nowhere sounds good.
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My review to kill a mockingbird on goodreads (blog entry) I was in 8th grade when i first read this book. I thought I was wicked cool because my sister was reading the same book (she was 17 and i was 13).

For the most part, I didn't really know what rape was and the seriousness of the topics of this b... read more
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hypothetical situation with very strong implications of weakness. (blog entry) deadletter states perfectly my feelings that night here:

"OTOH - the act of processing experiences in a symbolic manner is so
systemic that we can be literally 'stopped in our tracks' by the effects
of words that we hear. Our entire cognitive... read more
blog entry posted Sun, January 27, 2008 - 10:43 PM permalink - 7 comments
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"a couple times a week i wish/think/hallucinate that i see you in jamaica plain as i am biking by.
i dunno if there's just a bunch of short haired "uniquely" dressed girls around here or what;
but it happens.
i only know it's not you cuz they don't try and stop me to say hello.
you would try and stop me right?"

ghosts of me in boston?! maybe, i'll face 'em soon.
Thu, June 12, 2008 - 12:08 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
feeling this way.

to paraphrase:
'when i feel like i can't go on,
I wait another day,
and then I'm okay"

why did all of his words
effect me so, DAMN iT

what is individuality
when your attached?
..and after.

i wish i could take back
words
that i have used with bias
on who was best.
what i would have if i could
who i am
who i want to be

because usually,
when being held to past dialogues
everyone is a hypocrite,
feelings fluctuate,
and everything could change
if ... read more
Mon, April 21, 2008 - 3:04 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
i don't want to stay in portland
i feel drained
of all my
creative energy, love, future
here.

and everywhere else.

maybe i'm depressed.

who know's, what next?
boston, austin, vermont...

nowhere sounds good.
Thu, February 14, 2008 - 6:42 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I was in 8th grade when i first read this book. I thought I was wicked cool because my sister was reading the same book (she was 17 and i was 13).

For the most part, I didn't really know what rape was and the seriousness of the topics of this book: racism, gender rights, sexual violation, the corruption of several institutions, learning/teaching hate, ect.

It was really interesting to read this book again when I was 17, in comparison to when I was 13, it was a whole 'nother world from w... read more
Tue, February 5, 2008 - 1:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
deadletter states perfectly my feelings that night here:

"OTOH - the act of processing experiences in a symbolic manner is so
systemic that we can be literally 'stopped in our tracks' by the effects
of words that we hear. Our entire cognitive processing system reacts to
actions with actions, and is cued to respond to words with more words.


"...The implication for theory is that symbolic processing can take up so much mental space that abstract
thought is driven out when high-densi... read more
Sun, January 27, 2008 - 10:43 PM permalink - 6 comments
 
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