Burning man 06 Theme: Fear and Hope

fieryz — Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:13:09 GMT

Im glad that I made it to go to Burning man at the very last minute becuase I needed to take my time to think about my fears and hopes. My burn was the great. My fear is that: I've a fear to be alone in a new city when I move out. I've a fear to fall in love again. I've a fear to trying to take a test in Mathemathics. I've a fear that my right wrist will get worse that increases pain. My hope is that: I hope that I will go to Thailand for a few months. I hope to be volunteer aide for deaf students in Thailand. I hope I get a visa. Those are my reasons to explain my feelings. I'd like to know about you too. I will understand if you're feeling comfortable or not. I will respect either way. I was returning to LA from Burning man. A week later, I bought the plane ticket last minute again. I can't beleive that I did it. I knew that I will make it because I wanted to pursue my hopes. I will never forget that I learned from a quote and it made me change my feelings and thoughts. I went to a temple on the last day of Burning man in early morning. I found a notebook and did some writings in it. After that, I read the other people's writings. At the moment, I realized what I learned why I have fears. The quote says, "Love without Fear." That make senses. I appreciate hearing that. Im going to explore what is my love for. I look forward to enjoy the experience and Thailand scenery while I'm off duty. Keep up with being joyful. I'm glad I'm following my dream, and it's my own life. I'm leaving to Thailand this week. ~~~:) ~~~ Peace, Fieryz ps. I have the guts to ask a thai to cut my hair very short like bald when I am in Thailand.

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Burning man 06 Theme: Fear and Hope