haven't posted for a while.

well.

um, yeah..

so.

I think I quite like this traveling thing, so much in fact I'm keen to put all My shit in storage and head off to fuck off me land.
Vancouver is wearing on Me, yet again. I think it may well be My living situation, and how 'things' could be a helluva lot better if I got out...thing is I love My work, it's not something I can do from anywhere. I recently got offered a job and find out at the end of the month if I got it or not, so alot of which I call freedom rides on that deciding factor.
Right now I'm on Gaiano Island, heading out of here tommorrow morning to visit a friend in Nanimo, and my uncle and aunt.
some strange shit went down yesterday, however "strange shit" seems to happen to me alot for some reason, I think it's possibly because I'm aware that strange shit is gonna happen regardless of my doing. ha!! I was having lunch with my old roomate at the Hummingbird Pub when I hear "Finn??"
I look to the voice and it's not just someone I know, but a girl I had been seing a couple years back, a bit awkward, espiecially given the situation, the enviroment, and the lack of stuff to talk about..seeming as there wasn't much in the way of talking when we were "doin' it"..however all that aside, I think we both handled that said awkwardness with open minds..or at least I did.
or tryed to..remember those odd silences you have when your in conversation?? well I managed to fill them with mindless banter...whew!!
mindless banter totaly saves a awkward moment, don't let anyody tell you differently.
sadly I can't post a picture of her here..nor do I think I would want to, but damn..she's as sexy as she ever was.
it's a pity sometimes the descisions that you make to better your life, the sacrifices are what keeps me going I guess.
My mind is dead set on going away after the summer to continue My tan, however I have a few things to wrap up..some loose ends and all that before I split.
that includes a bit more "bloggin'"..even though I think I'm the only one that reads them.
(proofreading that is)..can't you tell???

ta-ta for now.
enjoy the summer.

ch-ch-ch-changes

well I start My new job today as an inturn for iThink films
working on a film called "love and other dilemma's" I think I'm there to just relieve pressures and brighten the spirits of people, help out where I can, what they don't know is just how much of a valuble resource I can be.
it was said when I got the gig it would be at the most 2 days a week, however now they will need Me all week.
so who knows..it seems the hours are alot like the hours I tend to work anyhow. 12-15 hours..I like the work grind.
believe it or not.
I'm not sure if anybody reads this blog, but it nice at least for Me to look at it from time to time, and see what I have done.
I'm sure I'll report more on the new gig in no time.

the new house

well after much floating, and distasteful scenarios that occored not only a month ago. I have a new house. The two guys I am living with are super cool. both into the arts and installations!!!
We are having a house party tonight, still called "march forth" big change. mabye one day I'll post a tribe entry on what happened to Me and My roomates last month however I'm still quite livid about the whole ordeal, and I would guess that they would feel the same.
My temper did get heated, and for that I do apoligise, all I have to say about that is NEVER back an aries into a corner..I'm rather timid, but put me in a situation where the odds are against Me, be it for whatever reason, I will stand up for myself, and anybody for that matter.
I won't go to say that ALL cops are horrible people, but from what occored last month, it has again shown Me how the justice system fails and that the Vancouver Police from what I have gathered are a bunch of wannabe rednecks.
So Change..it's good, at least I have a bed to sleep in again..and that I'm grateful for, that and this roof.
not to mention all the people whom helped Me out to try to find a place...I looked at 37 places over the course of two weeks..try that and working, or trying to work and look for a place to live. No matter..I'm here, I'm happy, BUT I am still looking for a place, I guesson My own..I guess I need that sometimes, My own space. however it's a catch 22..I like roomates as well, that interactivity that happens in a household.
that said, if there is anybody that lives at a "2111" address anywhere on tribe and they want an address sign
(will post the picture of it later) then by all means drop me a line, I'll figure out how to get it to you.

that said check out this..

www.butchershop.ca/
post when something cool happens..take it easy.

the house is haunted

I came to a conclusion being woken up several times tonight that this house is old and haunted, I'd like to learn more about it and will do so damn soon.

Not only is this room cold even with the heater on I keep hearing strange shit happen in the house..seeming as I'm the guy that stays up till whatever time in the morning doing stuff, I feel the need to investigate. that and My curiousity, armed with an aluminum curtain rod I venture downstairs. nothing.then the sound comes from the second floor, fuck do I ever get creeped out..I check all the windows, the doors, then i'll hear something drop on the floor..obviously I'm the only one in the house that is intune to it, otherwise they would be joining me on my aluminum curtain rod adventures...
so how do I clear a house?
I know what an old house sounds like it's creaks and moans..
but this is pretty savage..
I can feel the heavyness of something dropping.
anyhow.
I'm out...
4 am better try to sleep..

I just realized..

that I have at this point in time that I have to meet a total of 126639 people from tribe.
that number is significly lower because I have not yet Met Sobey.

the end of http://live.str3am.com:2250

It's an end of an era.
it's sad, however the times they are a changin'.
our radio stream as of the new year will be cut off the internet signal radio network

After 7+ years We have decided to wrap up the ISRN and decided to call it quits.
it was never a competion. just a lack of committed time, so much work it seems, we made some savage music, sampled endless *endlessnessities* and the sort, I'm really going to miss Huggybear and Sanford, they both mean an awesome addition to how My life has become, Mentors, and excellent friends, all of the callers who made the show what it was it was an absolutely intoxicationg trip ...

My winter downtime will involve playing a few video games, getting up on the mountain when I can pull it off time wise , "making" more music, and tearing out My walk in closet and building a sauna instead.Seeming as I enjoyed summer working 24/7, literally, I thought I'd do the same for My winter, and quite possibly paint a blank canvas that has been in My hands for close to well over 9 months. I'm working with My roomate from time to time..you should introduce Yourself..He found His own way to Tribe.
he also discovered the book "roomates for dummies"
people.tribe.net/28a86bf7-...40ce173bab
(might want to change that handle buddy)

please have a listen and send your comments. info@isrn.org and tell us not to shut down. at least for a minute...spread the word...
live.str3am.com:2250

The Bomb

Crazy weekend.
then a quiet sunday night.
today...a call from CBC...we are going to be on TV sometime this week, going to Seattle on wednesday to see a tattoo artist, that has become very interested what we are doing here.then we go in on thursday to do the "interview"
Never really been faced with this..I'm not saying it's happening all to quickly..but what the fuck do I do with this mess of hair that I have..and all my clothes, except for My leathers have paint on them..I guess I could dress fetishy. never really been to concerned..also want to give a good impression..espiecially on national TV..not that I watch it much.
hmm.

I need a smoke.
BADLY.

Sunday night. it's extremely quiet.
I feel strange, like something is happening and I don't know what it is. I feel out of place, perhaps it's delirium, the lack of sleep, the forcing Myself to "create", the not so frequent trips to the island anymore, I dunno. I have this sense of both excitement and displacement.
I have been waiting to find that someone special in My life again, a partner. alas nothing,
a few dates here and there, one night stands, however no one to put on a pedestal and tell them how cool they are.

I have wanderlust, and while everything is going well work wise I find myself with far to much free time. I think the quitting smoking had something to do with it. I find myself masterbating alot more, and endless sewing, or so it seems..(huh?) leather, and tossing off has become a new (old) vice. I don't think that can be too good..I'm depleting Myself of body fluid daily, not to mention becoming more and more handy with a needle.
So all this needle work got Me thinking pervy..(again) and I have even contemplated piercing My cock..I figured that would stop me from spanking the monkey for at least 2 weeks..and would almost give me enough time to figure out what My new vice should be. besides the esthetics would be pretty cool.

east side culture crawl 2005

well it has been long and hard trip...
however yesterday was a phenomonal day..
www.theglobeandmail.com/servle...tional/
pretty damn proud at this point in time for sticking in as long as we did.

the culture crawl was a blast..we sold out of every single item, and the orders have us swamped..
business couldn't be better right now.

stoked

Last night was a gong show. We got our roomate just smashed..and we did as well in the process..I recall Adam slipping down the driveway..that was pretty much the last recolollection.
had it not been for the camera..and the recordings we made there would hardly be evidence of such an event, it was the drinking in the hot tub that looped us. Funny really. they left tonight and AI decided to stay.I worked a long week, and I haven't been here in close to over 2 months, so I figure I'll stay for a few days, relax, watch the Ocean, and let My body detoxify. I figure I need that at least. I have enough supplies to stay for well over two, however I think I should get back to work sometime this week..until then it's turntables, sampling, and other delicious musical explorations.
I plan to get cabin fever before heading back to the city.
it was nice to have the house mates up,,now it's even nicer to have some quiet, at least until I crank the system..
until then it's live.str3am.com:2250
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