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Medfor Oregon Party at Roller Odyssey!!

Fireal — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 23:46:19 GMT

and so it goes again

Fireal — Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:16:53 GMT

what defines us do we define ourselves or allow others to define the definitions we use. What defines lust do you define it yourself or just give in to it who defines me is it a divine design or in our minds constantly refined do we waste time trying to define a base line for morally correct or embrace what we feel every time we connect I seem to waste time on that fine line trying to protect that object so easily wrecked my heart, but i feel when we are a apart that anything I expect, could easily leave me wrecked So I expect nothing and keep fate in check.

poetry about the sad state of our enviroment. thank you for inspiring me, you know who you are.

Fireal — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:57:58 GMT

We are so on the same wavelength its not even funny. President Bush is a dummy as he pushes requests for more money All the libraries in Oregon are out of luck we are at war again, spending the almighty buck Chasing oil, we will fight till the tanks are stuck till the humvess full of soldiers, run out of gas we will still be fighting when we run out of oil, its coming fast it will be too late the lorax will live in the last tree in the world And what about the younger generation, the little boys and girls What does a tree look like? this type of future makes me want to hurl I'm pessimistic I think Its too late By the time the general populace wakes All they will be able to do is sit and wait for the oceans to rise, look though the haze to see the stars in the skies everything dies there is no compromise, Will the next generation resent our guise We left them a cesspool incapable of sustaining life 1000 SPF sunscreen and special clothing, right. The amazon forest is reaching its point of no return we have already killed and burned, everything out of it A million species never seen, had their homes turned into Mitsubishi's. we are all humans when will we learn, our earth cooked under a million unstopped lumen's what you take from the earth, cannot be returned in the same form we turn gas in to carbon monoxide this is the norm With no tree's to filter the air it will soon be our turn. What you make of the earth should not be the devils Urn.

shorty

Fireal — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 20:10:34 GMT

another day goes by I find another way to say goodbye I pray that I might see you one night What would I say, I hope your doing all right

emo emo emo blah blah blah

Fireal — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 03:56:25 GMT

Damn just for a second I felt you beckon Now I reckon, I don't know what happened I feel like we rolled what we had into some thing misshapen I feel like some day soon I will awaken to the smell of you and bacon and the dream will never end But until then this world is needs to mend until then I hope you need a best friend someone to rest in with on the weekend I cant comprehend, that it might end, before it got started you took my heart and were quickly departed Hopefully your less busy soon and we can head into waters uncharted But whats this? Its off the charts. you have started to call my best friend and now these feelings have found an abrupt end. What should I do I don't want to interrupt feelings but I'm sitting here and my mind is reeling. blah blah emo emo emo, more tomorrow.

2 more view till I get 1,000 views! wow. thanks everyone, love ya.

Fireal — Tue, 27 Feb 2007 19:52:16 GMT

weekend poem

Fireal — Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:38:05 GMT

This weekend I feel off the deep end, or fell off into the deep end now im drowning in emotion its sink or swim and its still going a surreal reality a girl, good times and me this doesnt exist you cant be real even though these feelings persist I doubt what it is that I feel Its too good were too deep what should I do what would you? we are like mirrors for eachother, and yet what i see is an endless hallway and every face reflecting back is you endlessly as far as the eye can see Its actually kinda scary, im wary but i have no reason to be welcome to the deep end.

Now it just seems like im workign faster period. things are going great got a new workstation.

Fireal — Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:31:44 GMT

dual 2.6 athalon chips with 4 gigs of ddr2 ram and dual firegl 5200 video cards. Its screamingy quick, 3 times as fast as my old 1.9mhz. Everything is going great, I just thought I would throw that out there. im livin pretty good.

even though im working faster than ever its like im still behind.

Fireal — Tue, 09 Jan 2007 21:46:06 GMT

made two chairs in like 3 hours today, with no measurements at all. crazy. no whats crazy is that my computer had a blue screen total failure right after this and did lose two hours of work...hmmm save more often and dont trust the auto save to do anything

nother one

Fireal — Mon, 11 Dec 2006 04:01:13 GMT

mind waves creating light traced renderings ray tracing and thoughts racing chasing and embracing like a stream meandering and me the salamander king no, wait, im at work daydreaming and schemeing up a way to do what im dreaming does the Cash Rule Everything Around Me C.R.E.A.M. manifest my dream, live life till it bursts at the seams

Crawn Royal, fur, silk, leather Hats!!!

Fireal — Wed, 06 Dec 2006 22:32:15 GMT

Crown Royal hats and other fun headwear is coming!! Dec 16 at small craft advisory. I Will have wide assortment of Crown wear, fur hats and, some interesting matereals like couch leather and silk made into hats. Hats shouold be about $15 as all I need to do is make my money back for the booth. I know a lot of you have seen some of teh hats I wear and would liek to pick one up, now is the time, trades and barter are preferred, but money is more than welcome. Thank you have a good day. The event is 12-6 and the beautifull and talented Elena Mendoza will be there with her signiture vocal and guitar perfermance, yay! see you there. I make everything myself and it is built to last.

-ition poem.

Fireal — Mon, 20 Nov 2006 04:47:43 GMT

its my mission now to use my intuition somehow use my abition to reach my goals of fruition in addtion this transition will aid in this this acquisition by changing my inner position I vow to pay more attention to my precognition welcome to this weeks eddition, no need to audition for admission come join me on this expedition Posting on my blog my life admissions in a deposition of digital composition Im happy to report a decomposition of my previous composition and admitting a bit of contrition to my previous submission

Poem about perspective...............

Fireal — Sun, 19 Nov 2006 18:14:32 GMT

Its just perspective Just because I don't have a house shoudl I feel unprotected No Girlfreind, dont feel rejected, you just havnt met anyone with whom you have connected Life is all unexpected, There is no way you can expect it, and your always subject to it So why feel all dejected, inspect your defect and correct it. Hard to jump these walls I have erected, to do something effective Its my perspective to leave my problems uncorrected and pretend Im unnafected Somehow doing this I feel disconnected I need to find yet another directive and even more adjectives When I become deeply reflective, it seems its all undirected,I find things that I had previously undetected. You find a perspective that works and is effecive, go with it. We are all interconnected. I guess thats it.

thank you

Fireal — Thu, 12 Oct 2006 08:20:09 GMT

I feel I need to deeply thank my boss Andrew Gower for the opportunity he has provided me. A big thanks also to Mark Erinsberg for the support and insight that he gives me. To all the people who have met me and have provided inspiration to me in this life I would like to thank you all very much.

the right track

Fireal — Tue, 10 Oct 2006 05:23:01 GMT

Its so easy to see when your on it So easy to lose sight of it and get far from it When your on the right path, life shows you. You might not hink so Get up each morning and figure out what the fuck to do I stopped drinking again, I have quit a few times in my past and hasnt ever lasted This time will be different, this time its drastic Im gonna get my A S S ass kicked but resist till the end.

Halliburton at it again..... A great website, though its fake.

Fireal — Tue, 03 Oct 2006 15:41:07 GMT

http://www.halliburtoncontracts.com/about/index.html seriously crazy.... I love at the end how they are trying to get DOW corporation to sponsor it as well. SInce Dow will be partially responsible for the inevitable collpase of the ecosystem.

life seems to be....

Fireal — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 03:15:33 GMT

Moving forward Proving to have more worth it is also getting incredibly more complicated about as complicated as I can make it I have been living in a dream state, cant fake it I have always had something to get me through Now Im realizing that something is alcohol and booze Im trying to win this battle and not have to lose Get on my longboard and forget while I cruise Its tooo easy to drink till you forget all your blues Wake up with tequila all over your shoes Now im just trying to get away from that excuse Infuse my life with music and go to work seeking refuge Try to save my liver from some more alcohol abuse Becase under review i find my beahvior confuses my true self, my savior Its been time to change for a long time and now its even later can i just write poetry and ignore my phone calls untill im no longer a traitor prove to myself and those around me, im more then just a stereotypical skater you dont need no translator to understand why im trying for something greater its seize the day, even if that means 12 hour days at the office later not hanging out with my freinds, who love me to death, and wont stop it got to make my ends, or in the gutter i will be left, non profit It seemed at times I would depend on them, but im over it Even now, right now, I could go party untill daybreak, and sleep later then I want to admit come in to work a day late, treat my job like a saloon Unfortunately my reality would soon pop like a balloon I have lived my life like a drunk national lampoon If im not carefull now, it will be over, all too soon

more from lost book, one of my favorites. Sorry I deleted some poetry as it was old but represented a time in my life I didnt wan to read comments about.

Fireal — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 07:03:49 GMT

witness the fitness try to deny you feel this its as raw as sin is Can you see the bigger picture Not the one in scriptures or slogans on t shirts And yet I have my doubts what if the hokey pokey really is what it is all about Deny to yourself, lie in your cell or cubicle, or whatever shit hole corporate conglomerate you work for Remember when your teacher asked you what you wanted to do? No one said I want a job masked by corporate greed. I want to be a minnow in a very big pool A seed under a very big tree Just so you can buy that car you wanted Get a hot chick and flaunt it But when you go to sleep and dream I hope you are bigger then a cog in the machine A fool believing that 9-5 is the only way to make ends meet What happened to your hobbies Not golfing with VIP's Remember what used to be fun persue that dream even if you have to run Run like the wind, chase that feeling you get When you are living life Cubicles are rectangles of forget Dream drowning toilet bowls With corporate greed masking all of it Empty rectangles full of empty souls.

more from the book of lost poetry,

Fireal — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 06:52:34 GMT

We were laughing like children we ran, With smiles as wide as the whole grand canyon We sprinted faster than top athletes had ever ran With no socks and a pair of nikes man. And we felt free, free'er than anyone could remember like a bird flying south for the winter in september Remember how it felt to be skateboarding The sound of 16 wheels on the ground We pushed like rabid dogs from the pound We would ollie this and slide down that Sometimes we would miss, but we would get right back up on the handrail, and down the sidewalk we shoot like sandrails, through pedestrians, for blocks Now we are all high fiving we just ditched the cops.

more poetry from my lost book

Fireal — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 06:36:16 GMT

No one's sinless thats senseless we all see equally on this Not a religious conquest Higher powers exist Not just the trees and forest Everything is blessed Look around you dont lose intrest one life to live, dont miss Your moments of bliss Are far to few to be missed It might be hard to chew on this You can elevate to a higher state By living each moment Own it I get high to forget why My how the years fly Im building a wall of self abuse each sip, hit or rip, I put a brick in it Watch what walls you build, one day find yourself surounded astounded that your now in a pit Too busy building walls you missed life, you missed it! Not returning calls, getting pissed at work is worth less When Im not having fun I cant fake it Take my fake smile and break it Somedays I just cant take it A dollar over minimum wage aint shit I holler from a cage and no one hears it I hate working in the food service industry Mulit-tasking is highly over rated to me I cant scan print fax and answer the phone Fuck this I can relax Im going home.

so im gonna start typing my poetry because it has been sittin in a book of rmany years and ther have been requests for them

Fireal — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 06:26:40 GMT

I paint symetric shapes with fire The shapes concentric the flames accent it The dance feels eternal, and the flames, will burn you No need to shave our arms were still far from harm A littel flame never hurt anybody Though I have seen it try to engulf me I have worked something out with fire sufficiently Where I pain a perfect picture, Arms in synconicity, me and fire have worked it out where If i draw the wrong cirlce over here, I get a burn over there Harm comes from the inconsistencies with in me Whats that I smell Burning I got my arm stuck behind my back while turning I guess im still learning The sight of me on fire disconcerting The flames go out they dont concern me I didnt ask for these burns, they were earned see. thanks for reading

couple of images of me wearing my crown royal fun suit at Burningman in my gallery

Fireal — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 21:03:29 GMT

Enjoy!

fix your broken cell phone screen

Fireal — Sun, 10 Sep 2006 22:09:03 GMT

I fixed mine this morning, see if they have a screen on ebay first of all. its 4 screws and i connector and walla front and back of screen changed, and working. I had a motorola v551, most new phones the screens are like $15.

more silly poetry

Fireal — Sat, 09 Sep 2006 00:12:14 GMT

art car bliss I never imagined this like a kiss, unexpected Shared bliss, recollected Interconnected, with depth like a oceanic abyss I reminisce, its infectious, a ressurected memory persists and resists my attempts to dismiss it Could it really have been that fun" Did any of it really happen? I feel like I was dreaming for a week, a sneak peek at life with freaks I shreik in the wind, what the hell happened, why the fuck am I in an office again? Where are the dust storms cold beer and girlfreinds? I want to extend my time, pretend in the end that I did not descend back to reality, to suspend me belief that this world is evil, the people are good, its just primevil, people are waiting for an upheaval and retreival of their souls. Locked in cages making minimum wages, regardless of their ages, we try to improve our lives in small stages, nothing too couragous or outrageous, but we just want freinds and family and good food, good people are contagious and soon you will be sorrounded by those who are courageous and making thier lives better, for everybody and everyone..

the ground shakes

Fireal — Fri, 08 Sep 2006 00:53:51 GMT

the ground shakes, like little earthquakes, for heavens sakes, who's in charge of that bass? Im not here to grumble, but I cant sleep through that rumble, without my earplugs id be in trouble, cause now their partying and turned it up double, the foundation must be crumbling, im stumbling and fumbling in my early morning stupor. Ima trooper and get ready to go dance like super man, im ready for anything, the bass is accelarating, grating into my skin, I have been waiting for for this since I went to sleep, time to get up and eat, then go dance again till im beat.