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so i hope to become strong
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 10:36 PM
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and able to hold fast to moving thru when the urge to hold tight chills my mind to the depths www.youtube.com/watch
well, i am here
Sun, April 27, 2008 - 8:17 PM
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i have learned lessons, like, speaking my truth does not mean throwing it up all over other people. but i am having a very teary time, just choosing to ask for water, or saying to employers, that i cannot change shift when they ask without notice but the hardest this week was speaking my experience with the 8th step in a meeting tonight/ the other old timers turned away, literally. but i am carrying a message of hope that i was not ready to open up about abuse or... read more 1. Adoro te devote, latens Deitas, Quae sub his figuris vere latitas; Tibi se cor meum totum subiicit, Quia te contemplans, totum deficit. 2. Visus, tactus, gustus in te fallitur, Sed auditu solo tuto creditur; Credo quidquid dixit Dei Filius, Nil hoc verbo veritatis verius. 3. In Cruce latebat sola Deitas. At hic latet simul et humanitas: Ambo tamen credens, atque confitens, Peto quod petivit latro paenitens. 4. Plagas, sicut Thomas, non intueor, Deum tamen... read more
The Gayatri Mantra
Mon, April 21, 2008 - 7:01 PM
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Om bhur bhuvah svah tat savitur varenyam bhargo devasya dhimahi dhiyo yonah prachodayat Through the coming, going and the balance of life the essential nature which illumes existence is the adorable one may all perceive through subtle intellect the brilliance of enlightenment
Where the river foams and surges to the sea,
Sun, April 20, 2008 - 6:43 PM
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Silver figures rise to find me, Wise and as daring, Following the heart's cry. I am that deep pool, I am that dark spring, Warm with a mystery, I may reveal to you, In Time, (Time holds the heart's key) Key to everything is Love, (Love makes the heart flower) Flowers into a deep desire, (Passion in the heart's fire) Passion and desire. See the eagle rise above the open plain, Golden in the morning air, Weaving and soaring, Watch... read more
I learned in QBL that the center is the balance.
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 9:00 AM
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of me of us of above and below. but i needed to learn more of another before and after to speak my choice i still tear as the words come out but more each week, i am speaking aloud
ever since i switched to utah trib elocation,
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 7:14 AM
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i have lost the site most often. does any one know why?
I N F P -- Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Tue, April 15, 2008 - 12:34 PM
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Version 0.06 (December 1998) (Note: This is the only type profile in this webspace. There's no point in poking around looking for others.) For INFPs, life is a journey to understand themselves and the world. Where some others may strive for achievements such as degrees and promotions, an INFP tends to consider these as important mainly for their value in making it easier to fulfill the INFP's life goals. INFPs value authenticity, a... read more
Well,
Sun, April 13, 2008 - 12:09 PM
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a very long train ride But I am here in Utah. had a bar office job, but failed training. now doing quickbooks for a cyber cafe starting to feel better thank you all for your thoughts, words and light. how is everyone else?
well 3 days and 2 hours.
Wed, April 2, 2008 - 8:13 AM
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Psychic Seld Defense by Dion Fortune suggests to not inform many of where i go. but thank you all for your input. it has really helped. i hope i find peace. still barly packed. can't say bye to 9 years of accumulating who i am but it is only stuff. who i am , is inside... i hope. i rather take precious things than cloths, but that seems so goofy. but i will accept me as i am since that is my job. reading The Secret of The Shadow by Deb Ford j... read more
i see on TV the movie, "King Solomon..."(something).
Sat, March 15, 2008 - 7:52 PM
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and this guy will not eve kill killers trying to kill him. But I have no one killing me directly. But many examples i cannot give, of people harming by omission. Knowingly or not??? Do I try to do as the hero's who do not destroy, no matter what? Here is one example. Being told to store my thing, I find another book on dark magic. after asking him to put them out of the house years ago. And he said he did. Now, I feel that t... read more
So, can any one suggest where to go for releif of body pain weakness and imunity issues;
Fri, March 7, 2008 - 10:34 AM
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from lupus, fibro, and celiac? that is my spouses new story about taking a break. but how soon will i be well enough to work? i have pals in LA, Utah, and Florida my sons has pals in Georgia. those are warmer that Chicago, but is NJ or North west coast good for what ails ya? I have buddies there too, but i have concern for teh weather. I just got my last vitamin B shot here... and i guess ... read more
i may not have the smarts or money for high learning,
Sat, March 1, 2008 - 11:34 AM
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but as i study QBL my lips tingle. and I may never be functional physically, but i know i was made for something, i helped a guy sew, maybe there is a place for me there. i will keep looking for my place, my space in the sky. Thank you to all the leaves that have passed thru my life. from kind help to writers, and singers. all inspiring me to hope. hope for peace, with embracing what is truely me. we all have a spirit, a spark... read more
about chickens and menopause
Mon, February 25, 2008 - 8:05 PM
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and i do not know if they would want me to put contact info on web, but next shows are fri and sat night (but sat is sold out there is a sun matinee it is dinner and wine, and then the show
well, i ask, what is my purpose?
Sun, February 17, 2008 - 9:08 PM
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I fear i am not good enough to be the peaceful person amid nay sayers. I see how it can be done, often. over and over gain, i fall short of being the light in a given situation. "God don't make junk". written on a page i was given early in this process. so, there must be a reason i was created. there must be many kids out there who watched tv, to see what good behavior looke dlike. I did see loving people kind and thoughtful on tv. now, years later, i... read more
Does any one remember when he is holding something dangerous...
Tue, January 29, 2008 - 9:55 AM
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and it occurs to him that maybe he should have let go? But it was too late, by the time he gets it, And it blows up in his hand? Well, in my dreams last night i woke up this morning, trying to hold on to them, as I was instructed. To meditate on them, for the point, the lesson. so, I live my life seeking freedom. freedom from... what? not pain, per say, but discomfort. I find it in some forms of service. But have ... read more
5 days of more weirdness.
Mon, January 28, 2008 - 3:54 PM
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i guess the Mayans were right, that it gets tougher for the next 4 years. More teacher and co-students' suggestions... They may be correct, but it seems strained. then I heard the song today, "IN THE HALLS OF SHAMBALA" How can i want to go learn more light working when i owe money? i will only go with the blessing of my creditors. And a goofy book, that fell into my world, "Healing Your Aloneness", and I am willing to read, but it is very confrontive. ... read more
my heart breaks for all our defenses
Wed, January 23, 2008 - 10:29 AM
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I cannot even share it with the gal who has seen me through most of it.. without both of us demanding the other speak to us in a certain way. how foolish we all are. i just asked if she wante dto give me a cake.... and an hour later... after both our tears and meaness we were both coming from fear that the other did not love and miss us as much as we missed and loved them. how will we ever get back to the place we once were.... any of us.... a q... read more
So, isn't it just this way... that, whenever you finally put it out there,
Wed, January 23, 2008 - 9:54 AM
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then a solution comes. not an answer to all the worlds ills, but just a next right step. my brother studies Thai Chi and sez to not resist.??? I finally reached my first teacher, who crypticly directed me back to find a way to generate money at home, and beware of self deceptions. But how to have boundaries, without losing the open heart? I read a book years ago, like the 80's i think it was called self est... read more
I meant to start my reference with this pretense, so i am as shadow, just as we all are.
Tue, January 22, 2008 - 7:59 AM
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but again last night i heard the WE speaking in whispers, but this time i was able to apply techiques of the will, that i had been taught , and it went away. Finally, but i am a novice, so it took some time. I think this is the third time i have had awareness of dealing with them. but probably more, than I know I do not claim to be able to be a candle in a dark room. and I doubt that i can do more tha... read more
In the beginning there was a phrase,
Mon, January 21, 2008 - 2:39 PM
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when the house is on fire, throw the jewels out the window so maybe i shall just write all my crazy thoughts on line and see what comes out Tribe is the site where i find the most people i can respect... but i do not know if it is good
I do not begin to think that a life of good deeds
Thu, January 17, 2008 - 7:45 PM
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would erase the bad which i have done. only that doing deeds distracts me from the pain for a moment . And I miss the distraction, the joy of bliss that I feel while I am giving. being sick keeps me trapped in my mind. and it is such a weak mind. Difficult to focus long on good before drifting back to shade.
That has been my working title of a book I have been meaning to write.
Sun, January 6, 2008 - 8:04 AM
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Then, I keep falling sick... bundled in bed reading. I have been sent a lovely, 'I miss you" note from a Tribe member, and knowing how i love feedback, I have pulled my blankies around me at this computer. Lets see if I can sit up and write. But now, he has gotten up, and my thoughts are no longer my own. But I will begin my journey here.
so, I am really focusing on teh best direction, and have a question...
Tue, November 20, 2007 - 1:59 PM
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for all my wise cyber tribes... If Faith, Hope and Charity are 1,2 and3. Then what is the reason of the change to Love, in "The greatest of these is Love"? Thanks all
if math is important and QBL is in numbers
Tue, November 20, 2007 - 10:55 AM
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then which is X and what is Y? could it be the as above, so below? or Tough Love balanced with unconditional Love PS: i love all the responses. this medium is really helaping me hold the rutter pps:I did not eat, drink, ect in fornt of my love that which he cannnot partake. but he does, of that which I do not. and I must decide... Acceptance? or Assert? Looking forward to any input. Namaste
if your spouse loved consuming something, and had to give it up.
Sun, November 18, 2007 - 6:14 PM
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would you keep bringing it into the house and eating it in front of them?
So, we look at mathmatics.
Thu, November 15, 2007 - 9:25 AM
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0=0 1=? 2=1? it is simply a mirror 3=1 it is anew 4=2 duality begins 5= 2 too extreme duality 6=8 the infinity of balance 7=1 all one in sharing 8=10 best thinking we can do 9= ? what is the number of the depth of teh ocean 10=1 1 more way to make it work as above so below... I try for the best and must accept my limitations, but keep trying to excel them. it is a matter of time. each space. one step forward no matter how many steps back, will create... read more
I nedd to go higher in my vibration.
Sun, November 11, 2007 - 4:41 PM
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my giving. loving forgiving. the resistance is interminable I need help. please help me.
vegas or bust oct 6th
Tue, September 25, 2007 - 8:21 PM
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DR. BARON GUDNI GUDNASON VON THORODDSEN (Ph.D.) is a spiritual alchemist and teacher. He began his quest for deeper knowledge as a young man and at an early age was initiated into the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn in England. He continued his study of the Hermetic teachings at a secret school in Salzburg, Austria, that taught alchemy in the old way; a Christian Kabbalah school in Bern, Switzerland; a Kabbalistic alchemy school in Madrid, Spain; an astrology school... read more
while meditating,
Fri, August 17, 2007 - 8:48 PM
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i swear i saw a connection with Binah to this clip of Friends www.youtube.com/watch
LOVED ONES WANT TO CHANGE ME TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK BETTER
Mon, August 6, 2007 - 10:28 AM
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Others Judge Me. Its as if we are all captains of our own ships. What would they do in a storm? Do they They sustain direction through the storm, until it passes? And with each gust of wind or wave that crashes on the side, they must adjust to the new settings of teh compass. I am just trying to not veer off too greatly, stay low key, and re adjust the my rudder after each toss of the environment. But is it just the natura... read more
I think so you may vote for Netzach?
Wed, June 27, 2007 - 7:54 PM
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youtube.com/watch <object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="www.youtube.com/v/l0BVKbu8...t;<param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="www.youtube.com/v/l0BVKbu8nI8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object> High time we made a stand and shook up the views of the common man And the lovetrain rides from coast to co... read more
youtube.com/watch
Wed, June 27, 2007 - 7:32 PM
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<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="www.youtube.com/v/k1OduoZA...t;<param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="www.youtube.com/v/k1OduoZAUeM" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object> Shout Chorus Shout Shout Let it aloud These are the things I can do without Come on Im talking to you Come on (repeat) In violent time... read more
Sun, May 13, 2007 - 1:53 PM
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(I've Been) Searchin' So Long - James Pankow
Wed, May 2, 2007 - 4:48 PM
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As my life goes on I believe Somehow something's changed Something deep inside Ooh a part of me There's a strange new light in my eyes Things I've never known Changin' my life Changin' me I've been searchin' So long To find an answer Now I know my life has meaning Ow oh Now I see myself as I am Feeling very free Life is everything Ooh it's meant to be When my tears have come to an end I will understand What I left behind... read more
www.youtube.com/watch
Wed, April 25, 2007 - 4:13 PM
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Souma yergon, sou nou yergon, we are shakin the tree Souma yergon, sou nou yergon, we are shakin the tree Waiting your time, dreaming of a better life Waiting your time, youre more than just a wife You dont want to do what your mother has done She has done This is your life, this new life has begun Its your day - a womans day Its your day - a womans day Turning the tide, you are on the incoming wave Turning the tide, you know you are... read more
As a child, I understood others pain, and hurt for them.
Tue, April 24, 2007 - 9:17 PM
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I saw only their lower need as they expressed to me with or without words. Then, something happened. I changed. I decided to not trust, not give. Be sure I got. It never worked. I ran from one construct to another. Still running I hid in 12 steps. Still not risking. Then I met a man and then a lady. They eminated Love. I tried to jusmp onto their construct. But they were loving and gentle. There was no construct. We... read more
In October Hackenberg had delivered honeybees to a Florida farm to pollinate crops. The bees typically return to their boxed hives when their work is done. But this time was different.
Wed, April 18, 2007 - 7:13 PM
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"I came to pick up 400 bee colonies and the bees had just flat-out disappeared," Hackenberg said. "There were no dead bees, no bees on the ground, just empty boxes." "In almost 50 years as a beekeeper, I've never seen anything like it." CCD has spread throughout 24 states and ruined hundreds of thou... read more
Objective Hoping to secure a part-time position involving: data/information processing, or general office clerical.
Wed, April 18, 2007 - 6:09 PM
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Summary of qualifications Twenty years information management and office support. Four years with IBM mainframe using accounting Three years computerized accounting systems A/R posting. Work experience 2007 2 weeks at Florida florist for Easter rush for Rick and Phil at Redpelican.com 2006 to present CMCI dba Jackson Hewitt, Ebay estate collections, general office, assi... read more
in electronics, that is a by product of motion.
Sun, April 15, 2007 - 1:41 PM
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so i rather say i am in motion and in wat direction who knows. i only hope and have faith and do all by love. but who's love Love of wat? Love of who? these I ask myself, Who am I i sthere a place for me? a place of joy?
i have secured exactly what i asked to mainfest.. i think not a penny more..
Sun, April 1, 2007 - 8:23 PM
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watch what you pray for... i hope i am fed well i added ebay buy now to manifest food money. thank you all for your spritual being here and now annieonaaww
that is wat the theater marque had
Fri, March 30, 2007 - 3:30 PM
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but i guess we all r sooo my battle is to destroy reality i am not anxious about florida 200 away and yet. not bought pills and food and room ebay annieonaaww but i love these higher altitudes how do we speak withou space? can you do it? i know i may make no sense but some one hears and knows wat i mean joy pure joy i guess i could stay here for a while
I see the possibility that I will be in Florida
Wed, March 28, 2007 - 9:38 PM
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In front of the Teacher. And I love that I can sell anything on Ebay. I dread giving up my artwork The peices that got me accepted into the Art Instute of Chicago, so many years ago.
A FACE IS NOT REALITY,
Wed, March 21, 2007 - 7:39 PM
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IT IS ONLY POSSIBILTY UNTIL EYES MEET AND THEN IT TAKES FORM. THE EYES OF THE CREATOR MEET THE EYES OF THE CREATED AND THEY CO CREATE. SO TOO IS MANIFESTATION. I MUST MEET THE EYES OF MY CREATION SO WE CAN CO CREATE.
So, here we are. All on a journey.
Sat, March 10, 2007 - 11:50 PM
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did we know it was all the same journey? Hard to tell. But its not hell/ I thought I was clear, without the wheat, and ran my life to be complete. forgetting to watch out. now i am stuck in the mud, with a body that failed. but i have a spirit that will not quit. I should have been lost, but i was not. I man picked me up and lite my fire. a pale fire but it kept lit. now i see the ends in site. i can be whole i can be right my b... read more
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