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Realize & release what does not serve


I made it thru a bad flu.
but not tested for n1h1

just lots of pills, prayers and rest.

I am always a little less physically after each winter.
But Dave came and poured Heavens' Love over me.
Thank you , Angels

I even had help designing my own logo
Mon, May 18, 2009 - 12:53 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
I am ok with no Valentine things. well, a dentist reminder. so i smell good

and my son called. so i know he is a good boy. i will be ok

and i saw that all my secret interests have found each other.

No more secrets. Kabbalah music and What The Bleep.

I am trying to get to the Conscious Life Expo in LA
Sat, February 14, 2009 - 10:07 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i am finally starting to see hope

thank you all
Thu, January 22, 2009 - 11:51 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
Wow, i made it through this year.

you al have helped soooo much.
Thank you.

I just wanted to say an observation:

I was told by many that i am fragile,
and now seeing that my heart was very open,
maybe for the first time.

i want to say that we are all fragile.
even when our hearts are not open.

maybe that is the most fragile,
as the reason they had closed

I embrace the lesson,
and hope to hold on to it,
when my heart tends to close.

May I always stay fragile
and ... read more
Fri, January 2, 2009 - 11:55 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
i thought i had the perfect idea to make money.
And just saw it on an old video.
Til Tuesday - Voices Carry
www.youtube.com/watch
1985
i cannot have peirced ears.
And I want to create a line of over ear hoops

"those who beleive are always rewarded with the truth"
'Twice upon a Christmas'
the Family channel 64
Fri, December 19, 2008 - 10:41 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
i printed and reread all my blogs and the loving supportive comments

now i really feel sad that this picture was emailed me.
and i am tempted to feel bad when i see this orb.

Can any one say what / who that orb may be.
Wed, November 26, 2008 - 12:59 PM permalink - 6 comments
 
i am working on developing my beliefs.
and so, i have found a venue in utube

so if you know me or how to find me,
please enjoy what i enjoy
Thu, November 13, 2008 - 4:04 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

Where the river foams and surges to the sea,
Silver figures rise to find me,
Wise and as daring,
Following the heart's cry.
I am that deep pool,
I am that dark spring,
Warm with a mystery,
I may reveal to you,
In Time,
(Time holds the heart's key)
Key to everything is Love,
(Love makes the heart flower)
Flowers into a deep desire,
(Passion in the heart's fire)
Passion and desire.

See the eagle rise above the open plain,
Golden in the morning air,
Weaving and soaring,
Wa... read more
Fri, November 7, 2008 - 9:41 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
When I'm alone I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
There is no light in a room where there is no sun
and there is no sun if you're not here with me, with me.
From every window unfurls my heart the heart that you have won.
Into me you've poured the light,
the light that you found by the side of the road.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
it's time to sa... read more
Thu, November 6, 2008 - 2:41 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Artist: Neil Diamond
Album: His 12 Greatest Hits 1974
Song: Holly Holy

Holly holy eyes
Dream of only you
Where I am, what I am
What I believe in
Holly holy

Holly holy dream
Wanting only you
And she comes
And I run just like the wind will
Holly holy

Sing a song
Sing a song of songs
Sing it out
Sing it strong

Call the sun in the dead of the night
And the suns gonna rise in the sky
Touch a man who cant walk upright
And the lame man, hes gonna fly
And I fly
And I fly... read more
Wed, November 5, 2008 - 10:30 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
I look up and see purple clouds and look down i see the sun shine on the ground pink

it is a fire moving this way.

please pray

as i drempt of a new situation.
and rather stay here

but choose the path of best for all
Mon, October 13, 2008 - 12:41 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
As I was rinsing my dishes this morning, post yummy, healthy breakfast, I noticed my 4 orchid plants on the counter. Most days, I don't notice them. Some days I do. Today, I noticed them. I was very grateful that I did. For one, it means I'm in the moment. Also, it sent me this message... Out of the 4 orchid plants, only one has blooming flowers. They are absolutely beautiful with their stunning purple color. The other 3 plants only have leaves remaining. They are strong, green, and vibrant b... read more
Thu, October 2, 2008 - 12:55 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
this is her song

I see the bad moon arising.
I see trouble on the way.
I see earthquakes and lightnin.
I see bad times today.

Chorus:
Dont go around tonight,
Well, its bound to take your life,
Theres a bad moon on the rise.

I hear hurricanes ablowing.
I know the end is coming soon.
I fear rivers over flowing.
I hear the voice of rage and ruin.

Chorus
All right!

Hope you got your things together.
Hope you are quite prepared to die.
Looks like were in for nasty weathe... read more
Fri, September 26, 2008 - 7:24 PM permalink - 0 comments
 


It's not unusual to be loved by anyone
It's not unusual to have fun with anyone
but when I see you hanging about with anyone
It's not unusual to see me cry,
oh I wanna' die
It's not unusual to go out at any time
but when I see you out and about it's such a crime
if you should ever want to be loved by anyone,
It's not unusual it happens every day no matter what you say
you find it happens all the time
love will never do what you want it to
why can't this crazy love be mine
It's... read more
Fri, September 26, 2008 - 5:08 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
from an email i was crushed by the word x-wife
or is that 2

i am punched in the gut
though a reality of probability

that thin hope of healing is dashed.

feeling tossed in huge waves.
i would be releived to be thrown to the sand
Fri, September 26, 2008 - 7:55 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
she helps me with Kaballah

and my family

and my ego

after little jagged pill

www.youtube.com/watch
Sat, September 20, 2008 - 5:53 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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Wed, September 3, 2008 - 10:51 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
It is hitting me, what this trip means.
What it could mean.
And what this does not mean, for sure.

10 The only offer i have is from the angel of my life in Utah.
She has always been there for me.
Each time I have run from a man.

9 Everything i touch to pack or toss, I feel sad.
I get confused and can’t decide,
what to let go of.

8 I have to put the ducks in order.
Applying for jobs, selling car.
Washing clothes.

7 Fear, sadness, lose, disappointment.
Lettin’ go.

6 My... read more
Fri, August 29, 2008 - 2:01 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
my sponsor always tells a story about bottles of booze in a grocery store

i see that all the things that i would trip on are like each bottle

even when i cry...
just cry... hear all the sadness that is behind the tears

but don't trip on them
i won't believe them.

i can no longer let myself be vicimized by others reality.
even when my own reality sets me up to

it is more peaceful inside so far...

i wonder what the next step holds
Fri, August 29, 2008 - 10:51 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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Our Shamballah Fusion Event is coming together in an amazing way. If you haven't heard about it yet, Gudni Gudnason, Head of the North American Mystery School is coming to launch the energy of Shamballah in L.A. This is the energy of the new consciousness that is emerging, creating a shift within our society. This is the event that will bring that change to L.A.!

While this is not a Mystery School event, we are asking all Adepts to participate... read more
Thu, August 28, 2008 - 4:06 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
after facing my own denial...
and walking my own firewlk
i am sfaely here,
Simi Valley

staring my new life.
with a job, and my Truth.

Thank you all who have helped me.

Namaste
Wed, July 23, 2008 - 7:00 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
9 am Th 19 Jun 08
Soooo, teary.
Woke in pain after evening of fighting hopelessness.
D laughed.
The mission people heckled me.
The eskimo at the VA saved me.
Thank you, Heaven.

It is like a maze game.
I do not know the Lords' next step.

Best Smile!
I woke from prayers to see R's face
through the bunk bed bars
to say i have a
a 3 day break
and to
journal tohughts

I was so sure i was without a direction
and the Lord led me as a baby,
thru the dark.
Each step as blind ... read more
Tue, July 15, 2008 - 9:55 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
Happy birthday, i still miss.

Even though he decided I leave.

Even though he said no, when i begged to retun.

Now, I will never return. But still wish to God, he do right by me.

but i am told...

what is, is what is.

take action on feelings...

so i am writing.

Has destiny brought me where I am?

Thank you all for so much support, with these difficult releasing of ego
Mon, July 14, 2008 - 1:00 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
it seems that i have seen many experiences for 2 years in my dreams.
thank you for telling me to keep a dream journal
in the dreams i was resisting
now i see why
why i kept finding myself in womens dorms
trying to get to LA over the hill.
this is my story
thank you
now i know why


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Fri, June 27, 2008 - 12:42 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
well, maybe i shall learn my choices.
Sat, May 24, 2008 - 9:08 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
so i hope to become strong
and able to hold fast to moving thru
when the urge to hold tight
chills my mind to the depths





www.youtube.com/watch
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 10:36 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
well, i am here
i have learned lessons,
like, speaking my truth does not mean throwing it up all over other people.

but i am having a very teary time, just choosing to ask for water,
or saying to employers, that i cannot change shift when they ask without notice

but the hardest this week was speaking my experience with the 8th step
in a meeting tonight/
the other old timers turned away, literally.
but i am carrying a message of hope that i was not ready to open up about abuse or... read more
Sun, April 27, 2008 - 8:17 PM permalink - 2 comments
 


1. Adoro te devote, latens Deitas,
Quae sub his figuris vere latitas;
Tibi se cor meum totum subiicit,
Quia te contemplans, totum deficit.

2. Visus, tactus, gustus in te fallitur,
Sed auditu solo tuto creditur;
Credo quidquid dixit Dei Filius,
Nil hoc verbo veritatis verius.

3. In Cruce latebat sola Deitas.
At hic latet simul et humanitas:
Ambo tamen credens, atque confitens,
Peto quod petivit latro paenitens.

4. Plagas, sicut Thomas, non intueor,
Deum tamen... read more
Mon, April 21, 2008 - 7:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
The Gayatri Mantra

Om bhur bhuvah svah
tat savitur varenyam
bhargo devasya dhimahi
dhiyo yonah prachodayat

Through the coming, going and the balance of life
the essential nature which illumes existence is the adorable one may all perceive through subtle intellect
the brilliance of enlightenment
Mon, April 21, 2008 - 7:01 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Where the river foams and surges to the sea,
Silver figures rise to find me,
Wise and as daring,
Following the heart's cry.
I am that deep pool,
I am that dark spring,
Warm with a mystery,
I may reveal to you,
In Time,
(Time holds the heart's key)
Key to everything is Love,
(Love makes the heart flower)
Flowers into a deep desire,
(Passion in the heart's fire)
Passion and desire.

See the eagle rise above the open plain,
Golden in the morning air,
Weaving and soaring,
Watch... read more
Sun, April 20, 2008 - 6:43 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I learned in QBL that the center is the balance.
of me
of us
of above and below.

but i needed to learn more of another before and after

to speak my choice

i still tear as the words come out

but more each week, i am speaking aloud
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 9:00 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
ever since i switched to utah trib elocation,
i have lost the site most often.

does any one know why?
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 7:14 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
I N F P -- Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Version 0.06 (December 1998)
(Note: This is the only type profile in this webspace. There's no point in poking around looking for others.)

For INFPs, life is a journey to understand themselves and the world. Where some others may strive for achievements such as degrees and promotions, an INFP tends to consider these as important mainly for their value in making it easier to fulfill the INFP's life goals.

INFPs value authenticity, a... read more
Tue, April 15, 2008 - 12:34 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Well,
a very long train ride

But I am here in Utah.

had a bar office job, but failed training.
now doing quickbooks for a cyber cafe

starting to feel better
thank you all for your thoughts, words and light.

how is everyone else?
Sun, April 13, 2008 - 12:09 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
well 3 days and 2 hours.

Psychic Seld Defense by Dion Fortune
suggests to not inform many of where i go.

but thank you all for your input.
it has really helped.
i hope i find peace.

still barly packed. can't say bye to 9 years of accumulating who i am
but it is only stuff.
who i am , is inside... i hope.

i rather take precious things than cloths, but that seems so goofy.
but i will accept me as i am
since that is my job.

reading The Secret of The Shadow by Deb Ford

j... read more
Wed, April 2, 2008 - 8:13 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
i see on TV the movie, "King Solomon..."(something).
and this guy will not eve kill killers trying to kill him.
But I have no one killing me directly.
But many examples i cannot give,
of people harming by omission.
Knowingly or not???
Do I try to do as the hero's who do not destroy, no matter what?

Here is one example.
Being told to store my thing,
I find another book on dark magic.
after asking him to put them out of the house years ago.
And he said he did.

Now, I feel that t... read more
Sat, March 15, 2008 - 7:52 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
So, can any one suggest where to go for releif of body pain weakness and imunity issues;
from lupus, fibro, and celiac?

that is my spouses new story about taking a break.

but how soon will i be well enough to work?
i have pals in LA, Utah, and Florida
my sons has pals in Georgia.

those are warmer that Chicago, but is NJ or North west coast good for what ails ya?
I have buddies there too, but i have concern for teh weather.

I just got my last vitamin B shot here... and i guess ... read more
Fri, March 7, 2008 - 10:34 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
i may not have the smarts or money for high learning,
but as i study QBL my lips tingle.
and I may never be functional physically,
but i know i was made for something,
i helped a guy sew, maybe there is a place for me there.
i will keep looking for my place,
my space in the sky.

Thank you to all the leaves that have passed thru my life.
from kind help to writers, and singers.
all inspiring me to hope.
hope for peace, with embracing what is truely me.
we all have a spirit, a spark... read more
Sat, March 1, 2008 - 11:34 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
about chickens and menopause

and i do not know if they would want me to put contact info on web,

but next shows are fri and sat night (but sat is sold out
there is a sun matinee

it is dinner and wine, and then the show
Mon, February 25, 2008 - 8:05 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
well, i ask, what is my purpose?
I fear i am not good enough to be the peaceful person amid nay sayers.
I see how it can be done, often.
over and over gain, i fall short of being the light in a given situation.
"God don't make junk". written on a page i was given early in this process.
so, there must be a reason i was created.
there must be many kids out there who watched tv, to see what good behavior looke dlike.
I did see loving people kind and thoughtful on tv.
now, years later, i... read more
Sun, February 17, 2008 - 9:08 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Does any one remember when he is holding something dangerous...
and it occurs to him that maybe he should have let go?
But it was too late, by the time he gets it,
And it blows up in his hand?

Well, in my dreams last night i woke up this morning,
trying to hold on to them, as I was instructed.
To meditate on them, for the point, the lesson.

so, I live my life seeking freedom.
freedom from... what?
not pain, per say, but discomfort.
I find it in some forms of service.
But have ... read more
Tue, January 29, 2008 - 9:55 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
5 days of more weirdness.
i guess the Mayans were right, that it gets tougher for the next 4 years.
More teacher and co-students' suggestions...
They may be correct, but it seems strained.

then I heard the song today, "IN THE HALLS OF SHAMBALA"
How can i want to go learn more light working when i owe money?
i will only go with the blessing of my creditors.

And a goofy book, that fell into my world,
"Healing Your Aloneness", and I am willing to read, but it is very confrontive.

... read more
Mon, January 28, 2008 - 3:54 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
my heart breaks for all our defenses
I cannot even share it with the gal who has seen me through most of it..
without both of us demanding the other speak to us in a certain way.
how foolish we all are. i just asked if she wante dto give me a cake....
and an hour later... after both our tears and meaness we were both coming from fear that the other did not love and miss us as much as we missed and loved them.
how will we ever get back to the place we once were....
any of us....

a q... read more
Wed, January 23, 2008 - 10:29 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
So, isn't it just this way... that, whenever you finally put it out there,
then a solution comes. not an answer to all the worlds ills, but just a next right step.

my brother studies Thai Chi and sez to not resist.???
I finally reached my first teacher, who crypticly directed me back to find a way to generate money at home,
and beware of self deceptions.

But how to have boundaries, without losing the open heart?
I read a book years ago, like the 80's
i think it was called self est... read more
Wed, January 23, 2008 - 9:54 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
I meant to start my reference with this pretense, so i am as shadow, just as we all are.
but again last night i heard the WE speaking in whispers, but this time i was able to apply techiques of the will,
that i had been taught , and it went away. Finally, but i am a novice, so it took some time.
I think this is the third time i have had awareness of dealing with them. but probably more, than I know
I do not claim to be able to be a candle in a dark room. and I doubt that i can do more tha... read more
Tue, January 22, 2008 - 7:59 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
In the beginning there was a phrase,
when the house is on fire,
throw the jewels out the window

so maybe i shall just write all my crazy thoughts on line
and see what comes out

Tribe is the site where i find the most people i can respect...

but i do not know if it is good
Mon, January 21, 2008 - 2:39 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I do not begin to think that a life of good deeds
would erase the bad which i have done.
only that doing deeds distracts me from the pain
for a moment .
And I miss the distraction,
the joy of bliss that I feel while I am giving.
being sick keeps me trapped in my mind.
and it is such a weak mind.
Difficult to focus long on good
before drifting back to shade.
Thu, January 17, 2008 - 7:45 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
To me and Ellis PAul
Mon, January 14, 2008 - 9:07 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
That has been my working title of a book I have been meaning to write.

Then, I keep falling sick... bundled in bed reading.
I have been sent a lovely, 'I miss you" note from a Tribe member,
and knowing how i love feedback, I have pulled my blankies around me at this computer.

Lets see if I can sit up and write.

But now, he has gotten up, and my thoughts are no longer my own.

But I will begin my journey here.
Sun, January 6, 2008 - 8:04 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
so, I am really focusing on teh best direction, and have a question...
for all my wise cyber tribes...

If Faith, Hope and Charity are 1,2 and3.

Then what is the reason of the change to Love,
in "The greatest of these is Love"?

Thanks all
Tue, November 20, 2007 - 1:59 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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