Realize & release what does not serve
adjusting my pain to world painSat, April 2, 2011 - 12:16 PM
The stress of packing up water and supplies has hept me up for weeks.
The lose of a loved one was devistating.
the estranged family has finished the funeral ritual as I mourn alone.
then I put the 2 realities together and feel such compassion for so many who do not even know who is alive or gone in Japan
let alone no closure. and I am sending the universe all my heart, shifting from self to others.
what can I do? i saw an add for workers to go help. and wish i had a passport, but i do not even have the health to travel, let alone do a job. although I would be fine with getting sick from helping them. I can only pray, as we all can and sending love an dlight is very powerful.
i do not know the reason tribe has lost activity, but i was in shelters for a while wihout much internet. let alone privacy.
now settling down with pals in lllinois, i try to go to college, but feel so unmotivated to do assignments.
they say I could get gpa 3.9 but i just drag, like pulling teeth.
how do i find my lust for life again. to find passion again?
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"how do i find my lust for life again. to find passion again? "
You contemplate the alternative and realize that you have no choice but to continue on. Each step you take will lead to a stronger gait. The dark night of the soul can be a privilege.