The 'Slow Blog' Movement

I turn my collar to the cold and damp

   Mon, April 16, 2007 - 6:01 PM
For the past week or so I've been in a bit of a funk. No large thing is wrong -- life is pretty good actually -- but little things add up: I came in second for a job I'd applied for. The last time I saw my sweetie we fought. Educational debt is bumming me out because it feels like I'll never be able to save enough for retirement and I worry I'll be eating dog food when I'm old, or have to take the pill like Ruth Gordon in Harold and Maude. My period is late (no, I'm not pregnant, just irregular and moodier because of it). I just learned from Lori's blog that Jessa has died. Those students were gunned down at Virginia Tech today. And the sun hasn't shown its face for more than a moment for the past two weeks.

If only the sun would come out everything else would seem manageable...



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Mon, April 16, 2007 - 6:59 PM
((flaneuse))
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Mon, April 16, 2007 - 7:11 PM
I've been feeling this way too and we've even had a bit of sun. I'm sorry to hear that you are down but it will pass. Bob Dylan helps.
Tue, April 17, 2007 - 2:35 AM
Will Arise
It is amazing how the natural atmosphere can interact with our mood, isn't it?

With that said, Flaneuse, it won't last forever. Of course, that does not make it any more bearable, but the good part is that you are in connection with your feelings, and as self-centered as that sounds, it is important because you are now better able to express and mitigate them.

Before you know it, you would have arisen out of this slump.
Tue, April 17, 2007 - 4:17 PM
Thanks guys! I don't want to overstate it or be a drama queen. I thought maybe if I wrote about it, it would have a little less power over me.