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about me
High School Biology Teacher - I love it and live it with a passion!
Turn-ons: sun on my skin, making love, being in love, rain on the roof, the macro and micro amazingness of nature, feeling strong, a warm strong hand on me, snuggles, campfires, candles, laughter, honesty, driving muscle cars, feeling free, kindness, getting crazy
My buttons: non-communication/guessing games, apathy, laziness, shallowness, narrow mindedness, rudeness, small horizons .... and I HATE being cold!!!!
I missed a satellite call from Turo tonight from Fuente asking for some supplies. If he manages to contact anyone else, please let him know I got the voice mail and have it covered. Will be there by around 3-ish with his supplies. Thanks.
Thu, March 6, 2008 - 9:13 PM
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What a mind-blowing experience. It was blowing me away on the Playa but now I feel the real waves of its impact just starting as I settle back into the default world. The full effect of the experience will take a while to materialize I'm guessing.
My experience was a roller coaster of emotions and discovery - about myself, people around me, and life itself. My first two days were filled with deep hurt, disgust, anger and extreme loneliness (don't ask me about it - it was my very personal experience and it will stay that way), then the whole world bloomed for me, inside and out, for most of the rest of the journey. There were several times where I almost just packed up and went home, then beautiful interactions and experiences would unfold and make my time there amazing. There were struggles getting there and even more getting home (24 hours on the road trip from hell getting home!!) too. The rawness, the challenges, the beauty, the fun and creativity, the amazing people, exposure to so many thoughts and things ........ I was really frustrated for a while that I couldn't put it into words. Then I ran into Rik who helped me by saying, it's like explaining color to a blind person. That rested well with me and I found peace in just feeling it and taking it all in without words.
Now that I've been home for about 9 hours and I'm starting to deal with the "normal world" system, I am realizing that this event had a deeper impact on me than I realized. I am sensing that my paradigms, values, lifestyle, interactions with people, handling my responsibilities ....... all are morphing. I'm sensing an undefinable shift in all of those aspects of life and am curious where they will lead me. I'm sensing the most dramatic shift is happenning in my relationships with people ....... friendships, who and what I'm looking for in a romantic life-partner relationship and how I will manifest that in my life, interactions with my own children and my students, neighbors, co-workers and strangers ....... and my biggest issue ....... communication. Communicating my own needs to people and revealing more of myself to people. That one will take time but I can feel the seeds of growth starting to germinate.
I want to thank all of you that have been in my life for the past 15 months that have put my life on an amazing journey of self-discovery, growth and blossoming! You helped me in so many ways, intentionally and unintentionally, to prepare for the BM experience so that I could gain the most from it. If you are reading this, you are on my friends list and that means that you are an important person in my journey. I love you all and thank you so much for all you have helped to create in me and my life. The next year promises to be an explosion of life and I can't wait to see where it goes.
Tue, September 5, 2006 - 7:46 PM
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August 13, 2008
This woman had the most apropriate name, even before i met her. while i would like to claim that everything about her is entirely my fault (of which i would be most proud), i was merely a spark, and only one of many im sure. i met her before she became what we see today, and i am in utter awe of what she is. she came into my life, and inspired me to relate my experience and my stories, and was, in turn, inspired by them. it gives me so much joy and happiness and humilty to know that i was a part of what she became. i would say who, but i think she has always been who she is. she simply flutters by, and sprinkles her feel-good-fairy dust upon all she meets, and then flutters away to spread her feel-goodness to everyone she encounters.
My hat (which is perpetually on my head) is off to you, my good woman,
Long Live The Feel-Good Fairy
Captain Tuesday
December 25, 2007
On this holiday that we share i wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you and your light and am thankful for all the wonderful moments we have shared. You are definitely one of life's amazing gifts.
May 2, 2007
Where to begin...I Love Annie and I am In Love with Annie. She has scary energy, the energy of two or three people. Most of that energy goes out to others. Scary because sometimes she doesn't know when to stop! She gives so much of herself. When she does do something for herself, it is over the top, amazing, and awesome to behold! Believe it or not, Annie can be shy. I love to push her and join in her success. I feel very lucky to be in Annie's inner circle. During the day, she can wield a rock saw, break stone and create a work of art. Then at night, become a sultry Sex Goddess. She will never stop learning, giving and loving. Beautiful!
December 18, 2006
Annie is a beautiful, pure soul. She truly enjoys every minute of life. Creative, vibrant, kind-hearted and always happy. Sometimes careless as a kid but also very responsible as a teacher. She would make you feel very welcomed and comfy in her company. I dont know how you managed to stay the way you are in this cruel world. I admire that about you. :)
xoxo,
Jameela
October 20, 2006
Annie is by far, the most beautifull soul i have met. With virtually no words, she can lift your spirits and open your mind and heart. Her eyes hold a frighteningly deep wisdom that you cant help but feel comfortable in.
There are few people as genuine and intense as Annie... Its a shame. It makes me all the more happy that ive met her. She truly is a gift to all who appreciate life.
September 7, 2006
"Super Wonder Woman Flutterby 4x" is her full name....she is just too humble to tell ya that. I have seen her in a short 8 months grab every opportunity and run with them! I am absolutely amazed at how she has totally advanced overnight with her poi and flag spinning abilities...wow! She is the costume queen and creates like an innocent child would...with joy, imagination, eagerness, and love. It is so wonderful to see such a wise woman ignite her playful and creative sides and lift others around her while doing so. A teacher, a friend, and soul sister.
We are all so fortunate to have Annie here in the SD Burner community!!!!! Rock on sister!!!!
July 11, 2006
Annie is like the spark of life......she is beautiful, vibrant, smart, colorful,
warm, and full of hugs. We have a few things in common, like both
being teachers. But it's more than that. Annie is one of those people
who'se heart is wide open to love. That takes a person being
willing to take risks, and being generous of spirit. She has all that
and more!! I am so glad we're friends!
vixen
July 5, 2006
Annie Sweet Annie,
Kindness, Strength.
Beauty, Grace.
Playful . . . .
and FUN, FUN, FUN!
James
July 3, 2006
Annie, is such a genuine soul. I realize this as the more and more I talk to her. She is not only extremly fun, but also caring and giving as well. I cherish the friendship that we've come across and for the advice that this woman has openly gave. She is a awesome soul, and for that I am extremly grateful!
May 27, 2006
"There are those who give little of the much which they have - and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome.
And there are those who have little and give it all.
These are the belivers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty.
There are those who give with joy, and that joy is their reward.
And there are those who give with pain, and that pain is their baptism.
And there are those who give and know not pain in giving, nor do they seek joy, nor give with mindfulness of virtue;
They give as in yonder valley the myrtle breathes its fragrance into space. . ." -- Kahlil Gibran
Such is Annie's gift to all she meets.
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