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Christopher

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joined on 03/13/07
last updated 01/15/09
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eager to extinguish the blaze, i mistakened myself for a pail of water and threw myself in.
a great fire emerged setting ablaze to everything i called my own... The cherished nuances of one's personality. The inventory of stuff that defined "me." Useless as many of the objects were. The flames burned high and hot and I was driven from the little room of hiding with green walls and glowing stars on the ceiling... to the streets. And from the hard asphalt and noisy traffic I could hear the silence calling from the outskirts. And I was drawn to the hills overlooking the sea, into... read more
Thu, January 15, 2009 - 1:41 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
circus circles
It's 11:33 and the clock runs in circles... or maybe it's just me. Feeling ready to explode for all my withholdings and moanings of painful party penance. Some semblance of self-signed salvation would suffice. If only I were going to die twice. But with a pitchfork and an axe to grind, a lazy cloud and lonely time, I sit around the floor and wonder if this infernal inferno will the death of me.
Thu, January 15, 2009 - 1:39 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i forgot...
i forgot how it feels to be alone... but be okay with it. i forgot what it's like to let the outside world go and stop looking for myself at the supermarket, party or church service. i forgot about my sorrow and my anger. i forgot about how green the grass is on the hillside outside my window. i forgot the relief of letting my heart go. i forgot that i don't have to do anything. everything's already done. i forgot about how warm the sun is and the feel of the grass under my feet. i forgot... read more
Sun, December 21, 2008 - 10:23 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
shall we dance?
the phone rings. maybe it's for me? it's either a credit collector or my mother. neither of whom i wish to speak to. but i still get my hopes up like a long lost friend has somehow tracked me down to my hideout and wants to rehash the past by planning a risky rendezvous.
i keep avoiding this discomfortable knot in my chest... It's like a heart muzzle and my lungs burn with the burden of trying to keep my compulsive bad habits alive and thriving. Really a grandeur distraction from the larg... read more
Wed, December 10, 2008 - 10:01 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
de ja vu
the sudden and overwhelming feeling that you've been somewhere before is bizarre. as it sets in there's a recognition... hey, this is familiar. then suddenly, very familiar... until a sense of unity comes into being like worlds are colliding. what if we are living the same life over and over, until we get it "right?" what if every possible universe exists, in which every possible action we could make is occuring right now at the same time... breaking off into parallel universes of existence.... read more
Mon, December 8, 2008 - 9:49 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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eager to extinguish the blaze, i mistakened myself for a pail of water and threw myself in. (blog entry) a great fire emerged setting ablaze to everything i called my own... The cherished nuances of one's personality. The inventory of stuff that defined "me." Useless as many of the objects were. The flames burned high and hot and I was driven from... read more
blog entry posted Thu, January 15, 2009 - 1:41 PM permalink - 0 comments
circus circles (blog entry) It's 11:33 and the clock runs in circles... or maybe it's just me. Feeling ready to explode for all my withholdings and moanings of painful party penance. Some semblance of self-signed salvation would suffice. If only I were going to die twice.... read more
blog entry posted Thu, January 15, 2009 - 1:39 PM permalink - 0 comments
i forgot... (blog entry) i forgot how it feels to be alone... but be okay with it. i forgot what it's like to let the outside world go and stop looking for myself at the supermarket, party or church service. i forgot about my sorrow and my anger. i forgot about how gree... read more
blog entry posted Sun, December 21, 2008 - 10:23 AM permalink - 0 comments
shall we dance? (blog entry) the phone rings. maybe it's for me? it's either a credit collector or my mother. neither of whom i wish to speak to. but i still get my hopes up like a long lost friend has somehow tracked me down to my hideout and wants to rehash the past by plan... read more
blog entry posted Wed, December 10, 2008 - 10:01 PM permalink - 0 comments
de ja vu (blog entry) the sudden and overwhelming feeling that you've been somewhere before is bizarre. as it sets in there's a recognition... hey, this is familiar. then suddenly, very familiar... until a sense of unity comes into being like worlds are colliding. wha... read more
blog entry posted Mon, December 8, 2008 - 9:49 PM permalink - 0 comments
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Gender
Male
Age
28
Location
Hawaii
about me
innocent misfit. freedom fighter. extremophile learning to smooth out the kinks. delusions of delapidation countered by looney laugh luster. love to love to love ya.
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