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Freewil

joined on 01/29/05
last updated 03/14/13
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http://tribes.tribe.net/towardoneness

tribes.tribe.net/towardoneness
swing by and post if so inspired...

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Free Sea Gifts invite your friends 2

tribes.tribe.net/freeseattle

started this so we may give the best jewels to our tribe family before freecycling or CL

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http://tribes.tribe.net/skypueblo

was asked to moderate the turtle tribe... please swing by and help it out by posting...

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Sharing Hearts Flow

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The Four Agreements (Toltec)

The Four Agreements (Toltec)
www.youtube.com/watch

~Be Impeccable With Your Word~
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.


~Don’t Take Anything Personally~
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.


~Don’t Make Assumptions~
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.


~Always Do Your Best~
Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.

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just helping any newbie's navigate my profile... l close the boxes below so it doesn't take forever to download when opening my profile and if you know what your looking for say my blogs you simply clicking below on the -V>by Z Journeys Z destination also click the V >in front of > welcome home luv u, for my bio... thanks for surfing this wave with love...

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Local f friends who have been to my home

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Out o town flesh friends been to my home

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Local flesh friends yet to be to my home

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Outotown flesh friends yetobe to my home

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only known on Tribe removed most

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Welcome Home Luv U

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Z journey iz Z destination

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A White Planetary World Bridgers path

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http://kevan.org/johari?name=freewil

this is a interactive way of mapping our personalities... please do click on mine above and send me your link so l may click on yours too...
kevan.org/johari

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life as a fantasy combined with reality

dreamed up lots of ways of being happy and existing in this weird world... learned to keep safe while having fun and escape most harsh realities... now choosing to face the shadows that hide my fears... feels healthier than mostly being a surreal escapist lol...

found deep healing in chapter two of the power of now... gratefully for a tool to find my way home unafraid...
always love reflecting with dear friends how beautiful we are... now l have a tool to reflect love while alone and looking at how unconsciousness affects the not so healthy parts of life...

listened to each chapter of the power of now at least six times... got to the 7th and that was all l have... if there is more does anyone have the rest of it on mp3???

just watched mozart and the whale... it's about aspergers couple failing in love... was able to see myself in all their crazy ways.. well short of her suicide attempt for which l replace with escapism and his compulsion with numbers as mine are simply semi OCD yet l felt every bit of their journey intimately... can you imagine me at a 10 day vapassina retreat??? l did ok and if l had known the main food given was making it even harder ie wheat and gluten l may have made it all the way swollen knees and all... ops lost my focus yet on this tenth edit l'll still leave it...

some of my escapism and OCD shines beautifully as hyper focus on things like now the internet, spiritual oneness, dance, sex, drugs, work, driving, sports especially solo ones like yoga, running, hiking, biking, backpacking, skiing etc. and the more enduring the better... with all these l'm careful to keep it healthy and not be too compulsive... do set strong boundary's around all of the above to try to find peace inside all my passions...

learned to be very high functioning socially as loving all people as they are is the only way for me...only asking those that wish to be able to have intimate compassion for my differences to watch this movie as a favor... feel free to laugh as l did and do at myself... proud to have found it on the new release wall at blockbuster... pray all freaks like me may find trust and love even with some of asperger's corky ways...

so grateful to and for all gatherings and people that welcome and put up with me especially in hard times and while learning to grow out of being angry... even helping me feel worthy and or entertaining the majority of the time... yes l'm a freak and proud of it...

harmony inside of wackiness is all in the attitude and for me it's compassion for self and am even learning to feel it when rejected by others for my differences... that was huge for me so special thanks to L and V who really wanted to be and tried to be one intimately or then two which l learned didn't work for me...

asperger wise l'm more like her on one of her good moments and him on one of his bad ones when feeling the pain of being different or in my perception being judged... have learned not to worry so much about others...

yes l'm very high functioning socially and love connecting with people in healthy ways so my differences aren't seen by all... glad that now the person that sees the most symptoms me is growing more loving of the lesson they give...

radical self acceptance is built at BM too... once we feel good about being freaks it doesn't matter what others choose be or even how they view our non conformity...

fav quotes;;; all we control is ourselves and life is art by being creative passion...
well just made the second one up...

asked myself the question when am l more grounded and when am l more intense and yes AS... feel it's all good and feel good over the whole range... still wish to control my ability to interact with others that may or may not welcome an extroverted passionate freak... ie life is not always as wild and welcoming as BM... feel intense for different reasons and opening into oneness helps me be present in witness and less reactive ie able to hang loose... see Kala post under THE SEVEN PRINCIPLES OF HUNA thread on turtle tribe... tribes.tribe.net/skypueblo

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what to do to change the world???? what makes you feel alive, because the world needs more people who feel alive....

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Red Road lessons - by Terry Jean

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Thich Nhat Hanh

lThanatopsis

"Do not think that the knowledge you presently possess is changeless, absolute truth. Avoid being narrow-minded and bound to present views. Learn and practice non-attachment from views in order to be open to receive others' viewpoints. Truth is found in life and not merely in conceptual knowledge. Be ready to learn throughout our entire life and to observe reality in yourself and in the world at all times

Do not force others, including children, by any means whatsoever, to adopt your views, whether by authority, threat, money, propaganda, or even education. However, through compassionate dialogue, help others renounce fanaticism and narrowness."
~ Thich Nhat Hanh

the next Buddha

"It is possible that the next Buddha will not take the form of an individual. The next Buddha may take the form of a community-- a community practicing understanding and loving kindness, a community practicing mindful living. This may be the most important thing we can do for the earth."
Thich Nhat Hanh

 
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