Further into the depths of insanity...
Moving... or at least the contemplation of it...
So I've come to the conclusion unless Mr. Right shows up and sweeps me off my feet really soon and gives me a reason to stay I'm out of PA as soon as my lease is up. So comes the next phase of life... I'll probably move back to NY and into my sister's place for a while to ponder my next move. So far the options are: 1 - staying in NY and getting back to my old life 2 - Checking out California and taking up a totally new lifestyle 3 - Going South more.... I've had friends in VA suggest there, I've got Family in GA, TN, FLA and Alabama... and a friend in South Beach that will put me up for a while.I'm not sure what I'm going to do but right now the only thing in PA for me is my job and as much as I love it I can't base my life around it, it's not enough. Hell other then phone calls and IM's I barely have human contact outside work. The last time I got a hug was Pennsic and the last person who touched me caused me to consider buying a gun. I think it's time to get the hell out of here. The last time I was touched by another person that I didn't feel like I had to defend myself was Pennsic.
So if anyone has any idea's on how to get back the 8 years I wasted in PA or how to start over someplace new please clue me in or just ignore this and treat it like a rant. I most post these things to get it off my chest anyway... and those that know me well, know I have enough on my chest as it is I don't need more... just a better bra. lol... have fun and even after this complaining I have to say I'm still happier single!! I just want to be single someplace else.