Male

36

Looking back on my life I've come to the conclusion that my best relationships were with women that are more on the wild side of the isle. Therefore there has only been two women in my life in 36 years that have truly held my heart. At the time I was fighting with social norms and peer pressure and didn't hold on to them for dear life. I was so young at the time that I didn't understand the caliber of women that I had been blessed with. I took one for granted and one also took me for granted. I guess the laws of the Universe really are awake and at work.

I look at this site and many other sites browsing and seeing couples that are equally yoked in the bedroom and out and it truly motivates me to keep searching for THE ONE. I meet women and I date, but have yet to meet someone that is sexually on my level now that I'm in my mid-thirties. Sometimes I wonder if I should just settle for a woman that is everything I need except in the bedroom and get on with my life. I've tried to shake the feeling and need to have an uninhibited woman so many times but the desire just grows with time, just as wine gets better.

The women I have met on this level were either unattractive or incapable of being loyal, loving one man and playing with others. Sometimes I thinks my downfall is my skin, sometimes my occupation, or just that I'm sick and need help.. Other times I'm like "Damn he has one I can have one too"

I think there's nothing sexier than my woman and I, getting together with a like minded couple. Her being the center of attention of me and another man/woman/men/women. I would love to watch her get a facial/facials and have her look me in the eyes and tell me she loves me as he or them drips from her nose and chin. I would love for her to be the masked woman in all our home videos. DP and triple penetration would truly be a priceless gift.

To be able to have that and all the other normal things in life couples share would be remarkable.. I know I'm not a cuckold because I will not do anything to another man, allow him to do anything to me, and I will not be disrespected or demeaned in any way.. I would not want her to go on dates and do anything that I did not see or participate in.. I would want to be the one who sets up everthing.. All she would have to do is be hot, ready and wearing her mask. Damn I can't wait to meet THE ONE.