brain droppings

thanks all...

fuzztheraven — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 00:06:21 GMT

doing better today and here is a cross post journal entry... ------------------- and I'll be through it again. I've been poly for so long that when people move in and out of my life, its not the end of the world. They might be back sometime in the future, or sometimes they may fall out of touch, but I wish each one of them well and happiness. When your primary has to walk away for reasons that have nothing to do with you; too much work, moving and social shit happening. It does suck, but because of the communication, trust, understanding and openness its difficult to really feel hurt over it. Just more saddened that something that brought a lot of happiness ended due to things beyond my control... I've been through this before and I'll go through it again, every time the situation is different, but I want the outcome to be the same...we're both happy about each other...but sometimes life makes you need to cut one another loose. So...Upward and Onward...and my heart is less heavy with every step forward.

Why single men with cats are more "pussy trained" then single men who don't have cats [Re-Post]

fuzztheraven — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:14:51 GMT

Why single men with cats are more "pussy trained" then single men who don't have cats ------------------------------------- 1) you must know how to pet the pussy 2) you must know when to leave the pussy alone 3) you must feed and water the pussy 4) you must keep the bathroom of the pussy clean and tidy (litter box or such) 5) you must not be desperate for the pussy, when you are desperate the pussy will stay away, but when you are not desperate the pussy will find its way into your lap. 6) A well treated pussy is a happy pussy! 7) Just get to know the single man's pussy and you can tell how good the man is with pussy. -------------- [Extra/New stuff to follow] 8) When A Man is bringing a Pussy home, the new Pussy can be assured that she will not be the only Pussy in the house! 9) A serial Murderer would not have a cat...the poor Pussy would LEAVE as soon as it could! (you can't put the lotion on its skin!!!) Agree? Disagree? more Ideas? =)

had to share

fuzztheraven — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 01:24:18 GMT

..... On the back of the current "Fruit Loops" cereal box.... they are dressing the mascot (that colored bird) in pirate clothing.... further down the box...it has a section entitled.... "Fruity Booty" just seemed wrong to see this on a kid's cereal box

Ack

fuzztheraven — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 00:57:09 GMT

Not to mention that my Mac blew up and I am having trouble affording a replacement. My studio is down until I can find a computer replacement and in the mean time I somehow have to convince myself, that my musicality isn't rotting away. sigh...

more thoughts from the rim

fuzztheraven — Fri, 28 Dec 2007 23:48:55 GMT

Its always been interesting to me the difference between meeting people on-line and meeting people in RL. I have the sort of life that even in RL it sometimes feels like I exist in a fantasy. I meet many people, I make many people smile, I even date quite frequently... But then...in RL, I still have real doubts that I can find someone who can truly keep up with me emotionally, spiritually, socially and sexually. Someone who I can not only love, but be IN love with. Perhaps I can never have all of that in one person, and I can accept that. What I am not willing to accept is to settle for less then I am worth. And with that I might be end up "alone" but never Lonely.

not so bad...

fuzztheraven — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 23:32:35 GMT

Things have gotten a little better for me... Got new transportation hopefully will have a replacement computer soon, and with a bit more equipment I can get back to work in my studio, etc... Hope everyone is doing better though these weird times!

shit bluck damb bleep f*ck

fuzztheraven — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 19:22:26 GMT

Well I'm pretty happy and healthy, I still have my wonderful and loving cat Ti'Kal, It was a good weekend with the family, I could use a turn of luck however: - studio is down due to my mac dying - Van blew up on the way back up from So Cal visit <-- fun fun! - need to find more work - and I can't say that my romantic life is *booming* Consider this a public prayer for better Karma withdrawl, I've been building up my account for a while now! =) hope all my friends are having better luck then I ! hugs to all

what a day is to be in today!

fuzztheraven — Sat, 04 Aug 2007 00:50:31 GMT

Today I'm glad to be living in today's day and age... can you imagine not living with... Silicone lube? Indoor plumming? Birth control? Washing machines? It would be difficult to have this quality of life without these things....so I'm happy to be living in today

Today....

fuzztheraven — Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:19:07 GMT

Today I'm pretty good, I've been feeling more like myself each day. I've got work, I'm enjoying it I've got friends who I love and cherish I don't have an empty dance card and I'm pretty happy. At the same time.... I'm a little down on myself for not working on my music more I Feel like I could be doing and helping the world so much more...one person @ a time... Its odd how everyone seems to be too overwhelmed to relax and treat themselves right... I have this errie feeling that we are all heading into some sort of "Tower card" type of future, and I'm doing my best to live well until that future becomes today. So Live well Be free Treat yourself well... and if the end is truly coming around the corner, I for one am not going to have many regrets of what I never had the chance to do.

Life....

fuzztheraven — Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:57:15 GMT

is never easy.... its all just a series of lessons to be learned, Learned well enough so that they can be taught... Teached enough for enough people to have understood... Understanding enough for there to be true compassion.... Compassion enough to have the strength..... to deal with Life, which... isn't so easy.

Goddess....

fuzztheraven — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 19:12:19 GMT

Please grant me patience..... RIGHT NOW!

Why single men with cats are more "pussy trained"....

fuzztheraven — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:45:14 GMT

Why single men with cats are more "pussy trained" then single men who don't have cats ------------------------------------- 1) you must know how to pet the pussy 2) you must know when to leave the pussy alone 3) you must feed and water the pussy 4) you must keep the bathroom of the pussy clean and tidy (litter box or such) 5) you must not be desperate for the pussy, when you are desperate the pussy will stay away, but when you are not desperate the pussy will find its way into your lap. 6) A well treated pussy is a happy pussy! 7) Just get to know the single man's pussy and you can tell how good the man is with pussy. there is more but I can't remember them all right now....

anyone know why

fuzztheraven — Fri, 04 May 2007 18:37:57 GMT

the crop function isn't working now? my user Icon would be better centered if the crop function was working!

BRC its been too long!

fuzztheraven — Thu, 03 May 2007 05:18:38 GMT

I'm going... just ordered my ticket, and have set up the time off from teaching. I haven't been since '03, so my playa cherry is ripe and ready to be burst again! Now I just have to decide if I wanna do fire conclave again.

Check out my remix of Peter Gabriel's Shock the Monkey

fuzztheraven — Tue, 03 Oct 2006 21:01:47 GMT

and vote if you wish!!! here is the web addy http://www.realworldremixed.com/remix.php?remix_id=4wVUyxLOieSqB4Eu happy monkey!

Nice to be back in the fog....

fuzztheraven — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 01:54:23 GMT

it was a good trip down to So. Cal, but I am SO glad to be back in the city fog....I missed the fog! perhaps I should write a tune about the fog? hurm...who knows. The weekend is going to be busy, Ren faire workshops on Saturday, then @ 3am (technically sunday) I'm DJing @ the Seekr 3 year anniversery. Most likely I will have to be back out @ faire workshops the next day, should be interesting to say the least. Some day I'll make 4th-a-ja-playa....but again not this year.

in So cal this week

fuzztheraven — Fri, 24 Jun 2005 22:16:59 GMT

to visit the parental units.... as always a little stressful, but I hope to see some of my buddies down here whilst down here. I'll be back up on Tuesday to be ready for BAGG wednesday... see you all then....

going to be a slow weekend...

fuzztheraven — Fri, 17 Jun 2005 21:59:19 GMT

but that in no way says it won't be fun.... Tonight is a friend's B-day party here in the city.... and after that....who knows?

Looking forward to the Upcomming BAGG

fuzztheraven — Tue, 31 May 2005 02:29:57 GMT

its a Tribe Fiesta night, which means that Owl and I officially have been DJing @ BAGG for a month now.... Looking forward to having a full house and a bunch of friends there.

Ah Loops again

fuzztheraven — Sun, 29 May 2005 06:03:32 GMT

all ya all.... after your done being jumpy @ Carnival.... hope your way over to the oxygen bar... I'll be creating live music before your ears on the spot from 4-6 pm hope to see you all there!

Working hard to keep up...

fuzztheraven — Wed, 25 May 2005 21:58:15 GMT

Keeping up on my music collection is easy... keeping up on being able to use my Live loop setup equipment is a whole other ball of wax....Yesterday I just had a major equipment change over, I was so excited about my new audio interface It reinstated my terrible insomnia. oh well...the world is balenced; no?