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November 5, 2007
In moments of doubt and darkness, in confusion and pain, to have one such as you to have walked before me, lighting my way, keeps me trudging with less of a scowl and a little more hope. I could not feel more lucky to have stumbled upon each other, and it's one very important sign for me that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Knowing that I have you in my life, silently, sometimes not so silently, cheering me on, betting on the dark Horse, as it were, means the world. Here's to many more years of blues for both of us. Thank you for being in my life.
October 28, 2007
Neil~my Best Friend, my Love, my Daddy/Dom
to say that i love this Man doesn’t even come close
to encompassing the feelings i have for him,
but it will have to do....
I Love You
July 5, 2007
He is...
many things; all
without abundance, each
deeper than the next...
truth

Mz. A
July 20, 2006
You are one of my heros. I miss talking to you.
Unsu...
 
April 27, 2006
Gangster says it’s been since fifth grade but it feels like there never was time that he wasn’t in my life, even when we were worlds apart. Growing up together was a blast; hanging out, running the streets, experimenting with every substance known to man, coming of age but staying young at heart. He is my bro, and I get to reap the benefits of having him in my life. He introduced me to tribe for which I’m thankful, but it is our friendship that has grown and blossomed and that bonus is a gift I did not expect but am more grateful for every day. I love the gleam in his eyes and that evil sexy grin he breaks out at just the right moment. He is wise beyond his years, dark and mysterious but more open than anyone I know, more fun than a barrel of horny monkeys, a know-it-all who knows it all and then some. Always willing to educate me on anything I want to explore but content to let me learn my own lessons and happy to watch me grow up all over again. He is one of my oldest and best friends and I’m really glad he is in my life.
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My Good Girl

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gÅNgs†£® Picks

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"If you miss V8 Chevy revved up rock n roll..."
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"All the Right Stuff"
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"A Kinky club for true Kinksters"
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"Peet's is like Christianity"
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"Healthy Mex done by Mexicans"
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"Classic great hole in the wall"
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Old Stoners Never Die...

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Down the Rabbit Hole

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Why Sailors Sacrificed Against the Rocks

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The Shallow End of the Pool

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Noun: gangster gangstu(r) 1. A criminal who is a member of gang - mobster See also: criminal, crook, felon, malefactor, outlaw Bo¥s¢oÚ† ------------------------------------------- Noun: boy scout boy skawt 1. A man who is considered naive or altruistic See also: inexperienced person, innocent, Scout ~~~~~A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† trafficked in meth & weapons across mojave and helps people kick whichever hell owns them. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† worked in the sex industry but never fucked any of the girls he looked after. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† has been to over 60 funerals and chooses to embrace the living instead. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† has his upper body covered in tattoos while squirreling away a 137 i.q. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a working artist who can do math tables in his head into the 1000's. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† was a sexual surrogate who relishes honoring His girl with monogamy unless we choose otherwise. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is Dominant enough to let a girl run free and choose to serve. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† writes stream of consciousness pornographic fictional prose that is anything but fantasy. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is an anitsocial butterfly. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† rejects the dogma of religion and worships God. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† drives like a bat out of hell in a really fast old man car and doesnt mind if you dont. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a fierce Independent tactically registered as Republican who admires Barack Obama, Chuck Hagel, Jerry Brown & Benazir Bhutto. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a teacher, a student & a muse simultaneously.~~~~~
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Ya know, I've been stalling on writing this particular blog for awhile. It's not every day that you have your right leg removed and I thought the occasion should warrant some extra *something*. But really, I got nothin'. It's been a long two year fight getting the Powers That Be to come over to the winning side and agree that the rest of me was much better off without a certain unspeakable appendage. The last two weeks in the hospital, because I apparently needed to be ill enough from it to f... read more
Thu, November 5, 2009 - 8:08 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
This morning I was staring at the very top of my wish list. The October 3 House of Blues New Orleans tour date for my currently favorite band in the world, The Dead Weather.

The 'Buy Tickets' button mocked me.

I clicked it with the expectation that such a cool gig could not possibly be anything but sold out.
I was wrong.
I checked my calendar with the surety that Shannon would have the kids that weekend.
Wrong again.
I clicked on the Raiders schedule, positive that I should ha... read more
Fri, September 4, 2009 - 6:16 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
I dont. But then I dont believe in a religious or deital God. My experience with prayer is that when I call something into my conscious mind I become suddenly aware of those things I’m seeking, which were likely all around me the entire time, though I was blind to them. I chuckle at meetings when people say ‘God’s testing me’. Really? You mean you werent already lustful and greedy? God’s flinging temptation upon you? …or was it that you were busy in a 6th step and asking for help with somethi... read more
Tue, July 14, 2009 - 11:58 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
I’m Neil and I’m a seducer. (Hi Neil) Seduction though, for me doesnt have to have anything to do with sex. I seduce almost habitually and have rarely followed through with sleeping with any of my, um… victims. Does that make me a tease? No. It’s not my focus. Seduction is an incredibly subtle dance, one that I often have an advantage in because it’s usually a woman’s realm. They dont see it coming. My father was an absolute master at this. He always ended up with two scoops of ice cream on h... read more
Sat, July 4, 2009 - 2:06 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Saturday was a fabulous dichotomy of lazy purpose and course corrections. Shannon and I started out with the expectation that since the foot had tanked we'd be pretty much doing nothing and liking whether we liked it or not. We decided to have brunch at Hobee's outside and our good friend Mike joined us which turned into an extra hour of smoking fine cigars under shady trees and sipping iced tea.
The foot said we could probably manage checking out SNL's picnic at Kelly park. Thank god the en... read more
Sun, May 17, 2009 - 3:56 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
Over the last 26 years, trying on many spiritual hats I more come to believe that the quote aughta read as i dont understand Him.

I was raised by parents of opposite faiths, neither practicing, who'd decided that i should find my own path and so, didnt impress one opinion or another on me unless i asked.

I got sober in Santa Cruz, California in the early 80's. The New Age capital of the free world. Rehab flooded me with a great deal of eastern and western religious and philosophical dir... read more
Thu, March 19, 2009 - 11:38 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
This weekend Shannon and I took our first shared plunge together in domestic commitment and chose a new member of the family. After much interviewing back and forth for months we set our sights on a sweet 4yo Lab-Pittie mix named Jake. After extended interviews with his adoptive family who were having to move from big acreage in Santa Cruz to an apartment and couldnt bear to keep him cooped up we decided to meet Jake yesterday. He and his family came over and everyone sniffed butts with reall... read more
Mon, February 9, 2009 - 2:47 PM permalink - 12 comments
 
I just bought Dead tickets!!! It's like Christmas morning, 7 years old and Santa brought me the Big Wheel I never got. I actually sort of surprised myself at just how giddy I got when my purchase went through this morning. My first show was the New Years set in Oakland 1980/81 and I have no idea how many times I've seen them till my last show in 1994 when I walked away because the vibe had turned decidedly tweaker around the ol' Deadhead campfire.
Then Jerry died. Life showed up and I got bu... read more
Thu, January 29, 2009 - 12:03 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
I recall watching Obama's victory speech in Iowa and the first two things that crossed my mind were chills from the realization that I was watching the Bobby Kennedy of our time and fear for his life. The words, "my god, they'll kill him for this" passed my lips. I've been bracing myself for it ever since.

Whether it's because he's black or because he inspires such passion in people it's also become very apparent that he also inspires much hate. His Secret Service contingent has grown much... read more
Sat, November 22, 2008 - 12:32 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
In my continuing effort to catch my sweet girl up on all the slices of life she's been missing out on I just booked us a flight to the warm, dry debauchery known as Cabo San Lucas in January to defrost and celebrate two years of unhesitant happiness.

I've been several times, usually to join my sis with Hagar and family for his birthday shindig in Rocktober and most recently for New Years about 4 years ago and I always have a great time. I know and love all the usual groove zones like Cabo ... read more
Fri, November 21, 2008 - 2:44 PM permalink - 10 comments
 
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