joined on 06/03/04
last updated 05/01/08
November 5, 2007
In moments of doubt and darkness, in confusion and pain, to have one such as you to have walked before me, lighting my way, keeps me trudging with less of a scowl and a little more hope. I could not feel more lucky to have stumbled upon each other, and it's one very important sign for me that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Knowing that I have you in my life, silently, sometimes not so silently, cheering me on, betting on the dark Horse, as it were, means the world. Here's to many more years of blues for both of us. Thank you for being in my life.
October 28, 2007
Neil~my Best Friend, my Love, my Daddy/Dom
to say that i love this Man doesn’t even come close
to encompassing the feelings i have for him,
but it will have to do....
I Love You
July 5, 2007
He is...
many things; all
without abundance, each
deeper than the next...
truth
Mz. A
July 20, 2006
You are one of my heros. I miss talking to you.
April 27, 2006
Gangster says it’s been since fifth grade but it feels like there never was time that he wasn’t in my life, even when we were worlds apart. Growing up together was a blast; hanging out, running the streets, experimenting with every substance known to man, coming of age but staying young at heart. He is my bro, and I get to reap the benefits of having him in my life. He introduced me to tribe for which I’m thankful, but it is our friendship that has grown and blossomed and that bonus is a gift I did not expect but am more grateful for every day. I love the gleam in his eyes and that evil sexy grin he breaks out at just the right moment. He is wise beyond his years, dark and mysterious but more open than anyone I know, more fun than a barrel of horny monkeys, a know-it-all who knows it all and then some. Always willing to educate me on anything I want to explore but content to let me learn my own lessons and happy to watch me grow up all over again. He is one of my oldest and best friends and I’m really glad he is in my life.
"If you miss V8 Chevy revved up rock n roll..."
"A Kinky club for true Kinksters"
"Peet's is like Christianity"
"Healthy Mex done by Mexicans"
"Classic great hole in the wall"
! Crappy Movies That Don't Suck !,
***Dopeless HOPE Fiends***,
**The Center of the Lifeboat**,
31337 Gardening,
408-SAN-JOSE,
70s Kid?,
AA Cheerleaders,
Adopted,
Couples who met on Tribe.net,
Friends of Bill W.,
...
24,
AMBIENT CHILL,
Art Nouveau,
bassnectar,
Bay Area Derby Girls,
Californication,
Deadwood,
Dexter - The Showtime Series,
freaks and geeks,
Jericho-The TV Series,
...
"" thePurpleLotus"",
BDSM and Spirituality,
Couples who met on Tribe.net,
Dirty lil Secrets,
Edges,
Erotic Fiction,
erotisan,
Fist me like a Muppet!,
Good Girls for Bad Boys,
Kinky 12 Steppers,
...
Burn Clean,
Burning Bikes,
Burning Man Tips,
Cool Neon (electroluminescent wire),
Glowing Things,
Playa Cooking,
Playalicious Playwear,
SFBay Burners,
SiliCon Burners,
The Culture of Burning Man,
...
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about me
Noun: gangster gangstu(r) 1. A criminal who is a member of gang - mobster See also: criminal, crook, felon, malefactor, outlaw Bo¥s¢oÚ† ------------------------------------------- Noun: boy scout boy skawt 1. A man who is considered naive or altruistic See also: inexperienced person, innocent, Scout ~~~~~A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† trafficked in meth & weapons across mojave and helps people kick whichever hell owns them. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† worked in the sex industry but never fucked any of the girls he looked after. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† has been to over 60 funerals and chooses to embrace the living instead. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† has his upper body covered in tattoos while squirreling away a 137 i.q. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a working artist who can do math tables in his head into the 1000's. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† was a sexual surrogate who relishes honoring His girl with monogamy unless we choose otherwise. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is Dominant enough to let a girl run free and choose to serve. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† writes stream of consciousness pornographic fictional prose that is anything but fantasy. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is an anitsocial butterfly. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† rejects the dogma of religion and worships God. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† drives like a bat out of hell in a really fast old man car and doesnt mind if you dont. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a fierce Independent tactically registered as Republican who admires Jerry Brown & Tom Daschel. ~~~~~ A gÅNgs†£® Bo¥s¢oÚ† is a teacher, a student & a muse simultaneously.~~~~~
Our good friend Juana's son Devin Is doing the Cancer Society's Walk for Life this weekend to raise funds for cancer research and he's doing it in the name of his grandpa and our lovely Janie, who is starting chemo next week!
How self absorbed were you and I when *we* were 16?? Please help support our friend in Janie's name and sponsor him in his (what looks to be a roasting) relay.
Donate!
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Wed, May 14, 2008 - 9:47 AM
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You have to have been raised by a 4'11" professional clown to really relish in my amusement at the idea of our first family vacation in 30 years being spent in New Orleans. So Shanwafair, myself, my 80yo clown mother, sis, boyfriend & 7yo niece will be taking in a week in July at the country's institutional, pro-commerce version of Burning Man. I'm pretty damn excited about this. N.O. has always been on my shortlist of things to do before i die and it'll be even richer getting to show Shannon...
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Fri, April 25, 2008 - 10:49 AM
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Here's the dealio - Ma is getting pretty frail and is looking at retirement communities to settle in to. So we all decided to do a big family vacation. Sis and I have been plenty of places over the years but Shannon and Sis's guy havent been anywhere to speak of. Our first choice of course is hawaii for the virgins but the more I'm thinking, the more I'm feeling like at the end of july pretty much anywhere in america is a nice place to be unless it's somewhere too damn hot. So I thought I'd e...
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Tue, April 8, 2008 - 11:44 AM
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Presently adrift
anchored in this coil
barely containing the fairly bursting
cacophony of fear, loss, and sadness
grief for what hasnt yet transpired
except unleashed
with the simple words uttered
she has breast cancer.
My lovely, loyal friend
an ever present beaconed buoy
sometimes called lover,
friend, truth teller
and once, savior.
Strung out and sent from God.
I wonder how I might ever
pay her back.
I know only
that I
must.
Sat, March 29, 2008 - 3:54 PM
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For those among us inspired by the courage of his words and encouraged by his convictions, as well as the doubters on the fence who ponder whether he has any substance at all. Go ahead and play this link in the background while you're busy fucking off on the internet and get grounded, specific plans from Obama on Iraq, the war on terror, foreign policy and America's place in a shrinking world.
Obama on a pragmatic foreign policy: www.youtube.com/watch
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Thu, March 20, 2008 - 6:02 PM
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For those among us inspired by the courage of his words and encouraged by his convictions, as well as the doubters on the fence who ponder whether he has any substance at all. Go ahead and play this link in the background while you're busy fucking off on the internet and get grounded, specific plans from Obama on Iraq, the war on terror, foreign policy and America's place in a shrinking world.
Obama on a pragmatic foreign policy: www.youtube.com/watch
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Tue, March 18, 2008 - 9:46 AM
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I started out this morning looking to toss out an amusing ode to my favorite wink and a nod holiday, Steak & a Blow Job day. It's purely tongue in cheek for me because well, let's just say my girl is a great fan of celebrating the spirit of said holiday most any day. Feeling a bit lazy and lacking sufficient coffee-induced sarcastic wit i decided to post someone else's bloginations on the topic. Hence, the title. The two most complete opinions I found on this man's answer to V-Day couldnt hav...
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Fri, March 14, 2008 - 11:02 AM
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...tooowooo the east side!
www.seats3d.com/nfl/oaklan..._142_5.html
Now I'm pretty sure not many of ya will give a shit about this blog unless you're a Raiders fan... okay, a football fan ...or maybe a fan of anything other than kink, politics or Burning Man. I know, it's a tall order on Tribe. But Sis and i have managed to negotiate 50 yard line season tix!!!!! Man have we come a looooong ways from the 4th row from the top of the stadium in 1995, back in the days when ...
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Wed, March 12, 2008 - 6:09 PM
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I'm boggled and disappointed that voters chose good old fashioned smearing, fear mongering and half truths tonight over actually turning a different direction. We get the government we deserve. Tonight Texas, Ohio and Rhode Island chose either Tracy Flick's 90's drama style executive branch run by yet another narcissistic dynasty or to get their asses handed to them in the general by McCain. I'm not opposed to voting for a woman, just not this one. Or havent people been paying attention to ho...
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Tue, March 4, 2008 - 11:54 PM
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Many of you know that at the age of 40 my recessive gay gene became active. This has been evidenced by my compulsive need to replant and decorate my living room and my suddenly superior yard puttering skills. Unfortunately it also meant that around mid-november I became vulnerable to the infection that's all the rage in the Castro district right now, MRSA. I blame my gay gene because since catching this virulent form of staph I now cant stand anything on HGTV. It's totally over run my previou...
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Thu, February 7, 2008 - 5:08 PM
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