maybe it is just the time of year or maybe it's the time of man


I'm overwhelmed and happy. All the things that keep me busy keep me happy.

Two strong women in my life are in the hospital. One will leave to go home and one will leave to go beyond. I'm hoping safe travels for both of them.

It's a rainy day in Tallahassee, FL. Joni, Simon, and Garfunkel have kept me company.

I'd like a red tent to celebrate inside of for a few days. I find it hard to feel spiritually connected on my moon. Maybe it's a hormonal thing or just too drained to be perceptive. I have been neglecting my garden too much. balance, balance, balance. one day, maybe, I'll find some. Whenever I'm at work, I'm full of motivation to do all these things at my homestead. But when I arrive there after night school, nada. The weekends are too short. There is so much to be learned, to be experienced.... read more

with the first attunement came a wave of air-headedness and a strike of lightening. lightening can be a sign of initiation. i'm eager to know more about that.
i gave my first tarot reading to a friend. when telling her the description of The Devil, Jordan knocked on the door. "who is it?" "the devil" ahaha, i get a kick outta sychronicity!
i want to actually believe i am divinely guided and protected. to trust every situation and experience.

trusting in myself. seeing the symbols and signs. knowing that intuition is valid. confident in every step, every moment, every decision. knowing what i desire and going for it. growth and knowledge. INTENTION. clear and sincere.
been indulging in some much needed reclusivness. trying to get myself together for the next few months.
a clearly undercover police officer attempted to buy weed from any "friends of a friend of friend" I might have last night on my way out of a convience store. ... read more

this has been a highly emotional moon for me. if i remember correctly, today is the last quater moon which hopefully means that a bit of relief and serenity is on its way.
constant constricting communication in my relationship. i know that if i am to appreciate what remains after such a great change then i will need to find the source of confidence, strength, and love within myself first and foremost. this, i know, is a given...a general given. but something i was unable to both practice an... read more