All the stuff that has happened in the last week... I got a call last Tuesday from a friend of mine, Michelle. She lost her mom four months ago. When I picked up the phone, Michelle was crying and I could not make sense of what she was saying. I asked her to calm down and take a breath so I could understand what she was saying. She said I need you right now. I asked her where she was and I told her I would be there in twenty minutes. I met her at a coffeehouse where she poured her heart... read more

Yea, you know how to end the phrase... The most recent development in my life is that I dont have a job... I got fired by some ass who decided to put my head on the chopping block just to prove that he has a dick. The "official" reason for my being fired is that I called in sick at the last minute... What a crock of shit!! I have had bronchitis for the last six months and I only missed two days. WTF?? I guess no one wants loyal employees anymore. I stick my neck out for these people, wo... read more

I got invited to go to Hawaii with Middle Earth because I am dating Robert, who plays violin & mandolin. What an amazing guy!! Anyway, the trip was awesome!!! Although there was a particular challenge on my part and that was with my health. I have been fighting bronchitis for almost six months now. The day I left for Hawaii was my last day on antibiotics and I thought that the bug had been killed. Low and behold by Monday I had a high fever, my joints were swollen and painful and I was ... read more

Since the fires and drama, all I have been doing is sitting, trying to get rid of the pnemonia that has been plagueing me, and crying ALOT! I know this part is necessary for healing to occur but holy hell! Does it have to go on for hours? Guess that is a good barometer of my broken heart and broken spirit. I am just waiting for my lungs to heal a bit more so I can dance. I miss it so much and I miss the people so much!
I am wanting to connect with someone other than my cat, who is ama... read more

The last time I posted an entry, I was getting divorced, still am. There have been a few events that have happened in that department. A few weeks back, Mitch, my husband, suggested that we try for reconcilliation. Against my better judgement, I said ok. I told him that I will make no promises at all. I was very guarded and wary as this man has a knack for kickstarting his anger whenever, wherever and lashing right out at me. So, at the time,things seemed to be going fairly well. We wen... read more