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last updated 07/01/09
July 1, 2009
Carnen teaches and nurtures through gentle persistence:
it is how she mends my body;
it is how she builds my trust;
it is how she calms my heart.
thank you for your patient ways, your generous ear,
and your steadfast presence.
in the story of my life, time and time again,
you are the trope for healing:
and i am so grateful for our journey together.
May 30, 2008
Ma-eh-eh-eh!!!
That is all.
Love, DirtHo
May 16, 2008
I love you MOST! so THERE!
Someday we'll figure out that we ARE related. And I'm so going to fuck you! }:-)>
February 9, 2008
I love Carnen because she makes me smile inside and out ALWAYS ; ]
I love Carnen's smile and twinkle in her eye.
Carnen loves to boogie and shimmer and shake to down and dirty bass just like I do!
And I love dancing with her on Sunday mornings (at RWB or anywhere for that matter!)
She makes some mean home made whipped cream, too!
December 14, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Beautiful Faery Goddess of the Redwoods and the Sea!!!
It is a bright blessing to be a part of your life!
Your irresistable laughter, love of life, and magical ways have inspired and uplifted me!!!
You are my friend and my sister! I will always love you!
My dragonflies kiss your dragonflies!
Smooches, Anastasia
June 19, 2007
my cohort in sunday morning freaky dancing and bananna slug hearding
ginger snap is ALWAYS doing that ;o)
June 12, 2007
Shapeshifter runs through my dreamscape.
Terrible and kind, An elephant's gentle mentality, in a pixie's unpredictable frame.
She can be any creature, plant or chemical as it suits her mood. In her raw state, deep in a cavern of glittering emeralds, her love echos songs of history and loss, unsurpassed beauty and triumph of ego.
She is so respected by me. She makes choices, and I laugh. She speaks with a deep drum bass, and I listen. She plays in the earth, and I cry for the natural effect it has.
In the not speaking, we understand each other perfectly.
June 8, 2007
Peanut Butta Ho!
May 18, 2007
i'm into sporty fun! would you like to play a game?
today's favorite word is: hyper-giggle.
January 18, 2006
To be graced by your presence, is to find one self in a veil of fairy magic. A Bassnymph with boundless energy. A sometimes quiet character with strong wisdom. You tickle us with unmeasurable love, your encouragement makes us blush. A goddess to all beach bound DJs big and small, especially the ones that knit. You are my favorite Bass Dancing Muse.
December 27, 2005
Carnen gives me this feeling of hope, connection, and fun. She leaves me without words to explain how amazing I see her to be. I look forward to sharing more conversations, hugs, and laughter with her.
December 21, 2005
Ginger is grace incarnate. She is soft, delicate and beautiful, yet strong and wise. The world needs more healing spirits like her. It has been a treat to get to know her and I look forward to the good times to come. Love you girlie!
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The Church says: The body is a sin.
Science says: The body is a machine.
Advertising says: The body is a business.
The body says: I am a fiesta!
- Eduardo Galeano
in Walking Words
about me
~Tree hugging dirt worshiper!!!
~Bass Nympho!!!
Sun ~ Sagittarius
Rising ~ Taurus
Moon ~ Capricorn
Mercury ~ Sagittarius
Venus ~ Capricorn
Mars ~ Sagittarius
Jupiter ~ Pisces
Saturn ~ Cancer
Uranus ~ Scorpio
Neptune ~ Sagittarius
Pluto ~ Libra
N. Node in 10 Degrees Sagittarius
I got this perplexing fortune last night.
~A handful of patience is worth more then a bushel of brains.~
Does anyone have any idea how much a bushel of brains is worth?!?
(creepy needlepoint picture came up when I googled the word Bushel)
Tue, June 2, 2009 - 10:25 AM
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Mateo is moving from Oakland back into San Francisco and we need your help! There is very little to move and most of it is light boxes but...I am unable to do any heavy lifting or lift anything awkward, as I am recently (mostly) recovered from my knee injury. Any help, even if just for a very short time would be greatly appreciated!
We will begin on Saturday at 10:30am in Temescal, Oakland. Will provide you with coffee and pastries for helping.
Then we will be unloading in Lower Haight,...
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Thu, February 26, 2009 - 11:46 AM
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Guess what? I haven't smoked a nasty cigarette in a whole year! Woo Hoo!!! I honestly don't know how I ever did in the first place. Once I realized how emotionally addicted to them I was, I was able to quit for good. It feels and smells so wonderful!!
My knee is feeling really good! I sprained my MCL, tore my meniscus, and possible tendon damage. After waiting to get insurance, getting my MRI, and getting a wonderful orthopedic doctor, I found out I am healing really well and will not nee...
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Wed, December 3, 2008 - 11:01 AM
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Lamb ~ Gorecki
If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this t...
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Wed, November 12, 2008 - 11:03 AM
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I love me some noodles! I want to know YOUR favorite noodle place in the East Bay, SF, and Santa Cruz areas. I am looking for a yummy place to eat this coming Sunday in the Oakland/Berkeley area. I love crispy Hong Kong style dishes and soups. Not too crazy about Pho, but would be willing to try a place if YOU love it!
Funny Noodle clip I found when I googled noodles, watch it to the very end. ;)
www.youtube.com/watch
Tue, August 12, 2008 - 11:25 AM
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Fri, June 27, 2008 - 12:47 PM
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Hi! My name is Ginger Snap and I am addicted to tater tots. I have tried to kick the habit a few times. I gave them up for years after childhood. I am no longer ashamed, nor will I hide any longer. I found out that my Organic Cascadian Farms Spud Puppies are an evil cooperation. Honestly, I could care less at the moment.
I have been cooped up due to my knee injury and I am not going to deny myself anymore. Mmmmm...they smell so good in the oven right now.
Fri, June 13, 2008 - 11:52 AM
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Wed, June 11, 2008 - 1:35 PM
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A little update:
~Cinnamon Bear was seen by someone about a mile or so away hunting for mice in a meadow, near some land that was heavily logged. Very likely that he is lost if he was seen that far. We have spent many hours looking for him, calling his name, talking to neighbors. I want to thank Mateo for taking the time to look this past weekend too. That means the world to us. I also want to thank Soren, a tribe friend, for doing a protection ceremony and for seeing what you see and shar...
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Wed, June 4, 2008 - 9:46 AM
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Our beloved Cat, Cinnamon has been missing for a week now. I was able to hold it together over the past weekend, but now it is all hitting me. I miss him so much. I feel like I can't take much more loss in my life. It seems to be this repeating lesson from the universe and I wish it would stop.
We got Cinnamon from the pound when we lived in Montana almost thirteen years ago. We got Cinnamon and our female Cat, Miracle at the same time. Todd surprised me the day after a bad car accident w...
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Thu, May 29, 2008 - 11:08 AM
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This is for you, Mateo. Thanks for all the 80's flashbacks as of late. :P
www.google.com/url
Mon, May 19, 2008 - 10:03 AM
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Fri, May 16, 2008 - 10:57 AM
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MISSING CAT!!!!
Yesterday at the How Weird party in SF, Mateo had his precious and very sentimental stuffed animal, Kung Fu Ktty with him. He has taken him places for many years. Kung Fu Kitty was taken from his camel pac and thrown into the audience. Someone behind us told us it had been taken from his bag and thrown. It makes me so sad that people are so insensitive and that they would do that to something that does not belong to them. Sad.
We were at the Symbi-dance stage
By Symbios...
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 11:42 AM
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I had a serious Bass fix this past weekend. I really needed that. I've only gone out speaker freaking a couple of times in the past year. I was long over due. Thanks sweetie!
Friday: Red Stickman closed the Evil Breaks party at Mighty with...GHETTO TECH!!! Hard and fast! I love Ghetto Tech...it's so naughty. :) It never fails, every time I hear Ghetto Tech, it stays in my head for days.
Saturday: My mind got blown open at Mezzanine. We went to see AUTECHRE with MASSONIX (Graham Massey o...
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Mon, April 7, 2008 - 11:33 AM
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Thank you to a dear friend for sharing this passage with me.
From "Gift from the Sea" by Anne Morrow Lindburgh.
When you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet, this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life, of love, of relationships. We leap at the flow of time and resist in terror its ebb. We are afraid it will never...
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Tue, March 4, 2008 - 6:45 PM
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Warning: really gross and very funny! It's for 18 and over so you have to log into youtube...lame!
www.youtube.com/watch
Fri, February 15, 2008 - 1:39 PM
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First you should know that, I love fortune cookies...even stale ones. Yesterday I decided to have one of my day old fortune cookies. My fortune made me laugh due to a recent clutzy moment and to reflect on the fortune.
"You will stumble into the happiness of your life"
Isn't that the truth? Literally and figuratively we all stumble through life. We can look back with regrets and focus on the negative or we can choose to look back at the "stumbles" as learning experiences. We wouldn't kn...
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Thu, January 10, 2008 - 12:10 PM
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This video is too funny! I've been meaning to share it for a while now.
www.youtube.com/watch
~Picture is of our cat, Cinnamon. The biggest beggar of all. :P
Thu, December 20, 2007 - 11:47 AM
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I have been having very vivid dreams as of late. Mostly involving water and nature. Last night I had dreams about a really crazy autumn storm. All the trees were swaying and dancing to the storm, clearly enjoying it. All my potted plants on my decks were growing strong and big due the rain they were receiving.
We are having a severe drought up here in the mountains...A phase two drought...on water rations. Morgan Hill is burning (over 14,000 acres) and you can see and smell the smoke...
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Fri, September 7, 2007 - 11:58 AM
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!!!!!35 years ago today, a most amazing person came into this world!!!
You make this world a beautiful place with all you do for the planet, the critters, and those you love!
I love you!
Now, let the partying begin!!!
~~~Photo by Evil Ali~~~
Thu, August 23, 2007 - 10:48 AM
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((( Pronoia ))),
13moontribe,
Abstract Electronica,
Acid Totem 9/26 Beach Clean Up!,
an-ten-nae Presents,
autechre,
bassnectar,
Bay Area Drum N Bass/Ragga/Jungle,
bay area folks,
beat church,
Breaks,
Drum and Bass,
DUB,
E.B. - Dyn-O-Might! 4 - 7/2 @ Mighty,
El Circo,
FULL MOON MASSIVE,
Grateful Dead Heads *unbrokenchain*,
IDM,
Jungle & Drum and Bass,
MICROSOUND/GLITCH/IDM/DIGITAL NOISE MUSI,
NorCal Drum n Bass,
nuskool.breakbeat,
Old Skool Jungle,
Pink Floyd,
progressive.breakbeat,
Ragga Jungle,
Raindance Presents,
Rasta Vibes,
Reggae Worldwide,
San Francisco Breaks,
Santa Cruz House Headz,
Santa Cruz Nightclub and DJ Calendar,
santa cruz subculture exchange,
SEISMIC,
sfbay renegade,
...
! Sagittarian Love,
! ** Left Coast EDM Culture ** !,
((dancing)),
**Genetically modified food watch**,
**I GOT TESTED!**,
*-dirty-*,
.Penguin Poetics,
:: San Francisco Restaurants ::,
A TASTE OF HONEY,
Advanced Rope Bondage,
All things Entomology,
Anon Salon,
Argentine Tango,
Aromatherapy,
AROMATICA : Perfumery & Aromatherapy,
Bay Area BDSM Polyamory,
BDSM and Spirituality,
BDSM and Tantra,
BDSM Tribe Pointers,
Bees,
Berkeley,
Botanical Conservation and Research,
Burning Beach,
Burning Man Art,
Calvin & Hobbes,
Cancers,
Caning,
Cat People,
Corsets,
Dharma Punx,
...
In the Service of Life
Serving is different from helping.
Helping incurs debt. But serving, like healing, is mutual.
Serving is also different from fixing. There is distance
between ourselves and whatever or whomever we are fixing.
Fixing is a form of judgement. All judgement creates
distance, a disconnection, an experience of difference.
If helping is an experience of strength, fixing is an
experience of mastery and expertise.
Service on the other hand, is an experience of mastery,
surrender, and awe. We cannot serve at a distance.
We can only serve that to which we are profoundly connected,
that which we are willing to touch.
We serve life not because it is broken, but because it is holy.
Adapted from Rachel Naomi Remen
My ginger ninja. I have learned so much from his gentle soul.
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