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Why Samantha Falls in Love in an Instant

   Wed, April 16, 2008 - 11:10 AM
Please forgive this outburst, but you must understand that it comes only from a need to express my visions.

Pardon my irrepressible urge to seek you out, but, you see... you remind me of someone...

...someone I recall only with the barest flashes of conscious thought. These tantalizing, elusive phantoms of shreds of filaments of an intrinsic Truth... they drive me mad. I cannot order them in my mind.

It's as if I have the knowledge of the database, but only the relationships between tables... not the tables themselves or the records therein.

I can sense how everything connects, but not the things that are connected.

When I say that you remind me of someone I mean that I recall the sense of something making sense... a connection between myself and some other consciousness that caused our mutual sets of information to make something greater and be a part of something greater.

Perhaps it is unfortunate that I remember what I have lost. Striving to recapture it must give me an aura of desperation... but please understand that the glory of rekindling those pathways of mutual/instant/download/upload is a pillar of holy fire and I, a weatherbeaten ascetic reaching my trembling hands to its terrible radiance.

I cannot do otherwise.

And you... well, you remind me of someone...



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Wed, April 16, 2008 - 11:43 AM
Oh, to be that someone who reminds you ... I'd fall in love with you, too ... not that I haven't already, but ... well ... see ya at TribO, lovely lady ...
Wed, April 16, 2008 - 11:52 AM
damn sam, thats hot.
Wed, April 16, 2008 - 12:31 PM
sam, i love you :).....and i miss you. Come back to milwaukee damnit!!!
Wed, April 16, 2008 - 12:31 PM
Yup, HOT! Miss you, Lady! Meant to tell you that Graham went upstairs on Tuesday morning after you left into the room where you lived for the weekend and circled, jumped up on the bed and walked around, then surfed down and into the loft to lay overlooking the great room. He was looking for you! hee hee
Admit it. Now, you're a dog person!
Wed, April 16, 2008 - 2:36 PM
I drool languidly I say inspired
for my loves lies strangling tangled in minds neural pathways..............oh Sam thank you for sharing as always you brilliant flash of light
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 4:44 AM
flesh
wow, this is just... amazing. to be that someone, either of them...
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 4:53 AM
I absolutely love the ways two (and more) individual minds can visualise and express the same in such incredibly different ways. *Hug*.
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 10:34 AM
Passionate, mystic geeks are the craziest people on the planet. The Mystic gene and the Geek gene were just never supposed to be on the same strand. Causes all kinds of problems.

Comforting to know there are more of us out there.