You're honest, not a freak, have a sense of humor, only looking for some internet fun, don't take everything I say sooo seriously, and want to be my friend on a consistent level, then and only then, will I accept your friendship into my sacred world.
I prefer raindrops than the sun. I have no time to spare to wallow in my own errors and I prefer chocolate over flowers. The wind brings with it many a variety of things. I prefer to critique and examine all in an independant, peaceful state of mind on my own time and to let that which I have not been able to conquer find their own way
The wind that brings the clouds blows hard.
So I've been back and forth these last couple of months changing my profile pic, changing my name, my identity, my pics, changing everything to "my friends only", deleting friends etc. AND WHY! Because someone who has nothing better to do with his time finds it necessary to keep searching me and bringing this information to the attention of people in my real life.Sat, April 22, 2006 - 1:04 PM permalink - 11 comments
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((( Pit Stop)))
My dearest of friends have told me to keep my peace, bite my tongue and not give you this satisfaction. Sorry Friends, I'm not going to keep running and changing who I am, because one man's EGO.
I know, I am being watched and I want YOU to understand fully that I know it. I want YOU to have complete awareness that I have people watching YOU too. In order to play a game, two have to play. I am already one mark up. I am being honest and upfront. I'm not lurking in the shadows waiting for YOU! I'm right here baby! So come and get me.
I am starting to believe that with all of the time and energy and outside people you have enlisted in searching for me on the internet you are infatuated with me, possibly in love with me and are becoming an annoying stalker. For what reasons may I ask. Maybe because I don't pay you too much attention. Maybe because I don't find you at all attractive. Or is it because I am a female with a brain. I would like to know how your pregnant wife would feel if she knew exactly how much energy and time you are spending on the internet searching my personal life.
Tell me, is this affecting your personal life as well. Does it turn you on to read my blogs, my sexual comments, my words of desires, wants and needs. My expressions of tears and joys. Tell me do you go to bed and dream about me? Just curious because I know some do.
Do you lack the love in your life as much as I do and think because of that I should fall to my knees for you. Do you wish you could rescue me from all the pain and hurt and suffering I've endured over the last couple of years and make me happy. Is it because I won't let you, because I never looked at you in that way, because you have absolutely nothing I want. Think about the: who, what, why, when and where. Think about how your obsession with me can possibly be of any benefit to you other than for sexual gratification. I dare you to respond. Don't fight me, join me, show tribe your face, show us your profile, show me you're doing this because you care and not because you want what I have. "Freedom" If Freedom is what you want, I am quite sure I can make that happen for you.. Don't forget. I'm just as good as you are at we do. I just choose not to exercise those powers on worthless situations.
The Right To Respect for Private and Family Life, Home and Correspondence:
Communications data is a statutory term which covers a variety of information likely to be held by, or be available to, a communications service provider such as a telephone company, postal company or internet service provider. Communications data includes a customer's details such as name and address, and the types of communication that they have received or made. For a telephone company, this will include numbers called; for a postal company, it will include details of the type of post received so far as it can be ascertained from the outside of the item delivered; for an ISP it will include details of the websites visited. Whilst access to this information will not involve intercepting a communication, it can still involve a substantial interference with a person's right to privacy.
I went grocery shopping tonight after work for dog food and milk. Ended up with a cart full of stuff. I got up to the register only to find myself behind a young (20's) newly married couple. The checkout girl, rudely said to me, "this is going to take a while, they have a lot of free coupons." I advised that was ok, I wasn't in any big hurry. I watched the checkout girl ring in one coupon at a time, checking each against the receipt. I was in awe as the price of their filled grocery cart, kept decreasing. Started at $100.00 then down to $60.00 and more...... The last coupon (as this was truly Murphy's Law) was for a free Betty Crocker Chocolate Chip Cookie Mix. The couple forgot to put a bag in their cart. The young wife, looked at her husband, and said " I really want to make you chocolate chip cookies tonight." I remembered I put a bag of the same mix in my cart, so I could make cookies tonight. I didn't hesitate to give them my mix, knowing I wasn't going to make more waiting time for the folks behind me, already tapping their feet. Bless the young couple, they walked away with a full cart of groceries for only $28.11.... I wish someone was in my life growing up, showing me budget responsibility. I may be in a better financial position now than I am. Chocolate Chip Cookies. I still made the cookies, only this time the old fashion way, not with a pre-mix...Fri, February 17, 2006 - 8:12 PM permalink - 3 comments