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A foundation
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The first week of work at the new job has come and gone. The storm of expectations and social pressures that surrounded when I returned from Russia was a great thing to watch come and go. I was able to both find a good space and environment to beg...
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Tragedy shines a light...
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Katrina and all the tragic things around us are tough to deal with sometimes, maybe unbearable even, but they also bring a precious gift which only tragic things can really do.
They remind us that death is there and it comes unanounced for most....
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The most profound game of Peekaboo
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Both shoulds and problems are fences around which we're taught its good and proper to frame our experience. At some point the safety they were thought to provide becomes such an obvious illusion that you realize they were never really useful. They...
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We are played...
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The "Real" world rears its head as credit card companies begin to call and the car needs this and the people around you must be paid back for their help. The perfect time to freak out and yet the anxiety doesn't come. Concern arises and people are...
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A flower and a serial killer are stuck on a boat out in the ocean...
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I know your expecting a joke but I changed my mind ;)
Some personal anecdotes with some non personal mixed in; actually inseperable really.
Its interesting to see the richness of the experience of things since I have been back. Seeing friends a...
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The first week of work at the new job has come and gone. The storm of expectations and social pressures that surrounded when I returned from Russia was a great thing to watch come and go. I was able to both find a good space and environment to begin teaching Tai Chi and have begun to form deep connections with the right people to work on the film and media projects, people with good hearts and integrity. It was work that required alot of time and not much in compensation in the short run, but...
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Katrina and all the tragic things around us are tough to deal with sometimes, maybe unbearable even, but they also bring a precious gift which only tragic things can really do.
They remind us that death is there and it comes unanounced for most. It’s something we are taught to avoid thinking of, but if you let it be there. Remembering it's there shines a light on how precious the time we have really is. It washes away the hypnotic complacency we live in.
In the face of people suffering any...
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Both shoulds and problems are fences around which we're taught its good and proper to frame our experience. At some point the safety they were thought to provide becomes such an obvious illusion that you realize they were never really useful. They were just barriers you put up between you and God/Love. Love is the only guide. As it was in the beginning; In the end there is only God and he's a delightfully tricky basterd. He's quite a trip. LOL
Thu, August 11, 2005 - 11:40 AM
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The "Real" world rears its head as credit card companies begin to call and the car needs this and the people around you must be paid back for their help. The perfect time to freak out and yet the anxiety doesn't come. Concern arises and people are called and visits are made; evasive menauvers engaged ;) but a complete acceptance of whatever arises whether wonderful or terrible remains. All of it is okay.
"Enlightenment" carries alot of baggage and shoulds with it these days. It "should" loo...
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I know your expecting a joke but I changed my mind ;)
Some personal anecdotes with some non personal mixed in; actually inseperable really.
Its interesting to see the richness of the experience of things since I have been back. Seeing friends and family and feeling the love there for this person they know as Carlos. Residing in this awareness that embraces both myself as Carlos and everyone and everything that drifts into that perception, with all the events feelings and thoughts that enta...
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Apple Computer,
Awareness through Awareness,
Ayahuasca,
Bhakti Yoga,
Bodhisattvas,
Bruce Lives ! 1 Inch Punk,
Budget Filming,
Cabalah Techniques,
Cinemacosmiconsciousness,
Current Cinema,
Dade/Broward/Palm Beach,
Dance Music Culture,
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