For those of you out there that don't seem to get it. I am seamstress and I am quite good at it. I made all of my garb, all of Andy's garb, and most of Scott's garb last season. I feel as it I must jump up and down to get noticed, and if I do offer then I seem to get over looked somehow. I enjoy the challenge of making all kinds of garb. Time constraints don't exist for me, and I have never had a deadline I didn't meet. I put the word out months ago that I was providing my services in order to afford to make my own garb. Well I had to front the cash myself and I am in the process of making my garb. But the point is... I offered to make anyone garb MONTHS ago. All I ask is that you buy the fabric you want and come visit for a bit. Hell at this point I'd almost be willing to travel!! I don't work off of measurements alone like most people would. I think that every body has a different feel and you have to work the fabric with how it will lay on the body. This requires you to be there for fitting issues. I tried to make something on measurements along for myself and it didn't turn out. Henceforth, I will have a live mannequin.

But let's get even deeper then this issue. I have drawn up countless tattoos for people and only one has been actually inked. (Thank you Aly!!) I still have some of the original drawings!! And what's happened to all of these enthusiastic people wanting tattoos drawn for them? Well that's a very good question. I know one person went for something similar to what I drew and wasn't as happy with it. *shrugs* Not my problem. I personally think I'm a decent artist, and so long as I've got a reference and it's not too complicated I can try to draw anything.

I'm also a damn good cook. I've made several wonderful dishes that were a total experiment. I love to cook, but nobody really knows that. It's a passion and a hobby, and the people in my house haven't disliked it yet. I know how to throw something awesome together with nothing in the house to eat. I know how to blend spices to make the flavor and the smell perfect. And what does Andy's grandma say when she hears I'm making clam chowder? "Well what recipe is she using?" So Andy tells her and she says, "she should do it like this..." I'm sorry am I dumb or something?

And it doesn't stop there. I am also an interior decorator. Yes believe it or not! It was a passion of mine in highschool and I might just go back to school to make it a career. I can also paint, carve wood, and I have a good eye for color. And I can build shit too!! Imagine that, a girl that can work with her hands. And you know what? I can sing too. Granted I probably won't admit that in a room full of people, but I love to sing. And when I'm by myself I have no hesitation. Ask Andy... he loves my voice.

I am tired of being under estimated. I want people to understand that I am more then capable. I want to be challenged and I want to be noticed. I tired of sitting back waiting for someone to see me. So here is me jumping up and down say "I can do it". "ooh ooh pick me!" Yes there are several people out there that may be better then me at a lot of things. But someone just give me the damn chance to prove I am up there too.

Anyway... enough ranting... I've got garb to make...