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Amy:-)

joined on 08/31/04
last updated 07/20/11
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Aventurine

"Thought to heal emotional pain and raise levels of traquility. Promotes decisiveness and leadership skills. Also realeases anxiety and fear. can be used to draw out fevers inflamation and stress on the nervous system. Opens the heart to emotional and physical healing. Increases perception and creative insight. inner peace."

Thank you Paul... Peace & many blessing to you as well :-)

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My Recent Activity

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My Recent Activity

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Girl Defending Herself Against Love

William Adolphe Bouguereau
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"I don't need faith. I have experience.


At work we are having a Health & wellness week and the EAP handed out this “happiness” test which in turn had a whole slew of surveys via www.authentichappiness.sas.upenn.edu

I took a few of the surveys, as I took them I wondered why I need affirmation of being a good human being …why I get in ruts of self loathing AKA “not good enough” fits, which leaves me quite unhappy with my behavior. Thinking the problem is other than what it “is”. ( vague , I know…)
Any way:
My top 7 st... read more
Thu, May 20, 2010 - 9:03 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Nippur : what a great weekend, a small intimate event among good souls was what I needed for mine. I enjoyed relaxing and meeting people. The food was top notch and so was the company. It was great hanging with Christine Thursday night when I arrived seeing all of her wonderful artwork and on Friday hanging with Dragon fly , getting the blindfolds ready and fixing up the alter.



Violet had me pick a Goddess Knowledge card, I closed my eyes and the one that came to me was Changing ... read more
Sat, March 27, 2010 - 3:35 PM permalink - 2 comments
 


At womens Spirit I had my aura photo done and a reading ( more on the reading later),

Those who know me.... Do you think this is accurate of me? ( I will save my opinions for later :-) )

Aura Photo: Left side( future)
The Color on the left is the color coming into you. It’s the feminine, receptive of feeling, feels accepts and imagines. The color in this position is indicative of what one is creating for Him/ her self in the near future.

MY COLOR: BLUE,
Blue is a communication ... read more
Mon, March 1, 2010 - 7:17 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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HAHA....
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If you want my love you got it.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

Yes, I thought you were a mystery girl,
A special girl in this crazy old world.
You couldn't see me when I laid eyes on you.

'Cause lonely is only a place.
You don't know what it's like...
You can't fight it.
It's a hole in my heart, in my heart.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

You hold the secrets of love in this world.
I'm hypnotized by your ev'ry word.
A special face, a special voice,
A special smile in my life.

'Cause lonely is only a place.
You don't know what it's like...
You can't fight it.
It's a hole in my heart, in my heart.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, ooh.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, ooh.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
You won't hide it.
You won't throw your love away, ooh.

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The Raconteurs - Hands lyrics

Girl, you've got those hands, that heal
Help me get in touch with what I feel
Cause you understand and you sympathize
And you know me best, it's no surprise

When you're with me there's a light
And I can see my way
When you speak to me it's a song
And I know what to say

Girl, you've got those eyes, that see
Help me find the good that's inside me
Cause you're the only one who really know
How the feeling comes and why it goes

When you're with me there's a light
And I can see my way
When you speak to me it's a song
And I know what to say

When you're with me there's a light
And I can see my way
When you speak to me it's a song
And I know what to say

When you listen there's a hope
And I know I'm being heard
When you smile at me
And I know that we don't have to speak a word
When you're with me there's a light
And I can see my way
When you speak to me it's a song
And I know what to say

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what a day...Wild Child

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things people have said...still mean it?

December 29, 2008
...and I still mean it. :-)
December 5, 2007
You are a woman who makes me believe that there are indeed kind, generous & beautiful people in this world. . . both inside & out.

Luv you gurl! –N.
October 24, 2007
Amy is someone who wants to embrace life to its fullest, choosing to do so with integrity and grace. Still undergoing her personal transformation, she can be mysterious at times -- but if you have the good fortune to be granted a glimpse inside, you will meet a wonderful person that you are proud to call "friend." I wrote the following poem back in July.. some think it's about the Universe.. others about spirit in general -- regardless of inspiration, when I wrote it, I wrote it about Amy:-)
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She is youth, she is mature.
She is flirty and she is wise.
She is desired. She is hidden.

She is the Universe.

She speaks what needs to be heard. She keeps her guard high.
She gives but is cautious to receive.
She is Beauty.

She is compassionate. She is deep. She is strong. She is scared.
Learned independence through solitude.
She is diverse. She is learned and she is learning.
She is Art. She is Passion. She is growing.
She is healing and she heals.
She dances with the Spirits. She is a dancing spirit.

A silent scream.

She is gentle. She is giving.
She is light. She is dark. She is loved and respected. She is feared.
A child. A mother. The wind. A friend.

Most thankfully. She is.
February 25, 2007
Amy is an example of someone undergoing a personal Renaissance. She is finding out what it means to have wings, spread them, fly and have others admire their beauty and her newfound grace. She is reconnecting with the source of her power, and finding it as limitless as she dares to let it be. She is, above all, finding out that not everything in life has to be as gray and dark as it once was.

In all this, Amy is one of my personal inspirations.
January 20, 2007
I only know Amy online as of now, but she is the most genuine, thoughtful, open-hearted and kind woman you'll ever meet. She's also delightfully playful and sassy and cute as a button. What's wonderful about Amy is she really doesn't know how beautiful and sexy she really is.
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January 4, 2007
amy is a kind hearted, bright, and interesting girl with a great sense of humor and killer smile.

i'm glad she is my friend as she offers some great insigts and makes sure that I am totally regular every day.

I hope some day to get to know her better and someday meet this charming goddess...

***BIG hug and kiss!!!***
July 24, 2006
Amy...is a real piece of sunshine in this sometimes grey world. I'm honor to know her and call her a friend.
Unsu...
 
November 23, 2005
Amy has to be one of the most fun loving and free spirited people I know. Just being in her presence can make you happy. She is sweet, shy, funny,reserved yet outgoing,and yes (to borrow from the previous testimonial) she is a "hottie". I can't wait to get you back on the dance floor. I LUV me some AMY.
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Here I am And you're a Rocket Queen

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... I wont cry for yesterday..."

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This is Who I Am

Gender
Female
Age
44
Location
about me
I love the arts (all types), henna, danceing... I am out going, fun & social. I love to travel, but dislike flying. I am a mother of one. I find all types of people to be very fascinating and I learn a lot from others... especially if I don’t know about a certain genre, even more interesting.
Adjectives:
Compassionate, funny, open,playful, desirable, sexy, flirtatious, loving/lovable, intense, strong , fun, friendly, worthy, caring, positive, powerful, affectionate, touchy/feely, beautiful, a-dork-able, attentive, seductive, accepting. forgiving, light….all in all I AM A GOOD PERSON. Plus I know some who will put in a good word for me ;-)
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video: Far Behind , candlebox

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when young....my life was pretty plain

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My Photo

the song....www.youtube.com/watch
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"...reach out and touch faith..."

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blue october...

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things that say what I feel. (Quotes)

"Like all wonderful experiences in life, the passage of time is one that brings gratitude and thanks for what was, and optimism and hope for what is yet to come." Tzol


zen story: two monks who were traveling and came to a muddy stream. there they found a beautiful lady, very well dressed who was halted, not sure how to cross without becoming muddy.

although these monks had vows to never touch a woman, one offered the lady his back and she climbed aboard and he carried her across, keeping her dry. she thanked him and went on her way.

three days later, one monk said to the other, "you should not have carried that woman across the stream."

the other monk said, "I stopped carrying her three days ago but you are carrying her still."


"Great pain comes from a disconnect between expectations and reality. Eg. We really expect someone to behave a certain way but they don't. Eg. We really expect our life to go a certain way but it doesn't. Once you 'abandon all hope' you'll feel better because you don't have the pain of expectations and you are better able accept reality as it is. You aren't really abandoning hope so much as relinquishing control and accepting reality on its own terms.
." R. Albury

"The hardest thing for human beings to do is change because it means acknowledging that part of themselves will have to die." ???

"One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it. " Oogway



I hope
For more love, more joy, more laughter
I hope
You'll have more than you'll ever need
I hope
You'll have more happy ever afters
I hope
We can all live fearlessly
And we can lose all the pain and misery
I hope
I hope...

~Dixie Chicks - I Hope - from Taking the Long Way, 2006

"The fear of fully feeling is what keeps us isolated in thought and prevents us from resting in the inner realm of the Heart, which is our true home."
- Alex Bell

"We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are." Anais Nin

Gomez...Last night you were unhinged.
You were like some desperate howling demon.
You frightened me. Do it again.
Anjelica Huston, The Addams Family(1991)

"I'm just like any other modern woman trying to have it all. I just wish I had more time to seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade"
Anjelica Huston in Addams' Family Values (1993)

"The quality of your communication equals the quality of your life."

"Love" is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own... Jealousy is a disease. Love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy. In fact they are almost incompatible; both at once produce unbearable turmoil."
Robert A. Heinlein

Young cat, if you keep your eyes open enough,
Oh, the stuff you would learn! The most wonderful stuff! Dr. Seuss, Seuss-isms, via the most wonderful Hobbit.

"Play is a quality of the higher self and a much overlooked compoant in dating & Relationships" the Tantra Warriors

"The act of forgiveness is the act of returning to present time. And that's why when one has become a forgiving person, and has managed to let go of the past, what they've really done is they've shifted their relationship with time."
C. Myss


"Be who you are and say what you feel
because those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind."
Dr. Seuss




"all were welcome at my father*s table
but the party was not for the weak
you had better come knowing who you are
and what you believe in
and you better be willing to stand for it "




"Only when your consciousness is totally focused on the moment you are in , can you receive whatever gift, lesson, or delight that moment has to offer." Barbara De Angelis

Truth is in the moment...and that can be a bitch!
Amy:-)




Dylan Thomas

And all your deeds and words,

Each truth, each lie,

Die in unjudging love.

Dylan Thomas (1914–1953), Welsh poet. "This Side of the Truth."



Iago: "Good name in man and woman, dear lord,
Is the immediate jewel of their souls.
Who steals my purse steals trash; ‘tis something nothing;
‘Twas mine, ‘tis his, and has been slave to thousands;
But he that filches from me my good name
Robs me of that which not enriches him
And makes me poor indeed.”



"There is no worse deaf than those who will not listen. " ENAID


tribes.tribe.net/notthatin...a839d1f8f8

"Why is this [letting go] so hard? Is it our socialization? "

I think so... we are in a society where really you can get what ever you want ...it’s a consumer based I want it now.. and I want that....
but you can always have the people that you desire...but then you fall into the trap of "wanting what you cant have" kind of mentality ...and that’s where people need to learn to "let it go" or cut the cords so to speak.

And there are so many people... and millions of potentials for a million experiences... try not to dwell on the lost ones... focus on the new.. focus on you ..and you will attract what you need.

Amy:-)
( I wrote the above... I just need to remember it)





When you move amidst the world of sense, free from attachment and aversion alike, there comes the peace in which all sorrows end, and you life in the wisdom of the Self. Bhagavad Gita c. BC 400-, Sanskrit Poem Incorporated Into the Mahabharata

As R.D. Laing, the father of anti-psychatry said:

"The range of what we think and do is limited by what we fail to notice. And because we fail to notice that we fail to notice, there is little we can do to change; until we notice how failing to notice shapes our thoughts and deeds." R.D. Laing,


" I enjoyed the time with you, while my time was spent with you"


""The happiness that follows flow is of our own making"

"While in ordinary sex
it is the man who enter
the woman's body, in
true tantric embrace
it is the woman's energy
that penetrates
the man!"

--Lama Thubten Yeshe
from Introduction to Tantra, "The Transformation of Desire"



"And ye shall be free from slavery;
and as a sign that ye be really free,
ye shall be naked in your rites;
and ye shall dance, sing, feast, make music and love, all in my praise.
For mine is the ecstasy of the spirit,
and mine also is joy on earth;
for my law is love unto all beings."


"Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself. Being true to anyone else or anything else is not only impossible, but the mark of a fake messiah. [The Savior's Manual] Richard Bach 1936-, American Author

"In order to truly learn one must arrive at knowledge through their own experience. If what you are supposed to learn is revealed before you learn it, you will only gather information based on someone else’s experience. This is not learning.

Do not TRY to learn, just learn as you experience. What other people do to us can often reveal something not about them, but about ourselves. When something seems terrible, look for the beneficial side. What is gained by a loss? What do we sacrifice in order to gain? How do we create our own realities?

What you feel is within you. No one can make you feel something that is not already within you, and you cannot project your feeling onto someone else. Own yourself, feel yourself, do not avoid the sensations, these are the experience that will reveal the lesson.

Separate needs from wants and make sure you get what you need. Embrace the contrasts in life, lest it become a monotonous homogeny." Jaiyana


"If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself"
An excerpt from "The Desiderata" by Max Ehrman


"Give me your darkness, give me your wild, wild side.
Don't shrink to fit my expectations,
but take me for the wild, wild ride!
It won't be an easy love; it won't be a painless love;
Just give me your untamed self,
And trust me to survive."
-Liza Gabriel Ravenheart


"Only when your consciousness is totally focused on the moment you are in , can you receive whatever gift, lesson, or delight that moment has to offer." Barbara De Angelis

"Integrity has no need of rules. "
Albert Camus 1913-1960, French Existential Writer


"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience."
Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

" And the advice I give here is this: as your sense of self and your understanding of your true power return within you, deal with others--especially those around whom you have been weak and disempowered--with as much love and understanding as you can. There are always positive reasons to do things, to go in certain directions even while there are negative reasons to run AWAY from things. It is far kinder to others for them to hear about those positive things you are going toward." my bud T.J.

"I gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which I must stop and look fear in the face. I say to myself I’ve lived through this and can take the next thing that comes along. "

Eleanor Roosevelt


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