Cold Dreams

a smile on my face as I remember yesterday
how we played in the rays until they went away
wait for the shadows so no one would know
where we would go to hold each other close
passion so hungry it consumed me
brought you to your knees and made me believe
love is so delicate so we can stick with lust
but my heart was taken by lips that I can trust
things changed so suddenly I hardly felt the breeze
cold light and jealousy beaming down on me
couldn't even blink before it made me blind
i don't want to think about the tears in your eyes

it would be much better if you hated me
but knowing how you feel makes none of this seem real
except the cold lone body laying in my bed
and the hollow haunting sadness in the voices in my head

when we were together what could they say
presence so powerful that goodness ran away
evil embracing the purity inside
my cold heart racing so i knew i was alive
every single touch sending shivers up my spine
igniting the torch ive kept hidden from the light
open my fantasies and follow my dreams
finding that niche that leads to the real me
how could i not notice the greed in the air
the kind that hates me because I just don't care
the kind that just takes without a thought to give
it doesn't want to see this light inside of me live

it wouldn't even matter if it was you
how could i be blue if i didn't know the truth
now i just choke on the shards of my dreams
trying to patch the leaks running through my seams

it would be much better if you hated me
but knowing how you feel makes none of this seem real
except the cold lone body laying in my bed
and the hollow haunting sadness in the voices in my head

Get off for love

A disturbing thought crossed my mind today, we don't get off for love. We get off for for so many things but not love. We get off for people who died in wars, we get off for people who fight the wars, we even get off for starting our first war, but not for love. We get off for Thor's birthday in the name of the guy who saved us all {any time now}, we get off for the first pot head to run out country [YEAH], but not love. We get off for the first guy to find this place, and we get off for our first time getting over on the natives, we even get off for not getting off most of the time. We even get off for a new time period with more chances for us to get off, why not love? Because no one cares about love. Groups and groups of people will stand together for getting off for all these other reasons but noone wants to champion love the thing we need more than anything else. "black" groups are willing to stand ground get off for thier most impacting hero, and the "white" people are willing to stand up to make sure they get off first, but noone cares about love even though its universal and common to us all. Its no wonder why we are where we are. What group is willing to speak out for love? Maybe it should be us, here's to hoping that we all get off for love this year.

;D

Heart N Flo

heart and flow are all i know
no god in heaven no devil below
its intuition that guides my ambition
just adjusting as needed per condition
is the fate of man to die at his own hand
if that is the case can we change the plan
when the truth gets swallowed by those so hallowed
the road to the gallows becomes the road to follow
i just don't don't understand i don't know if I can
what ends it brings these kings of the damned
sticky situations these greedy ass nations
you'd think they'd avoid thier revelations
don't ya know we are our worst foe
and now there's nowhere to go

chains

are you defined by the chains that bind
do you give in to the master's whim
is freedom a dream that never will be
what would it take to get away
suffering souls losing thier goals
the flock of sheep mourn and weep
whips that crack like a stab in the back
spirit now broke the dust how it chokes
don't want to see the dreams that flee
the weak cunning hand stripping the land
for this now toil sift the raped soil
give in to the liar that makes your world up

its ok like this when there nothing to miss
it all goes in place and everythings great
wheel that won't squeak fucked up freak
but the motor must turn taste the burn
step after step with the yoke on your neck
play your damn part and don't show a heart
stumble you're lost and it should cost
its what you must do you don't get to choose
focus now focus you know what they told us
so you better believe in the crimson seed
god will get mad and treat you like dad
10 per cent to the father that makes your world up

you know what to do the world hangs on you
everyone's evil away from the steeple
don't see what they do or it'll rub off on you
thier ways are strange they should stay away
eliminate the threat with a national debt
we love the blood it smells like love
its taken a fever to throw the lever
the ultimate price of the perfect life
honor the heros don't let them be zeros
its not up to them the lives that they end
they do it for me and the land of the free
the dogs that make sure the world is made up

Copyright © 2007 Leinad Legov

Release

The rain pours cleansing my unburdened soul
My freed heart lifting after dropping the heavy load
running down my back where the wounds begin to heal
theres nothing left behind for those who would steal
music dances in me and makes my fire bright
the heavens open with me saturating night
ninjas now beside me killing all the pain
as I feel the fire heat my body soaked by rain
walls left down to maybe never be again
if life is this pure how could one fear the end
the end is an illusion to the wandering brow
bell rings i turn away so glad not to be a cow
letting go of bitterness that rotted in my chest
washing up on another shore ready for a rest
smiling now within me the one i had to hide
as the vultures came a calling wanting what's inside
rain can't stop this fire so blend they right into one
glowing in the darkness my artificial sun
all is gone til another day when times are due for change
puddles embrace my weary feet removing all the stains
from the road i travel willingly although it be alone
its where i am the happiest no wonder i call it home

simplicity

The flame flickers in the still night
the moon peeks through for a sight
the rhythm creeps up from my toes
as the melody speaks to my soul

a cool breeze bids me to move
the grass dances silver with dew
the moths flutter closer to see
as mother opens up to me

cleansed by every roaring arc
tearing my pieces apart
calming the fretted nerve
exploiting the taste of the curve

now is all that remains
a moment on every plane
none of it evens exists
its just love on the nights like this

free to move as I please
rules must bend where I need
moving inside of my skin
reaching out from within

feeling my way through my space
filling the voids with grace
letting myself go at will
in that moment when all is still

Pieces

Pieced out into the broken lakes of the the things that I have known
Torn as a consequence for striking out on my own
Ripped from the past alive and brought into the future dead
Looking over my broken back for those who want my head

Down in the valley of love and peace
I feel like a prisoner
swimming in this lifeless grease
have I sank down to far

Driven to the point of break by my own unrelenting brain
Convincing everyone I love that I've surely gone insane
Loving in a twisted way the scars of my wretched past
Never understanding them mankind's not meant to last

Dying in this broken shell of the man that I used to be
Moulting out in newer flesh now that I can see
Crying to a God that's gone to save me from emptiness
but no hope what's done is done time to clean up the mess

i see the sky its burning
ifeel the world its turning
i know your soul is yearning
for the piece of mind that you've got to find

from here i feel your sorrow
i know its time you borrow
today i hope tomorrow
will be the day that we find a better way

cause this world it seems like an epiphany
of greed and so much hate
and they don't care for what we done to see
they never ever compensate

The sun

The clouds block my sun
the rain chills my bones
the wind whispers bitter
to remind me I'm alone

I sit and contemplate
how did I love that moon
pouring out through fire
and reaching out for you

every ounce of energy
sent out to a blinded world
no glimse of the reality
my soul was just unfurled

Seeking warmer heavens
I've found they're all undone
I almost lost my way
reaching for the sun

Until a brighter day
I shall restless wait
sleep now eludes me
that is just my fate

every road I've traveled
full of bumps and pits
has gotten me along
brought me now to this

I'll feel the radiance
again some day soon
if I don't get a glimpse
at least I'll have the moon