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"Liken yourself to a beautiful original part of creation — a true work of art. Then each day ask yourself how you are living; either in ways that show gratitude for the beauty or in ways that indicate how you are defacing it."
When the earth is ravaged and the animals are dying, a new tribe of people shall come unto the earth from many colors, classes, creeds, and who by their actions and deeds shall make the earth green again. They will be known as the warriors of the Rainbow
May 13, 2008
this is way over due, and I just realized i need to write a testamonial
I first met the lovely miss Felicity years ago at Tahoe (run at the time by patterson co.)
I was there wandering or helping Anita with something and up comes this GODDESS
and the heavens went "aaaaaaawwwwwwwhhhhhhh" (*sound of angles singing*)
it was night time so the light that came from this woman was amazing
I felt a warmth and connection
she was lovely, funny and charmed the pants off me
and wow! nice soft lips and kiss (by way of greeting you silly peeps reading this)
so what more is there to say than that Felicity is a wonderful goddess who has grown so and changed all for the better
I am so happy for her, she gets to have this wonderful loving man and child in her life (the circle complete)
just look at the three of them! aaawwwww
Felicity, honey, I love you!
October 1, 2007
Felicity has a heart of gold. I don't think I've ever heard her say anything nasty or cruel about another person and if she has they probably deserved it. She is nurturing and brings out the best in everyone. I cherish her friendship and feel lucky that she allows me to be even a small part of her life. There should be more Felicitys in the world. If I could clone her I would but nothing can compare to the original, wonderful, sweet, caring, fun, sexy, gorgeous Felicity.
August 17, 2006
Gentle, kind, serene woman
Giving motherly love to us.....
I feel her patience and compassion.
I learn from her, integrity.
I am nourished by her light.
She inspires me to love.
Thank you, Felicity....
August 1, 2006
Felicity is a Shaman, Healer, Empath and Eternal Friend. She is of my Soul Tribe, thus, mere words are clumsy in describing what she means to me. Felicity inspires everyone she comes in contact with because she radiates power and generosity. I am so lucky to have her blessing my current physical life and look forward to whatever future paths we shall walk together. I love you Felicity.
July 20, 2006
and then unto this world was the breath of love and light... and we call her Felicity
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June 8, 2006
Blessit Loveley one,
I'm touched by her being, just like you!
Until then, May God continue to Bless you and yours!
She can't help it!
January 3, 2006
Priestess/Healer/Sorceress/Facilitator/Spiritual Midwife~ whatever the word, Felicity is the Readl Thing. She doesn't just Do Magic, she Is Magic.She provides safe space and gentle guidance into the world of yourself; her inner serenity an anchor for your journeys within. I am so very grateful for Felicity's generosity of Time and Energy,for her Companionship and Insight in my quest for wholeness.
She does amazing things with hair & make-up,too! Someday she'll paint me up for a party...
December 20, 2005
Felicity is hands down easily one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. My only regret is that she is not gay, and Im not a man!
October 11, 2005
Tears cannot equal such a warm ebrace.
September 14, 2005
We are friends who have known each other for a very long time,and like everyone who comes into her life she is gracious and loving and never takes.She is a great spirit-besides that she is a fairy and a Great kisser!!!!!!!!!
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the moment
unfolds
into perfection
and with all my senses
I drink it up
it tastes divine
the elixir
of everlasting being-ness
about me
One part of me is constant, the other, ever-changing.
... to make me a peg leg.
Who will accept the challenge?
Tue, May 22, 2007 - 1:15 AM
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"To love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart, and to sing it to them when they have forgotten."
-Unknown
Wed, March 21, 2007 - 4:44 PM
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And the universe will open doors
where there were once only walls.......
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#1 Can You Be Aware of the Thoughts of Your Dream Characters?
Have any of you, while in a lucid dream, found that you knew all the thoughts of your dream characters, "from the inside"? In other words, have you ever, in a lucid dream, been able to "hear" or "just know" what other characters in your dream are thinking?
If you haven't, why not give it a try in one of your next lucid dreams? Program yourself (using whatever dream incubation method works best for you) to be able to "hear" your dream character's thoughts, or somehow get inside his/her head and know what he/she is thinking.
What thoughts did you hear? Were they coherent? Did they sound like your own? Did they sound/feel very "not-your-own"?
Good Luck!
#2 Exploring the Properties of "Dreamstuff"
When you next become lucid in a dream (where you know that you dream while you dream) look around the dream environment and focus on a specific dream object – an object that you have automatically identified as the dream counterpart to a waking physical reality object.
If you find yourself in an “outside” environment, you might choose a “dream stone”, or a “dream tree”, if “inside”, you might focus on a “dream chair”, a “dream book”, or some kind of “dream food”. Look at the object closely, and from different angles. Touch the object - what kind of texture does it have? Does it feel hard or soft, heavy or light? If you can open the object and look at its “inside” do so. As you do this, notice whether the experienced properties fit the expectations that you would have for a physical object of this kind. Does a “dream rock” have a rough texture? Does it feel heavy and hard? If you drop it, or strike it against another object, does it make a sound? What does it taste like if you chew on a piece of it? Does it have a smell? If the dream object changes as you interact with it, how does it change, and what does it change into? How do its properties compare with the waking physical reality object with which you had earlier identified it?
Record your experiences and interactions with the dream object in your dream journal in as much detail as possible - include colored drawings and diagrams. Although I've found it rather difficult to bring over reliable scientific instruments
into the dream universe, one can perform meaningful experiments using one's dream body as the instrument and one's lucid dreaming mind as the recording device. Even simple experiments of this kind can yield intriguing and fascinating results.
#3 The Harry Potter Lucid Dream Challenge
When you next gain full lucidity in a dream, try doing one of the following HP ("Harry Potter") spells:
1. Wingardium Leviosah! (pronounced: win-GAR-dee-um lev-ee-OH-sah) In the books this spell levitates the object you point at while saying it.
2. Lumos! (pronounced: LOO-mos) This spell causes a light to appear.
3. Scourgify! (pronounced: SKUR-ji-fy) This cleaning spell makes messes disappear. And finally –
4. Expecto Patronum! (pronounced: ex-PEK-toh pah-TRO-num) This advanced spell causes a guardian animal spirit to appear.
Clearly intone each syllable of the spell you've chosen, using the pronunciation provided above. (I suggest that you practice chanting the spell during the day before going to sleep.) Stay centered in the dream and focus your intent on
tapping into and channeling your creative power. Repeat as necessary, deepening your intent and trying variations in your wand gestures as necessary.
Now if by some mischance you find yourself in a lucid dream without a wand handy, in my experience you can use your hand instead with good results. For this task, to minimize uncontrolled variables, I suggest that you use the hand gesture known as "sword fingers" in qigong. To make the sword fingers gesture, point with your dominant hand by extending the index and middle fingers. Curl the ring and pinky fingers against the palm, and place the thumb on top of them. Aside from pointing, you can use your hand to simulate wand movements ("Swish and flick, remember, swish and flick. And saying the magic words properly is very important too.
After your dream, record your experiences, and describe in detail what you did (especially if it differs from what I've described above), and the context - the environment and situation - in which you tried a spell out. If the spell results in
phenomena of some sort, describe what happened in your dream journal in as much detail as possible - color, shape, movement, texture, etc. Use illustrations if appropriate. Also, if you aimed the spell at a particular target (for example, a
feather for levitation, or an infected cut for healing), describe the target's condition before, and after the spell. If you get a chance to try a spell more than once, note down both similarities and differences.
TIME TO WAKE UP
by Paul Levy
To quote the great doctor of the soul. C. G. Jung, “Occasionally reality is quite as archetypal as human fantasy, and sometimes the soul seems to ‘imagine things outside the body,’ where they fall to playing as they do in our dreams.” We are living in a time in which the deeper archetypal, mythic patterns underlying human consciousness are incarnating themselves through us and thereby becoming visible so as to be seen and integrated. We are living in a moment in which we, as a species, are being asked to recognize our active participation and responsibility in calling forth what is happening in our world. It is as if this universe is symbolically reflecting back to us that we are all collaboratively dreaming up our world together, and that the simple waking up to this fact is the very act that resolves our collective world crisis.
Something profound becomes revealed when our current world situation is viewed AS IF it is a dream that we are all collaboratively dreaming up into materialization together. Seen as a ‘mass shared dream,’ this universe is recognized to be speaking to us not literally but symbolically, which is the language of dreams. Seeing the universe as a dream allows the universe to resume its revelatory function and wake us up. Seeing this universe as a dream immediately transforms it to be more dreamlike, as this universe is nothing other than an embodied reflection of our own consciousness projected outside of ourselves.
To see the symbolic dimension of existence is to not be fully immersed in the literal interpretation of reality, but rather to recognize that there is a deeper pattern that underlies what is playing out in our world. Seeing symbolically doesn’t negate the literal dimension of reality but rather complements and completes it. The literal and symbolic interpenetrate each other so fully that they are inseparable parts of a greater whole. What manifests literally in and as the ‘real world’ is simultaneously expressing the symbolic. And the symbolic aspect of reality is at the same time potentially affecting the literal. This means that the way to accomplish lasting change in this world, literally, is through awareness of the symbolic dimension. This is why Jung spent his whole life fighting for the “reactivation of symbolic thinking.”
Awakening to the dreamlike nature of reality, or the symbolic dimension of existence is to realize that events in our world are actually lower level shadows or reflections of a higher-dimensional reality. What is playing out on the world stage is an expression of a deeper process that we have gotten drafted into and is acting itself out through us. There is a deeper process that is incarnating itself through us, and it is expressing and revealing itself symbolically.
The symbolic dimension of this waking dream of ours is an expression of the interplay between the dreamer (which is us) and the dreamscape (the seemingly external world). The dreamer and the dream are not separate, but are indivisible and interactive parts of a greater unified field. The dreamer and the dreamscape mutually reflect and affect each other in a synchronistic, cybernetic feedback loop. The dreamer and the dreamed reciprocally in-form each other, co-arising simultaneously. The symbolic script of our universe is truly a revelation that is being mutually dreamed up by all of us, in and as the present moment. Crystallizing out of this interplay between us and our universe comes a symbol, and the symbol is in the form of our universe. This symbol is like a bridge, and it comes in the form of the very events in our world that precipitate out of this interplay. It requires a higher faculty of consciousness to recognize that our universe is in the form of a living, breathing symbol, and this higher-dimensional sense organ is our divine creative imagination.
The symbols that are arising in this waking dream of ours are not ‘objective’ or separate from ourselves, as if they come from ‘out there.’ The symbolic dimension of reality is something that we are not passively watching but are actively creating and participating in. The symbolic dimension of reality is ‘self-secret,’ in that it simultaneously veils and reveals itself to all who have eyes to see. Christ’s “kingdom of heaven” IS the symbolic dimension. The symbolic dimension is visible for all who have opened the eye of their creative imagination, which is why Christ says in the Gospels of Thomas, “The kingdom is spread all over earth and people just don’t see it.”
We are not separate from the universe. The universe that is speaking symbolically is not separate from our consciousness which is observing it. As quantum physics points out, the way we observe the universe cannot be separated out from the universe that we are observing. There is a mysterious, non-local correspondence between us and our universe, which is another way of saying that we are not separate from the universe. The hidden, intimate interplay between ourselves and our universe expresses and articulates itself as the symbolic dimension of reality.
How we interpret the universe crystallizes the universe into a symbol that reflects back to us our interpretation. The symbol is simultaneously both an embodiment of the unconscious and the liberator of the unconscious. The deeper symbolic process that is unfolding in and as our universe is showing us how the meaning we place on the ink blot of our universe has a reality-creating effect on the way our universe manifests. Our symbolic awareness itself is revealing to us that it is through activating symbolic awareness that we can actually change reality, in a very real sense, and in real time, the present moment.
To quote the Apocryphal Acts of John, “the Lord contrived all things symbolically and by a dispensation towards men, for their conversion and salvation.” When we see symbolically, we realize that this universe is like an alarm clock that has been trying to wake itself up through us. When we awaken to the symbolic dimension of existence, we discover that we can literally dream up our universe in such a way as to wake ourselves up, a process that I call ‘dreaming ourselves awake.’ It is as if the universe is dreaming itself awake, and it is dreaming itself awake through the most awake and visionary among us.
To quote Jung, “There are, and always have been, those who cannot help but see that the world and its experiences are in the nature of a symbol, and that it reflects something that lies hidden in the subject himself.” The nature of the symbolic dimension continually unfolding through events in our world is that it is our own inner process magically appearing to us in hidden symbolic form in, through and as the outside world. In other words, our inner process manifests itself not only inwardly, but is able to change channels, so to speak, and arrange and attract events in the outside world so as to symbolically give shape and form to itself. Realizing the symbolic dimension of our existence is to recognize this correlation between the inner and the outer. This realization is exactly what Christ meant when he said in the Gospel of Thomas, “You enter the kingdom when you make the inner as the outer.”
To say this universe is speaking symbolically is to say that what is appearing on the world stage is synchronistically reflecting back what is going on deep inside the collective psyche of all of humanity. What is unfolding on the world stage IS nothing other than the ‘World Soul’ playing itself out in real time and in solid flesh and blood. Events in our world are a symbolic embodied reflection of an archetypal process going on deep inside all of us that we have literally projected outside of ourselves and dreamed up into incarnation in, through and as this world of ours. It is like a deeper part of ourselves is speaking to us in a symbolic language that is encoded in events in our life.
To the extent that we insist on dreaming up events in our world unconsciously, however, we will continue to destroy ourselves. Becoming conscious of the symbolic dimension is the very thing that this universe is reflecting back to us that we need to do, and it is concurrently showing us how to. Encoded, in hidden symbolic form in what is playing out in the literal dimension (the real world) is the key to re-solve our real world problems. Awakening to symbolic awareness is the very means through which we can change our world, literally. What this means is that the way to resolve our current world crisis lies nowhere other than in a collective expansion of consciousness Our current world crisis is the projected footprint of a planetary awakening, and it not only portends the awakening, but activates it as well. The agency through which this awakening happens is our own consciousness.
To recognize that our inner process is manifesting in, through and as the outer world is equivalent to recognizing that we are dreaming. Becoming lucid in our waking dream means to recognize that our inner process has projected itself outside of ourselves and is manifesting itself as the world we are living in. This waking dream is recognized to be our mirrored reflection, as it is the unmediated expression of, and indivisible from our inner process. The boundary collapses between inner and outer, and our inner process is recognized to be expressing itself through the medium of the outside world. The boundary between not only inner and outer, but between dreaming and waking has dissolved.
What is happening in our world right now is analogous to when Buddha (which means ‘the awakened one’) was meditating under the bodhi tree right before he attained enlightenment and the forces of ‘Mara,’ the evil one, came to attack him. Seen as Buddha’s dream, Mara was none other than a part of Buddha’s own consciousness that got dreamed up to play out this role. From one point of view Mara seems like an adversary who was an obstacle to enlightenment and who was ‘evil.’ And yet, without Mara, Buddha wouldn’t have developed the muscle of realization, so to speak, to attain enlightenment. In other words, Mara was secretly an ally, helping to initiate and propel Buddha into his realization, which he was unable to have without Mara’s challenge. From this point of view, Mara was actually a blessing in a very convincing disguise that he was not.
A symbol both expresses (reflects) and simultaneously activates (effects) a potential expansion of consciousness. A symbol unites the opposites as it helps us to re-integrate, re-associate, and re-member. Seen as a part of Buddha’s dream, Mara was a genuine symbol in that she brought together and united the deepest evil and highest Godhead in one being. This same insight is expressed in alchemy: the highest God is the trickster figure Mercury, who is the evil one himself co-joined with the highest divinity. A true ‘coincidentia oppositorum,’ a symbol that unites the opposites. The appearance of Mara is a ‘re-conciling symbol’ in that it re-presents, reveals and potentially actualizes the state of consciousness in which the deepest evil produces the highest good.
When we contemplate Mara as a symbol in Buddha’s dreaming process, we realize that in a very real sense the figure of Mara is symbolically expressing itself in our collective dream, too. What is playing out on the world stage is analogous to Mara’s attack on Buddha, in that events in our world are literally challenging us, demanding us to expand our consciousness. What is happening on the world stage is clearly an initiation process that we have all dreamed up together. Seen as a dreaming process, we are all dreaming up the universe to prod us and push us off the cliff into realization, so to speak. We clearly aren’t jumping off the precipice by our own volition, so just like Buddha we are dreaming up the universe to propel us over our edge. Just like Mara was tailor-suited to what Buddha needed to wake up, what is happening on the world stage is exactly what we need to catapult us into a collective spiritual awakening undreamed of until this very moment in time.
When we recognize the symbolic figure of Mara that is playing out in our world, we realize that the evil that is incarnating in our world is potentially furthering the evolution of our species. Whether the evil in our world destroys us or transforms us is dependent upon if enough of us collectively wake up to the dreamlike nature of our situation in time. The events that are happening on the world stage are the very medium through which we realize we are all collaboratively dreaming up our universe. This realization is itself the very expansion of consciousness that Mara is an expression of.
What is playing out on the world stage are the labor pains of a deeper part of our being that is incarnating itself in, through and as us. Just like in human birth, the contractions are the most intense right before the emergence of the new being. This deeper part of ourselves is using events in our world as the birth canal through which to become conscious of itself. This deeper part of ourselves is symbolically communicating to itself through us, and we are asked to recognize and consciously participate in this process so as to become the conduit through which this process of integration becomes actualized.
Realizing the dreamlike nature of reality collapses the boundary between spirit and matter, as matter has become ‘spiritualized’ (blessed) and spirit has become materialized (incarnate). The magnum opus, or great work of alchemy, was to free the spirit that was imprisoned in matter. This is analogous to freeing the part of ourselves that is embedded and trapped in the mind of dogma, of materialism, and of viewing things literally instead of symbolically. It is to step out of linear-mindedness into the realization that the universe is an interactive, acausal feedback loop that is truly a work in progress. It is to realize that we are multi-dimensional creative artists and dreamers whose canvas is life itself. We play a crucial role in the divine incarnation process, as we are the instrument through which the Goddessence becomes aware of and re-conciles the opposites intrinsic to its nature.
To wake up to the dreamlike nature of reality is to symbolically ‘kill’ Cronos, the negative father, who is father time (linear time). To symbolically slay the negative patriarchy, who is a figure who abuses power over others simply because he can, is to find ourselves sin-cronos, or in synchronistic time, where time is experienced as a radial matrix whose center is now. This is to symbolically ‘die’ (to the sense of being a ‘separate-self’ alien from the universe) and to be reborn in and as spirit, interconnected and at one with all beings. This is to be fully released into and as the present moment, which is the access point through which we connect with our true power to consciously change the dream we are having.
The final boundary that dissolves when we wake up to the dreamlike nature of our universe is the boundary between self and other. We recognize our interconnectedness and interdependence, as we realize we are not separate from each other but are all on the same side. We are all parts of one greater Being. Compassion is the expression of this realization.
When enough of us have this realization we discover that we can co-operatively put our lucidity together and collaboratively dream a more grace-filled dream into incarnation. In other words, symbolic awareness is the doorway through which we can incarnate our collective realization so that we can change the world, literally. An alchemical quote expresses this by saying “(The soul) imagines very many profound things outside the body, and by this is made like unto God.” The birth of symbolic awareness is nothing other than an evolutionary quantum leap in human consciousness, fully imaginable into actualization in this very moment.
To quote Jung, “I am indeed convinced that creative imagination is the only primordial phenomenon accessible to us, the real Ground of the psyche, the only immediate reality.” Our creative imagination itself is the supra-sensory organ which transubstantiates the mundane empirical data of this world into its real but hidden form as symbolic epiphany. This universe is a living oracle, a continually unfolding revelation that we, both literally as well as symbolically, can dream up so as to wake ourselves up.
Seen as a dream, for example, we have all collaboratively dreamed up these very words in this very moment to remind us of the dreamlike nature of our situation. But being like a dream, this will only become true if we see it that way. And if you tell me I am only imagining, or dreaming that this is true, I couldn’t agree more.
The Subconscious Mind
& Alchemical Journeys work
Most of that huge unused portion of the brain is located in what is called the "subconscious mind." It is called that because its activities take place "below," or perhaps "beyond," the level of conscious thought and control. The Alchemical Journeys work makes use of the various qualities and functions of the subconscious mind to facilitate self-healing on physical and emotional levels.
Bodily activities such as breathing, heartbeat, blood circulation and maintenance of the immune system are part of the subconscious mind's activity they occur at a deep level without our conscious thought and control.
Our emotions also have their source in the subconscious mind. The reason why our emotions often seem "irrational" or "illogical" to us is because logic and rational thought come from our conscious mind, which is really only a very small part of our brain's total mechanism. Beneath that in the mysterious depths is where our emotions originate, often bursting forth upon the scene of our lives with total disregard to our well-thought-out logic and rationale. Thus emotions, too, are often beyond our conscious control, wreaking havoc and not making sense to our conscious mind.
"To feel it is to heal it."
Memory is stored in the subconscious mind. Can you imagine being conscious, all at once, of every single memory you ever had? That's why memory is stored in the subconscious mind. Research into the subconscious has revealed that time, as we experience it consciously, does not exist there. That is why, when vividly reliving an event from the past, it often seems to be happening now one's physical body may even react as if the remembered event were occurring in the moment. Memory recall is a dip into the subconscious, and in that place the time is always NOW..
The subconscious mind is also the seat of imagination, intuition, "extrasensory" experiences and the "symbolic logic" of dreams. It is the home of the mythological archetypes of Carl Jung's "collective unconscious "angels and wizards, heroes and villains, the mythological figures of all cultures reside there. It has a reality all its own, beyond logic or rational thought, separate from and yet inextricably linked to the "outer reality" of our physical health, our modes of behavior, our way of being and of expressing our being in the outer world.
This subtle dance of inner and outer reality is the dynamics behind the Alchemical Journeys work. If we remain ignorant of the contents and actions of our subconscious mind, we can become slaves of its often-tyrannical influences. But if we take the time to get to know the contents of our subconscious mind, we bring the light of awareness to the darkness of ignorance, begin to create order out of chaos, peace out of turmoil, and healing out of dis-ease.
Ask me more about all of this if you are interested in a session.
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