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I am a spiritual being embodied gratefully within this flesh within this huge insane beautiful world - journeying to unfold a greater embodiment of demonstrative love
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Blessings (blog entry)
blog entry posted Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:25 PM permalink - 0 comments
Rebirth (blog entry) I am delivered whole on the belly of the Mother I am held close to the heart of the Father My Mind and Heart are kin ringing in harmony like church bells Submerged in a sea of their love the water rolling effortlessly over my skin
blog entry posted Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:23 PM permalink - 0 comments
Free Woman's Song (blog entry) I am a free woman twisting like a snake in this outgrown skin not sure where to grow to I have become a heathen against the Gods of man These Gods who proclaim my worthlessness and demand I wade in self-hatefulness I took myself to the river and c... read more
blog entry posted Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:21 PM permalink - 0 comments
Strings (blog entry) God came to me as I was chanting to Her. She put her lips upon my lips and breathed in Her creative light as if I were Her instrument and she was filling me with Her music
blog entry posted Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:18 PM permalink - 0 comments
Come to You (blog entry) I come to you a whole woman now
in sync with the power that puts planets into motion
easily manifesting the immensity of visions within me
I remember way back when I was scattered
let the whole world into my private rooms
invited fools ... read more
blog entry posted Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:14 PM permalink - 0 comments
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Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:25 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I am delivered whole on the belly of the Mother I am held close to the heart of the Father My Mind and Heart are kin ringing in harmony like church bells Submerged in a sea of their love the water rolling effortlessly over my skin
Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:23 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I am a free woman twisting like a snake in this outgrown skin not sure where to grow to I have become a heathen against the Gods of man These Gods who proclaim my worthlessness and demand I wade in self-hatefulness I took myself to the river and cleaned out their baptisms as I cried an ocean of tears for all those lean years and thought I'd catch on fire from the rage of being denied the knowledge of my true legacy Now I make a point to sin several times a day And do everything they tell me n... read more
Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:21 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
God came to me as I was chanting to Her. She put her lips upon my lips and breathed in Her creative light as if I were Her instrument and she was filling me with Her music
Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:18 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I come to you a whole woman now
in sync with the power that puts planets into motion
easily manifesting the immensity of visions within me
I remember way back when I was scattered
let the whole world into my private rooms
invited fools to wipe their muddied boots in my temple and thanked them for the visit
Then Love moved in without warning or compromise
changed all the locks and swept out the lies
Now Iím weaving my techni-color dreams into a 3D reality
my spirit and ego a... read more
Tue, July 25, 2006 - 9:14 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
We don't know true power until we can see our enemies as mirrors to ourselves

Only then can we see the way to the end to conflict

If we see them as seperate as us - as someone that we must overpower- then we are teaching war

Only when we travel into the depths of ourselves and are faced with the reality that we are them can we make any progress in the world

Thu, March 9, 2006 - 1:08 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Sun, October 16, 2005 - 2:27 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Sun, October 16, 2005 - 2:12 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
The old year is shedding away like the leaves of fall
My new year is coming to life - bursitng forth as a warm winter fire
I can see twenty seven - she is a woman straddling a Palamino, her eyes wild and sane, a sword strapped to her back, a steady, determined grip on the reins, her ca-nine companion peeking it's head out of the saddle bag, her lover on the stallion next to her - She is with him but not of him.
Golden, warm, and inevitable as Autum - Hot and bothered, feirce and uncompr... read more
Sun, October 16, 2005 - 1:38 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Mad, rapturous Goddess
I breath your whole world into my pomegranate slit
enfold madness in my arms
receive your chaos like the lingam of the Earth

You've stalked me since my body fell from the mother's womb
You assert insanity before me again and again
I foolishly believed that healing meant growing out of you, rising above you, leaving you behind
But, like a true Mother you will teach me what's so whether or not I approve of it
and you will not leave me even when I want to be... read more
Sun, October 16, 2005 - 1:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
In the black forest I am crawling on my hands and knees
It is the deepness of the night, so long before the sun will rise that for now it is as if it never existed.

Your dark madness is all that is real here
My prayers mean little - I am under your initiation
and I must feel the way home blindly
the map useless
all the books I've ever read just foolish ramblings
before the force of You

Sun, October 16, 2005 - 12:02 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
My secret obessing over becoming a celebrity and the hope of all that it would bring - the attention - the adoration - is really fading. It struck me the other day that if I were to really focus in on appreciating the gifts I already have I would realize that I have more then enough love in my life right in this momment! And that no amount of fame, money, or titles would ever change how important, loved, and precious I already am to the Source of Life and It keeps showering that message on me... read more
Sun, June 19, 2005 - 3:00 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
This night is filled with parties but I am here in my cozy temple, candles lite, gernium oil burning in the diffuiser, the cat asleep on my lap, here I am recentering, soaking in the stillness, preparing for a hot bath with salts filled with things of the sea, then lunar yoga - and drifting into sleep on the flannel dragonfly sheets
Sat, June 18, 2005 - 9:56 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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