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~{Jaded}~

joined on 02/17/07
last updated 03/08/08
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~{Jaded Opinions}~

July 27, 2007
Ok so I am late on this one..... I hate giving testamonials... feels like I'm in mormon church or sumthin.....

Ok Jaded... She is my best friend I love her above all. She has been the yin to my yang for so many years I can't imagine having a conversation with her in which we are not finishing each others sentences. She knows me like no other and offer's me insights to so many situations that I rely on no other to give me the info as to whats really goin on. She is more loyal and faithful and wonderful to her close than anyone I've ever met. She once called me her right arm... well hell she is my left. There is no one that I find as complex and beautiful as her. She is misunderstood by most and misjudged by almost all. Damn, get to know this woman she will surprise you and only add to your realm. Just remember to truly get to know her you have to pick and work through layers of protective jaded layers. shhh she is mushy on the inside once you get through the crunchy layers. She is my mirror image and she speaks the thoughts my mind filters....I love her.
June 14, 2007
Jaded?

Probably, but only in the best connotation of the word.

~{Jaded}~ is detirmined, discerning, and intelligent, with her mind always opened ,and her heart simultaneously watchful and compassionate.

A worthy adversary, and an even more worthy friend, she will hold you accountable and hold you close in the same breath.

Oh, and don't let the "amateur" bit fool you....
April 18, 2007
One of the most beautiful people i know. Warm, caring, understanding... Beautiful on the inside and out. Jaded is a special women, she goes out of her way to be a great support system for her friends. I consider myself to be so blessed because i know this incredible women and she's one of my friends. You could'nt ask for a better friend. Jaded i love you. you mean so much to me!
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My skills of observation are riveled by no one. My attention to detail is legendary. My assessment of human behavior is infallible. BEWARE, I am not deceived easily. I will know your intentions shortly after meeting you. Honesty is your best defense.


~Jaded~

I remember the majesty of a sunrise,
The power of its possibilities.
I don't know when or why it slipped away,
But somehow it did.

I saw a sparkle of life in my eyes once,
Like a world of endless wonder.
Somewhere that sparkle died,
And the life faded in pain.

I dreamed of changing the world,
Making a difference and bringing the world closer to my own peace.
But that dream fell when I realized that I couldn't even change myself,
And that I could never know peace.

Once there was love in my life and heart,
Raging like the life-blood of the universe.
But I no longer see love as the force of nature I did then,
I see it only as a terminal disease.

Change is constant and excruciating,
And we are reborn each day.
But I face the dead skin of yesterday with disgust,
As I have become so thoroughly jaded.

©Eric Ropes

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~{Jaded Ramblings}~

Maybe the reason I can't find anyone to love me is the way I look?
Maybe I'm just too friggin' old?
Maybe no one out there is interested in an intelligent, older, professional woman with her feet firmly planted on this earth?
Maybe short, round, mature figures are not appealing?
Maybe young, insecure, slightly psychotic, still struggling, still searching, high maintenance girls are what men are seeking?

I wish someone would explain it to me.
Sat, July 5, 2008 - 9:39 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Started receiving warnings on my computer about CPU temp. So I opened it up and ICK! I cleaned out a multigenerational dust bunny family. Word of warning to you computer users out there....compressed air is your friend. Use it. OFTEN. My computer is happy. My fans are working effectively and quietly and all is good. We are happy once again.
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I'm not sure if everyone has been listening to the news lately. It is quite depressing, I admit. One trend I've noticed is the local, state, and federal governing bodies pushing their ideas of "good health" on everyone. By this, I mean, the recent onslaught of "no smoking" ordinances/laws. The City of Hayward recently passed an ordinance against smoking in public, i.e. on sidewalks, in their business districts, etc. They add to an ever increasing list of cities who have jumped onto this "heal... read more
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