2/21/2009
DREAM#1: My brother, sister and I flew a plane to see mom and dad at a hospital because mom was really sick. My cell phone battery was almost dead and I couldn't get to my phone charger, it was with my luggage and we didn't know where our luggage was. We couldn't contact dad very well since the phone battery was so weak that when we talked it was kind of garbled. We walked around in a building with rooms where people were staying. There was a room with an open door and as we looked in we saw a brown leather gun case and knew it was dad's room. Dad told us that mom only had 7 months or so left tio live. We went outside to a plaza like area. One of the buildings had something to do with Hawaii by the sign on it. We went into the hospital and tried to tak the employee elevator to the 3rd floor where mom was staying. The elevator we were on would not get to the 3rd floor so we looked at a map to get there.
DREAM#2: I pulled a wagon with seedlings in it down a slope to go plant them outside. B.C. was there and was in charge of the planting. I shared with them about my mom only having 7 months to live. There was a speaking toddler (?age) in someone's arms. As I looked at him I saw that his mouth was not moving with the words, something evil was speaking through him. I thought in my head: "He isn't the one talking, someone else is." Then the toddler said something to the people and they rushed to capture me. They said he told them to tell me "No, it isn't the child talking." My stomach momentarily dropped and I ran for my life, because I knew he could read minds. They sent people after me and one was a girl who seemed able to stop me and freeze me. I was able to break from her hold and I ran and ran. There was a woman who wanted to hold my hands. I was afraid at first that she was one of them and would try to take my power. As she held my hand I felt her pulling my healing power, I pulled back and she said "girl, we need to find you a teacher." I said "I'm looking!!"

01/14/2009-jumbled bits
a talking baby...talked in almost complete sentences
I was attached to a bunch of tubes. it was like the tubes were pulling bad stuff out of me. I told someone I needed new tubes.
I was in South America. It was absolutely beautiful! But, I wasn't speaking very good Spanish.

11/21/2008
I got a prescription filled but they gave me the wrong medicine. We thought I was 4 weeks pregnant but I started hemorrhaging because of the wrong medicine so they were wheeling me to surgery. Then suddenly I'm out of my body. I try to get to the surgery area to watch, but I can't find it. I learn that I was actually 13-14 weeks pregnant and I died on the operating table. I tried to get people to see me but only one person could see me. He was taller than me (that isn't saying much) with dark hair. I wandered around for a while trying to get to my body. I wasn't upset or anything. I was fascinated by the process of my spirit. (These are the days I wish I didn't have to wake to an alarm clock)

11/11/2008
I was driving the van with M. R. We went around a curve on a not very good road, it was bumpy. Two cars were parked in the road on the right side facing us. I ran over the right front corner of the first car. It didn't hurt the van at all and I kept going at first. I looked in the rearview mirror and saw people and backed up to talk to them.The car was a souped up white sports car. I had crunched the front right. I told them I would call the insurance company and that they weren't supposed to be parked there to begin with. I said my boyfriend is a cop and I was calling him to come look. I was on the phone with E.R. and the people left because I was getting law enforcement involved. I went to leave and grandma Y. was there with one of uncle R.'s daughters. They had gotten into my van by mistake so they got out. M.R. and I left.

10/?/2008 - Snippets
SNIPPET#1 A black and red lace dress. I had it tailored and the person who wore it for the tailoring fell and soaked it with blood. when I put it on there was more blood pouring out of it. I took it off and sent it back. The tailor people thought it was ready. I had needed it by a certain date and it wasn't going to be reay unless I could find a way to clean it.
SNIPPET#2 Traveling with Mom, Dad, Sis. E.R. is lifting hunks of marble from the truck. There were smaller chunks of smooth obsidian in the truck bed.
SNIPPET#3Some kind of rows of pebbles. June and I were raking the pebbles in water.

9/28/08
I was painting a picture with a lot of yellow color in it, in the picture and along the borders. I do remember there was a brown table and a single brown chair in it. I can't remember what else. J. was there and said N was probably not going to let the boys fly out. I don't know J. very well, but he actually seemed like a more advanced soul than N in my dream. So I said it was only fair that she lets them come visit because jd sends them so much money a month for child support, and J (other J) doesn't get to see them as much as she does . He asked me how I got someone to buy the jumper cables for the price I asked. I said I just price it at a fair price, not to make money on it.

9/21/2008 snippets
i released a spirit woman. A spirit wolf came toward me and disappeared. I tried to see them again but I couldn't.
something about time travel.

9/4/2008 I asked my guides again for more clarification of my abilities before I went to bed.
There was a snowstorm. J.K. and I were at one of her friend's house. I thought I knew the people. Reminded me of someone I worked with and her husband. I was working on a computer. The 17 year old said something with the word "shit", and the dad got up an started beating on her. We said that was not appropriate. J.K. and I decided we needed to go home but we needed a ride. The dad offered and we said "No". We were not very far from M. and G. I call M on the cell phone. The reception is not very good. She says she is very tired she just got back in town. I ask if G is home. She said yes and I say I will call him. We are walking on the snowy streets headed to their house. The streets are narrow and are lined by buildings. I call G on the phone and he answers. I tell him I don't have my car and we need a ride home if he doesn't have any "hot dates". He comes out wearing a tux. I say "Wow, you're all dressed up. Who are you going out with?" He says two names I can't remember. They are co joined twins. G explained to them where we knew each other from. I felt love and understanding from him. I raised my hands and said I work with energy and I separated their hands. They were amazed. I did not separate the rest of them because that would be too traumatic and would not help them work out their Karma with each other. We were then all at a party at Mary's. I was sitting on a couch telling people that "wolf" still owes money to "swan" from the Yellowstone trip. People who disrespect others like that are not healed,no matter what anyone else may say. I told Mary about my 9/9/9 intention. "I accurately observe myself and others without judgment"

When I woke up I wrote this all down and e-mailed Mary my 9/9/2009 intention from my dream. That resulted in us agreeing that I will not be an apprentice anymore. I know that I am here to work on myself and others with my OWL medicine. I am like Athena and Brigid. I do not constrain well.

9/2/2008
myself and family, standing in rain waiting for a golf cart, person in charge wanted blood sample to get golfcart. I stood up and said no you don't need our blood for that and we left.

August 23, 2008 INTENTION dream
Right before I lay my head down I said out loud "Good guides, I would like to dream about my talents and maybe some guidance"
I was outside with a group of people having a picnic type gathering. The house was behind me. It wasn't exactly like the house I live in but I felt it was the correct neighborhood was even though it looked more park like than normal. I look to the right in the sky and see a VERY large tornado. It is so large I can't tell which direction it is going. I say something about the tornado, and we (myself and people in the neighborhood) wonder why there aren't any sirens going off. I run inside the house to check the weather and see which way it is going because it is so big that even if we hide in the house it will get demolished so we need to escape in the correct direction. Inside the house there is stuff is everywhere, normal everyday clutter. I notice the layout of the house is not the same as my real house. I start putting my pet birds in their evacuation cages and I turn on the tv to see which way the tornado is moving. I try to pick up one of the cages and the top comes off (the way they are made) so I start looking for something to tie it together with. I am running outside to get little girl and bear to put them in crates. ( Little girl thinks she is like a dog so she was checking things out.) Romeo is still in the house. One of the neighbors yells it is coming our way. I feel like I am not getting things ready fast enough because the animals are getting out of their cages and I have to put them back in. I realize I should grab a computer to make stuff easier later if everything is demolished (for files and money program crap) but I realize I don't care about my material possessions. I get ceasar and kia back in a cage and the kitties. I run to the back of the house and look in the sky. I see chunks of debris flying and it looks like the tornado is dissipating. E says there is no need to leave now. I feel relief. I go back inside and in the kitchen area is a window that starts on the roof and continues down the side like a normal window. There is a ledge and some kitties that are not mine are sitting on the ledge. They are clueless and don't look scared at all. Then the tornado reaches-like a small mouth- and sucks one of the kitties up. The kitties still don't know what is happening and I get pissed off at the tornado. I put up my hands and blast the tornado with energy coming through me. The tornado is shocked I can do this. It's face turns into a reptile/dragon like face and comes through the roof window (without breaking the window). I grab it's nose and tear it off. I blast away some more energy and it is gone in a flash. We are back outside and K asks me how I did that she is surprised something like that can be done. There is still stuff falling from the sky but we are all ok. I'm exhausted.

ANOTHER DREAM SNIPPET from 8/23
I am not participating only looking on. I see my ex-husband and aliens?. He is not happy with something about his body or self so he wants them to put him in a contraption and make a change. He goes in and something goes wrong, they have tricked him or something. He comes out as a blob. Right behind him a many armed goddess type woman comes out and eats him. She is let loose on the earth and is running around killing people. But I have no feelings about this I am just watching.

August 22, 2008 snippet
I dreamed Niki died and I pick him up out of his cage and I was holding his body crying for him to come back


August 10, 2008 snippets
Jode, Robin, Sue we were painting, waiting to cross rive in kayaks, jode's canvas full of butterflies, I was painting a leopard, line of cars waiting to see me, I was a motorcycle cop, I drove all around them to get to the front, vision of shaman girl who walked both worlds at the same time, I could see the worlds.

August 8, 2008 snippets
Trailer house, bears, going to meet with someone I knew from HS, 316-2000, 361-2265 ?phone number?,bee swarm, honey, traveling in snow, bicycling

July 27, 2008
I dreamed I had just gotten up from sleeping and was wearing a thin white t-shirt and black pajama bottoms. Don and Elizabeth were sitting on the couch and they were going to share knowledge and answer questions. I sat in front of the couch with my arms crossed across my chest because I was self conscious about wearing the thin white t-shirt. I said I need to go change clothes to be presentable...I was afraid they would be gone when I got back. I went to find another shirt, I kept trying different shirts on and found one. J.G. put his arms around me from behind and I felt loving energy and it felt so peaceful and kind.

July 19, 2008 snippets
riding in the rain, holding Bob's hand

July 9, 2008 snippets
three abscess opening on left foot, ball on back of thigh that moves under the tissue, shower hot water, Mary said she would talk to my guides to find out why. Woke up and the clock was flashing, no other power outage signs.

July 6, 2008 snippets
"The Blue Garden", tables, napkins, rolls, butter

July 6, 2008 snippets
vegetable garden, big white horse laying in the garden, vest with beadwork, native american woman, dirty laundry, electronic wall with news magazines, book on new power animal, up north?

July 5, 2008
My mom was being forced to move out of her home. She was sad. I'm not sure why she had to move, I asked her but she didn't give a real answer. I was watching her pack and get some things ready, but she was leaving most everything there.

July 4, 2008
I went to bed thinking about the earth's magnetic field and whether a beginning of a pole reversal would be what is causing the death of the bees because they can't find their way home. I wondered if I might be able to help the bees, or if I should...because maybe that is a mechanism to control human population.
1st dream:
I saw a fairy necklace that I wanted and I was searching out money to pay for it. The roads were covered in whitewater and I had a hard time getting around them.
MAIN DREAM: SCHOOL DRAGON KEEPER
Mary, Kathy and I went to a school to see what can be done about the basement. I believe it is an all girls school. There was a green copper statue out front of three goddesses. (This could have been Mary Magdalene and/or a few saints, I'm not sure) The statues moved.

We went inside. Mary had a big key in her hand and we went down to the basement area. There was a brick wall in front of us with a big key hole. There was a horizontal window with bars. It looked like a whole other world through the window. The brick wall morphed and covered the keyhole so we couldn’t stick the key in. Mary said “That’s never happened before.” The “Keeper” came to the window and Mary asked if he would show us his injury. Then the “Keeper” was grabbed and eaten before he could show us. His head fell to the floor. Everyone was shocked. Mary said to the dragon “You would see your Keeper dead before we open the door?” The dragon’s deep voice boomed out “Yes, I would see the Keeper dead”.

Then I woke up. When I went into the garden this morning there were REAL bees...I haven't seen them in my yard in ages.


July 3, 2008
Aunt Mary Jane who is dead was on the phone to my mom and was calling me a bitch. I said no you are.

June 28, 2008
I dreamed Eric had half a rock from Yellowstone. We met a lady who had a similar half and when the halves were near each other they jumped together and became one.

June 8, 2008
I am dreaming and I am standing outside. The buildings all look like they are covered in green moss. It has been storming a lot and the water is knee and waste deep (flooded, but not frightening or dangerous) in most places. A man and woman come up to me and hand me a baby owl. They want me to take care of it, they don’t say in what manner. I ask them where they got it and they say they found it between the two alligator statues. I know the statues they are talking about and I think I can find the nest it belongs in. I wrap the baby in a cloth and put it in the pocket of my jacket. I lean down to move a bucket full of water the hem of my jacket gets wet so I get the baby out to look at the baby. It is fluffy white, there are tan feathers beginning to come out in its tail and wings. It is happy and dry. Its feet look like they are molting skin though, so I clean the baby’s feet off and put it back in my pocket. Then my cell phone rings and I wake up before I get to the nest.

May 19, 2008
Rattle/Dream Incubation
There was a clubhouse where people could gather. I went inside to use the sink and water started spurting everywhere. I looked under the sink and saw a hose that looked disconnected . I tried to connect it. Then when I tried the sink again it was worse, the water was spraying everywhere. I called in a handyman and he got it working but he didn’t know why it happened. I noticed that he was supposed to know the answer, he was the professional, but he didn’t know what it was. I go outside and there is a River with Trees along the banks. The Trees are in autumn colors-oranges, reds. There are other people there I know hanging around. I start walking up the steps to the clubhouse and realize there is water pouring out of the building and down the steps. I walk in and the fountain, sink, and hot tub/pool are all gushing water, it bubbles up. The fireplace is blazing with fire. And I realize that because of the design of the clubhouse that the fire is creating a vortex that is pulling the water up. I am not worried because the water is not harming anything like the carpets or furniture.

May 18, 2008
I was out of coffee beans. I got in the car and drove to get some. It was sunny and the plants were green and thick where our house was. As I'm driving south things are covered with ice and snow. Then I heard on the radio that record frosts and snow were coming but only affecting people in the south. The north was fine. I couldn't get to the store because of the conditions so I turned around and came back home where everything was still green. I was considering covering my garden with plastic and sheets to protect them.

May 17, 2008
it's raining, i see a round circular pit under a bed with kittens wrapped in washclothes and a black boar and a mother cat

May 16, 2008 Sleeping with "Dawn's Stone" (My friend in Chicago who gave me this stone a long time ago, I had been trying different stones to help me remember the dreams.)
I was wearing a silk suit. I was preparing a party/feast for people. The people lived in dorm-like rooms at the top level. I walked downstairs and through peoples rooms to see who was ready. The staircase was wooden and a double grand staircase. J.Y. was there. I had lots of food prepared and a separate place for people to eat meat. It was raining and there was a parade of sorts going down the street. There was a group of synchronized women riding scooters. One of them asked for clear plastic bags because of the rain. G.S. was going to the party. Her daughter is anemic and jumped on my back. I fell forward so I wouldn't land on her. The daughter had grey hand paints and was smearing the paint on an old classic car. It was some British dudes car.

May 15, 2008 bits
burning barn, on top level, getting out.

May 7, 2008 bits
Mary, Kathy and I trip to texas, motel room, hand woven beads that are in a book, the beads are a language.

May 4, 2008 bits
green vegetation, crystal skull with red stones

April 26, 2008 bits
J.Y. cut up and injured, I touch his face to heal him. driving in a car for something

April 20, 2008 Dream Incubation
Mary and I were riding bicycles. We had a couple of bags of our clothes and other items with us. We stopped off at a house with a fence. It was either my house, or the home of someone I knew. We dropped off a bag of stuff because we didn't need to take it with us anymore. At one point we were riding at night. There were strings of lights along the left side of the road going under an overpass. We had to get off our bicycles to maneuver through the underpass area. Then I remember seeing an image in black and white of Tennessee and the states surrounding Tennessee, but Tennessee was the most prominent.

April 8, 2008
mountains, old photos of ice balls, Eric's friend on the couch-his phone is ringing

April 7, 2008 bits
swimming like an otter, a book store, a restaurant turned into a home.

February 13, 2006
I dreamed about red jellyfish aliens floating in the sky.

February 12, 2008
I saw a large comet in the sky. i saw it coming down and hitting the earth. I wasn't worried because it was too far away to hit us, but it did affect our sky.

February 11, 2008
Marc, Eric and I are walking on a lava road and the sky is really red.

January 30, 2008
I was in a jeep. We were going fast down a hill and we hit a branch. The branch flew inside, then a hummingbird was trying to leave the jeep. I told it to wait it would get hurt. Then I asked it why it was trying to leave. She said she needed to find a new home. I asked what happened, and saw that her nest was on the broken branch. I held and said not to worry that we would find her a new home.

December 15, 2007
#1: I was in a world with zombies and magick. There was a fast plane. There was a baby who was a magickal kitten. I was trying to dream about my next step. i was rocking the baby-it wasn't mine though- we were protecting her. I was outside carrying her, there were paths and a garden. There were two beings trying to get her so I sat her in the baby carriage and..(can't remember)..then we were in the magick plane going to where everyone else was.
#2 bits: Mom and Dad, me June, etc, aliens us hiding in upper level.
#3 bits: Maps, Carla, Jeff Yates (from high school)
#4 bits: a store that sent an e-mail that they had special antler knives...the antler is the sharpened blade. I bought one made from the old elk "Lacondon"..(I may have that wrong.)

October 26, 2007
I was painting with Robin. The paint was clear-like water- and very liquidy. I had a special paint brush and when I would tell the paint what color I wanted it to be-it would do it.

October 15, 2007
I was exploring another planet? and the inhabitants are gone. There were cases of jewels, stones, and jewelry. In the cases were also different kinds of insects: slug-like creatures, spider-like creatures and others. The insects had something to do with the energy of the stones/jewels/jewelry

November 18, 2006
I got old windows to put in my mom's hidden room, even though there were not any outside facing walls.
(That is all I remember)

November ?, 2006:
I went to visit mom and dad in Colorado or California-not sure which- they were living in a HUGE house. June & Rob were living there and Marie too. We went through the house looking at everything. There were many oddly shaped rooms. I was looking for somewhere to put the birds. There was a pool and a hot tub down in the lower level. There were also massage rooms set up. June and I were in the middle level and a big slithering snake was under the carpet. The carpet was a paisley like pattern. June said it was just a boa constrictor. I picked it up and we went looking for a cage for it outside at the back of the house. All the tanks and cages were too small or the bars too big and I said no wonder the snake escaped. I said I had a tank that would work. Then I noticed that I accidentally smothered it and it had shrunk up to about 6 inches long and was full of water. I turned it upside down, the water came out and I pressed on him to get air into him, then he became normal size again. June and I were beside the road near the house and saw a big tractor trailer coming that was flaming. It glanced off the side of the house and we said we know why the house wasn't so expensive! The house suffered no damage.

February 15, 2001
I couldn't wake up this morning. This has happened before, and usually I decide to go back to sleep until I can wake up. I feel stuck in my body and I can't move. I'm afraid I can't wake up. Then I dreamed a little. then I tried to move my hands to wake up, I couldn't clap my hands but my dream body could clap.

July 2000
we were in an underground place. We had monkeys and parrots. We were traveling in a boat wen it looks like an earthquake happens. I was pulled under the water and drowned.

April 8, 2000
I dreamed I was looking at the faces and bodies of all the people I know. Actually, I recognized their soul-not their faces. The I dreamed I was to be reincarnated as a dolphin. I also dreamed I was looking at my body -the body was a pearl and as it dissolved I saw myself taking shape.