i am thinking. and distant because of. meditating.
Tue, October 3, 2006 - 3:14 PM
I have a perspective, and from my view i sight reflection. in the image is the world around me, seen differently, my minds eye sees through the flesh and absorbs light and energy as my skin feals the warmth of the sun, and as i open my eyes, and the world comes into focus, i am not aware of what i see. as the rcepters in my eyes regain their composure all the color i see fades, too and fro as they ween slowly into the state of nomal. i, in my minds eye, am still in the reflection, thinking of things past, in relation too, and then things future. As a magnifieing glass bends the suns rays and focus' to a point, the mirror my tool focus'the sun, and my eye, the point, i am in that state, in that way. assesing. pondering. discovering the paridine, finding the question, objectifing the paradox, pandora's box. i am at a pause as i observe the spinning of the world around me. with my eye balls fuctioning i see not, lost in this eye that holds no flesh, that i can not open or close, the eye that hears. i have a perspective. a place to view my world, i see it as a reflection. thats what i am doing. re-experianceing re-learning, growing, i am re-accessing information, and re-acting to my development and transformation. i am on the recoil, spiraling in before i get spun out. i am absorbing energy like warmth from the sun. recharging my batteries my stamina and reservses. i am reflecting. i am the mirror, i am the world, and i am aware. i am going somewhere- thats why i need to see, what i cant even though its right in front of me.