As the rain pitter patters on my window, i think of the girl that I once was. It seems so long ago. I don't even recognize my own reflection in the mirror anymore. Who is that girl? I used to have a list of dreams that went on and on and on. But now, it seems that I just get by. Stopped dreaming so that I couldn't get let down anymore. Stop expecting people to care. And don't really need it anymore. The worst feeling Ive got right now is the question of why. Is this what I really wa... read more

oh my do i feel like i am back in highschool. i started hanging out with some old friends, and wow! they all just constantly talk shit about everyone. i can't believe it. are there any normalish people in va? i am so made that i can't talk to any of my friends. and i am not talking about people that i just met, i am talking about people that i have been friends with for like 10 years n shit. people i used to be able to say anything to. its like instead of getting older and wiser they ... read more