December 13, 2005
Beautiful piercing soul, fabulously sexy, a kindness that almost seems lost, intensely passionate, playful as a spryte, he appears at JUST the pefect moment to drizzle magic randomly or not so randomly until the moment is saturated and then poof, back into the ether he melts. But no worries, more perfect moments await!
Benjamin
My TestimonialsOctober 2, 2005
Ben makes sandy tents fun.
****thank you**** (hugs) September 11, 2005
I have the hugest crush on this guy.
September 8, 2005
My Pleasant Haunting
I had no idea how badly I needed you Until you were here I wandered into the desert, my heart weak, battered and bruised, I opened my palm under the starry sky and like a ghost, you took it. You guided me, you led me on tours of catacombs through my heart, through yours. With you I was never lost, only blissfully exploring. At home now, I lock away in my heart box the time you blessed me with Under sacred fortress I keep the mornings I woke to your powerful gaze. Wrapped in precsious silk and laid in mahogany are the nights we graced eachother. Sealed in purest lavendar jade is the moment you held me as I wept. And sequestered in infinite light is my gift of you. I poured the vast bucket of my heart out, only to have you fill it back up to overflowing, and for that I am eternally grateful. All my love. Hunny August 11, 2005
Ben is a great Boy Scout ...
Keep working on those badges!!! -Oh!
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Wake to Another day of Living and Loving
I've been doing that quite a bit these days. Searching for words or ways to tell people how I feel, and what has been going on with me. They don't easily come. I sit here, looking at this screen, and then I walk away. I find it difficult to define or explain the ways I feel these days. When I do write, it feels disjointed, and almost foreign. Not a feeling I am used to. Its funny, really. You would think that a person expiriencing this much happiness with his life would have more to say about...
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Mon, March 31, 2008 - 11:32 AM
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Social networking sites be damned. I'm going to just work on myself for a while. Maybe Ill come back at some point, but if you want to get in touch with me, ask me for my email or phone number. Its not like I pay any attention to this thing unless someone messages me, so Ill stick around long enough that anyone who wants to get in touch with me can, and then it goes bye bye.
Wed, January 9, 2008 - 6:26 AM
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Take care and much love, Benjamin Baker
And it was never any of you.
Wed, July 5, 2006 - 12:25 AM
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I can scream a thousand times, about how I've been done wrong. I can blame the world, for all the pain that I feel. I can smash my hands till bleeding On the stone of blame. I've been living scared for so long, and still yet, I do not know how to stop. How to lift my eyes from the smoke of death that surrounds us, To see the life above. There is a stiffness to my mind, my body, my flesh, my spirit. Like a muscle so long unused, I'd almost forgott... read more
Yet I still seek others with the answers for me, even knowing there is no one who holds that.
Sun, May 21, 2006 - 10:16 PM
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How is it that so many can greet me so warmly, consider me close, and I can still feel like there is no one around? I know. You will say that so many of us feel this way. My situation is nothing special. It just feels sometimes, like the depression from my teens will never end. That the things that fills me the most is in the end shallow, and will leave me unfufilled and alone. Where do I ... read more
Tonight, I’ve made a promise, but I can’t tell you what it is.
Sat, December 3, 2005 - 12:28 AM
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I’ve spent so many years, making promises, telling everyone of all my dreams, all my hopes, everything I desire, yet so caught up in the words, that action falls on the wayside. I can’t live that way anymore. I’ve grown tired of my shame, and everything that comes with it. So, tonight, I’ve made a promise, but I will not tell you what it is. Tonight, I remembered what it really is to live. Tonight I looked at myself, w... read more
My Tribes
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!!☻♥ Renewable Energy Action,
♥ fresh new hope ♥,
(*)(*),
** Art Of Loving **,
*****super*heroes******,
**I GOT TESTED!**,
*I am the body beautiful!*,
13moontribe,
5 things to be happy about every day,
:: Long Live The New Flesh! ::,
Amplified Cello Society,
ART CARS!!!!!,
Bay Area Tantra,
Big Bootie Homage,
Bill Hicks: It's just a tribe...,
Bondage a Go Go,
Cacophony Society,
Cello,
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