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jillian

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When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Kahil Gibran

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This moment is only a moment in time.. and the doing and the being are but choices that can be chosen and unchosen at any moment. Lessons in unattachment and letting go show me the strength of the truth of my heart. Time tells truth - Truth persists. I am patient and learning more and more about what is true and of value to me. Every challenge, accomplishment, opening, closing - every passing moment beings me closer to you.

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. ... read more
Mon, August 4, 2008 - 10:56 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Beneath
the layers
upon layers
upon layers
of repression
digression
confession
pontification
evolution
revolution
masks
over masks
over masks
each
more beautiful
more captivating
more intriguing
then the last
yes
you are
everyone
and no one
but
you are
someone
maybe
the one
and
I can feel you....
Wed, July 25, 2007 - 11:00 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I am desire
folded in upon herself
a fractal image
of temptation
magnified by
her own significance
embracing
moments
as if they were
invitations
Sun, July 15, 2007 - 9:51 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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December 21, 2007
Jillian... who in so many ways is a gem amongst paragons and a true gift to the tribe as she incessantly holds vivid space for the tribe's ever increasing interconnectedness by inviting us through edgy yet safe gateways of direct experience of the beauty and innocence and truth of letting go of limiting conscious and subconscious belief systems and the subsequent emotional momentums that often otherwise laden us into a life lived within a heart that is a mere fraction of its glorious potential.
July 4, 2007
Check this ball of fire
Blazing through the sky
She’ll inspire your desire
Just her presence gets you high

Bright like the light
That shines from above
Made from sweet delight
With a dressing of raw love

Delicious like an apple
That you yearn to taste
Perfect curve of hips
Taper at the waist…

She is clear, never fear
Like the glass they call plexi
She’ll pass you on the freeway
With her plate that says SOOOOSEXY

A very present angel
With a devilish smile
Sassy is her angle
Classy is her style

Movin and a shakin
To her own natural tune
She walks the path of balance
Beneath the goddess moon

So if your really lucky
You’ll get an ample slice
Jlove is the sweetest kind
As naughty as she’s nice….
October 3, 2006
You are.... soooo beautifulllll.... to meeeee!!!

Thinking of you makes me feel warm and fuzzy!

Thanks for all the loving light you bring into the world, Jillian!

Much respect,
C
December 24, 2005
Jillian has the biggest heart and the tiniest ass in the world.
There is nothing that will sway this girl from spreading love and joy to the world.
She will take you by the ear, if need be, and throw you right through your own obfuscations and barriers.
She also will make you an amazing raw food dinner and not judge you if you want to eat the leftovers with a nice lemon-pepper chicken.

She is the perfect blend of innocence and naughtiness.
August 12, 2005
I love Jillian! She is a mover and shaker who brings good things to life.
Her pure heart envelops and penetrates those fortunate enough to be in her presence. Always loving and kind, my friend Jillian is LOVE.
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