Xara has been alot of work for Brutus. As for all the Planning with Rabbit and the liquid O and The Purple Turtle Family he had alot of work under his belt for him and to my suprise he was also planning to ask me to marry him. So on friday evening i was told by Brutus that he wanted me to stop making things by 11 pm because he wanted to hang out with me that evening. So as i hang out with all my friends and flag my booty off and then its time for Jonah to come on. He is one of our Turtle Djs that i just adore like a brother or best friend and he is secure enough in his manhood to wear a sexy little Superman halter i created at Fuente for him yayyy!! (it was actually a shirt i used to wear and was going to wear at fuente but then the little outfit Jonah had put together screamed at me that it need the shirt.) So as were listening to Jonah the music turns down and he says something to the effect of we need your attention Brutus has something to say to Jingles. Then Brutus drags me in front of the dj booth and pulls me in front of him and looks into my eyes with tears in his. He tells me how much he loves me and how im the only girl for him and how he wants to spend the rest of his existance with me and only me then drops down to one knee and asks me to marry him as he pulls out the Black Opal thatt he is going to have set for me in a setting we create. I have tears streaming down my face and feel so loved by him and all of our friends and Family and i say yes yes yes yes and grab his handsome face and give him lots of kisses. Everyone cheers and the music goes off. I remember Fierce coming up from beind and huggling us as we were still smooching, then a stream of people from everywhere are congratulating and Loving us. Im hearing how he had put everything on the screen and the meaning of the stone and the big question. I have never felt so loved in all my life and i thank Brutus my Fiance and all of you for making it such a wonderfully powerful loving memory that i will not soon forget. I can say that Xara is definitly a place for lovers.
So for me i absolutly loved Xara it was the best event by far for me. Each event is better and better. I love how we are all trying to find a comfortable balance with eachother. It will take time but imagine how perfect it will be when we get our events down pat. When we learn how to all exist with eachother with less thoughtlessness and more thoughfulness. I am so proud of my life at this moment and all of my friends and family and especially my Papa Bear. He tries so hard and puts forth so much effort. You all put forth so much energy to be such great people and i love you all for that. Thank you for making my Xara a wonderfully blissful experience.
I want my friends to know that couldnt go to Xara that i feel your love just as much as everyone who was at Xara and i dont want you to feel bad about not being able to make it just for our engagement. There will be plenty of moments to share with eachother in the future.Yayyy
So on a side note i also want to thank everyone who has been supportive and helpful with our truck issue. On our way back from Xara our transmission went out because the generator ended up being to much for us to haul. We made it to the 7/11 outside of Xara on steele canyon and then at the light it went. We were stuck there for an hour waiting for our tow truck. Fierce and Gecko went above and beyond the call of duty and left early from Xara to pick up Brutus from the Auto Haven. We are taking back the Genny tomarrow and still unsure of when we will get the truck back. Levi has donated the use of his vehicle for Brutus to get to work and Levi got a new job yayyy!!! Everyone has been so supportive and wonderful with checking in on us. Thanks for the visit yesterday Ric!! Thanks to all of you for making it so much easier to smile about it. It has been tough. Ive been trying to talk Brutus into even taking back the stone so we can have extra cash for the truck. But at the moment he will have none of it. SO i thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all of your love and support. We have such an amazing community that i am proud to call home!!!

Thanks to Gecko for all the postings xaradulzura.tribe.net/thread/...78e6db3,
purpleturtle.tribe.net/thread...7a7ab6. You are all so wonderful!!