So, here I am on the wrong side of something stupid... aaagain.

However, I am honest with myself, I figure that if they really feel that way about me, then let them...
I will just keep a low profile, and so on.
I know I have done nothing wrong.

I have decided that seeing a therapist, shrink is probably a good thing.
Especially at this point, I did not do what they think I did, but I have obviously done something to bring them to that conclusion... I have done something wrong, I ju... read more

I love Mother Earth and do what I can to care for her. I honor my Native American roots and am interested in Photography, and ,Writing among many other things.
My role model is my Grandmother, “Nana.”
She would say, "God, our Creator, has created all of life in a circle.
Everything is made in a circle and all that is created is connected.
The sun, moon, stars, trees and "you" are made in a circle. The strongest winds come in a circle and the strongest currents in the water come in a ci... read more

I wish I could get from where I am to where I am going. It is like standing at the trail head of a dense jungle path. In the past, I have attempted to not only take the path, but to pave it, develop it.. ( Street lights, liquor stores, and even a couple of whores along the way. )

I see where I am, and I imagine where I want to go, but the path between points A and B is as usual a mystery. If I stomp a path from point A to point B will getting there really make me happier, will it werve th... read more

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I had a dream, and in it, I was walking down the busy city street... and there you were, walking happily along not a care in the world... never knowing just what you meant to me....

I am aware enough to know that it isn't you that I really miss, it is in fact that image that I had of you.
The fantasy that I pretended was real for so long.

Still... even though I am now happy with another, I can sometimes still hear your voice laughing when I s... read more

So, yesterday, Maire and I had an entire day off together. Her parents brought some more of her stuff down from where it was being stored at a friends home. But before, and afer her parents visit, marie andI had the most wonderful day.

We made love.... several times.

We laughed, smiled, and really enjoyed eachothers company all day long.

Lastnight, as she and I lay there, reading ourselves to sleep, she reached up, touched my face, and said, "I Love you Joe."
The sincerity in her w... read more