Runnin for the Money and the Flesh

Stoked Straight A's

JSin — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 21:44:51 GMT

I am so stoked... Finals over and I have straight a's for the first time in my life. Perhaps it is that I am very suited and passionate about culinary... or just that going back to school I have set goals of no lower than a's... But I have one quarter done and down... The pic is a seafood and lamb gumbo I threw together a couple weeks ago in class JSin

The voice of the republinazis

JSin — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 13:34:36 GMT

this friends is what Rush looked like in his younger days. Definitely worth a giggle or 2. http://www.vetocorleone.com/2009/03/best-rush-limbaugh-pic-ever.html JSin

Finally a decent shave

JSin — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 15:45:54 GMT

So after much hatred of the whole shaving thing. I gave up on the mass produced 1/4 of a million blades per head vibrating motorized new greatest thing in shaving. I bought an old style Merkur DE type razor. These are the type you used to see on your father or grandfathers sink. A single blade in a metal holder. The shaver itself ran me about 50 bucks, by the time you add in a couple packs of blade and a blade safe <for the safe disposal of the used ones> it came up to somewhere around 60. The first time I tried it I fully fucked myself up... blood everywhere. I found out the hard way to use one properly takes information and the right stuff.. So back to researching. It was well worth it. This morning after only about the 5th try not a speck of blood, no razor burn, not painful scraping of my rather thick beard. On balance not bad at all. Huge advantages. After the initial outlay rather than 20.00 for 5 cartridges it is 6.00 for 10 double sides blades in essence 20 sides. I don't feel like my face has been scraped with a kitchen knife. I have to slow down and think about what I am doing <almost a zen component.> Finally I am not tied to the latest gimmicky piece of shit they want to sell me. JSin

Viva Las Vegas

JSin — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 17:15:56 GMT

So after 27 hours straight in the car, with 5 cats and a dog, we rolled into Vegas Yesterday. The house is beautiful and fucking huge. We are still waiting on the POD but it was nice to get out of the car. Biggest problem thus far is almost everything is gas and the only utility that was not hooked up was of course the gas. So no long hot soaks for us. That sucked ass. The neighborhood is unbelievable <actually we are just south of Vegas in Henderson> it is clean and quiet. If for some reason I considered raising kids <no chance at that> it would be a neighborhood in which I would not have a problem with. JSin

I love firefox

JSin — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 01:32:36 GMT

So someone has come up with this great plugin for firefox. It creates havoc with the search companies that seem all too happy to sell our data off or more significantly use it for profiling. http://mrl.nyu.edu/~dhowe/TrackMeNot/ Basically what it does is generate a shit load of search queries on random topics from your machine in essence making you invisible in the garbage. If ya don't have fire fox yet make your life so more pleasant http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/ JSin

Real punk Kid Punk and Cyber pUNK

JSin — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 01:26:00 GMT

No pic yet... I will up one after. So I am an old school punk. I am garbed in Black Boots, Leather Pants, and Suspenders. Apparently in garments I wear and have worn on normal days scare the fuck out of folks. So what do ya do for Halloween when you are what folks dress up as? <note I scared a kid that dressed up as a Punk Rocker, he was so little, soooo cute and soo clueless in his 7ish yr old faux leather jacket and fake mohawk. Bet he never thought he would be asking trick or treat off a Bonofide punk . <I am gonna later have a heat sink Mohawk and wired out of the bod..I will be parading as a cyberpunk in all the wrong ways> JSin

Nice Job Cockbite

JSin — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:49:02 GMT

Ok so the corporate welfare bill passed the senate. So watch this one folks. it will pass the house. The lenders will get to write off their bad paper and will then sell off their shit at a profit sticking the United Stupid of Amerikkka with the bill. Times like this I am so glad I am a broke fuck with no holdings. JSin

paradigm

JSin — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:22:41 GMT

700 hundred points, 700 billion I don't honestly understand either of them I understand that 2 jobs washed for me cause my clients have lost too much in stocks I know I am a poor fuck, money has meant little to me cause I do not understand why folks chase green ink on 70% linen. <There is another 7> My condolences to the families of the European Financier that threw himself in front of a train. It sucks that daddy could not live without money. In many ways I understand. I am a poor mutherfucker, I often wonder if my wallet were fat, would meet the woman of her dreams. It is all about money, I hope this shit collapse so that dumb cunt who scoffed me comes to my campsite begging for a bit of the rabbit I snared. JSin

The Season is Open

JSin — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 01:53:31 GMT

Today I looked off the deck at the Vacant lot. Like Blackish Purple Jewels they shone in the occluded sunlight. Today is the day. For a week I have noticed tell tale signs. 5 dead birds as offerings. My cat with purple stains on her paws. It is blackberry season. If you have lived in the Pac NW or have visited this time of year you will understand. The berries bursting with juice that literally explode in your mouth, or the best ones on your fingers, with that tart sweet lovely flavor... Perfection. There is nothing like being able to pick only the finest fruit. To have 6 quarts of prize winning berries in 20 minutes that they would charge $6.00 a pint for. I picked about a quart today. Just the best. They will be honored and consumed in the most primal manner... Raw unwashed and only adorned in their natural flavor. In the weeks to come it will be Blackberry vinaigrette, Blackberry BBQ sauce, Blackberry cobbler, Blackberry pie Blackberry anything you care to think of including I think a Blackberry foccacia. I love this month in the Pac NW. JSin

How to get what you deserve

JSin — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:08:57 GMT

http://www.imvotingrepublican.com/ Some funny ass shit. JSin

They took my dick away

JSin — Fri, 16 May 2008 20:30:44 GMT

So in light of irresponsible decision concerning where I decided to stick my dick my room mate and counselor independently decided I am not allowed custody or visitation of said cock until I can identify a "Quality woman". My history does not bode well. I have a few I have dated and or fucked. Not many really. The good ones are still part of my day to day life even if they are not my partner as it were. It seems I have such difficulty in distinguishing them that I have to let others <who have my best interest at heart> make those decisions. I may never get laid again....lol JSin

Performing at Sake

JSin — Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:57:23 GMT

http://www.mnemonicgallery.com/sake2.php Should be fun and even got decent billing. Was great to do last year. This year thinkin about doing my sex disasters monolog. JSin

F*cking sick on Halloween

JSin — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 01:42:27 GMT

So Halloween is my all time favorite holiday, from giving candy to the little bastards dressed up to the parties and costumes and all.. So what happens this year? I am sick as all holy hell.. Upper respritory infection... So here's the kicker. I stopped smoking this last week and here comes the respritory issues. Nice Oh well when I am over it I know I will be better off not having to buy the shit from the death merchants. JSin

Peru

JSin — Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:20:06 GMT

So between Doctors and Meds I spend close to 500.00 a month to be medicated. I walked by a travel agency today and for 694.00 I can get a ticket to Lima Peru. I wonder at times if it would not just be better to walk away from all I have and make a clean start. JSin

Reclaiming- Industrial Project Piercing

JSin — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 05:07:22 GMT

In an effort to reclaim my life and take contol of my destiny I am once again Modding my Bod.. The piecing pictured on is an industrial.. It is considered a project piercing cause it was done as a 10 ga double dermal punch. It was bloody for almost 4 days very brutal... finally today it cleared enough to pic and post. I have wanted this for almost a decade and finally getting it gives me all sorts of warm fuzzies and even more important a feeling of self destiny and control in a world that I perceive as chaotic and uncertain. As for the pain... Fuck yeah it hurts... But if there is no pain there is no feeling of accomplishment. We are born to suffer, the difference lies in whether we call the terms of that suffering or lie back and allow it to be inflicted upon us by the world. JSin

Well I am now officially medicated

JSin — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:57:34 GMT

Made my appointment and they put me on a drug called Lamictal.. It is not supposed to seriously impact my creativity < a huge concern with me and meds> but is supposed to help the depressive and anxiety part of the issues I have... The ramp up is very slow so I really don't expect significant change till the second week or so... But at least I took steps to stop the crisis and get things tracking right. We will see. One huge benefit that may be a detriment later, is I took a nap shortly after taking my first dose and the dreams were like being trapped in a bizarre surrealist painting. Vivid dreams. Not used to that shit since I can't recall easily the last time I have even been aware of dreams or dreaming. JSin

Fucking creationists

JSin — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 20:05:45 GMT

Funny ass shit http://farm1.static.flickr.com/126/374001094_560cbdffd0_o.gif

Dark Syndicate

JSin — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 17:14:26 GMT

The Dark Syndicate She was born In sweet silken swaddle From a heart born of desire For a time it was all sweetness and light For a time Things change People change Life changes Darkness descends Creativity stifled through corporate machine Blood flows from her body monthly As her uterus sheds her healing Life giving lining It washes Gaia Smug in her monopoly Unrepentant in my dealings Honesty borne like Lancelot I defend My lady love While I bleed from a wound that cannot heal Violet skies wash My pigmented skin As I descend Through burning gates In welcoming warmth of pain She calls me Shades are pulled The sunlight cannot penetrate The Dark Syndicate JSin Y2k+7 Image from http://ieti.org/graphics/gaia.jpg

Not safe

JSin — Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:25:51 GMT

I have an appointment on the 24th. I just have to hang in there till then... The voices are back and other shit that I will not state here. It sucks to have a brain that does not function in anything like a normal capacity. This latest series of breaks are just too much I am gonna have to try meds again. It makes me feel like I have failed on soo many levels I am sure it contributes to the symptoms I am feeling. No worries I will survive till then and perhaps some light will shine in my life. Sometimes I think it is just too dark in here JSin Image: http://www.ohiou.edu/news/pix/SCREAM.JPG

I knew it had a damn name

JSin — Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:17:51 GMT

mirepoix; mirepois [mihr-PWAH] A mixture of diced carrots, onions, celery and herbs sautéed in butter. Sometimes ham or bacon is added to the mix. Mirepoix is used to season sauces, soups and stews, as well as for a bed on which to braise foods, usually meats or fish. Food network kicks ass JSin

Reason number 631 why I love the Pac NW

JSin — Fri, 03 Aug 2007 02:49:25 GMT

Blackberries, The store down the street has them for 2.99 a pint... I walk to the fence line and pick a quart in 5 minutes... They are sugared and juicing awaiting Ice cream.. The only real reason aside from revealed breasts to love the summer. JSin

Been a decent ride

JSin — Fri, 01 Jun 2007 04:24:24 GMT

A little over 18 years ago a little baby girl came into my life. In 5 days she graduates from High School and moves forward as an adult into this world. I am very proud of her. So I had my folks send me some of the photos they had of her as a little kidlet and came across this one. It nearly brought a tear to my eye since most of her life I have lived in other states and not been able to see her aside from a couple weeks a year. Tuesday I get to see her get her High School Diploma though.. It will be a good day JSin

Went to see Jello Speak

JSin — Sun, 20 May 2007 17:25:04 GMT

Went with my Dad last night to the U of W to see Jello Biafra speak. great time very informative concerning how the current social political machine is fucking with us.. If you have not heard him a lot of his lecture is on his album http://www.alternativetentacles.com/product.php?product=1305&sd=7KTFJYEf6v@PRDD0pi8 While he was basically preaching to the choir he has a number of great ideas including but not limited to having a none of above box on ballots... If None of the above wins then a new election should be held. Police in districts should be elected and be required to live in the districts they are elected to. Lots of great stuff... Given the op go see him

Headin to Portlandia

JSin — Sun, 13 May 2007 19:44:55 GMT

Well headin off for a few days in portlandia, thinkin maybe while I am there meet up with some folks I have talked to on Tribe for a while.. Or just weld and make stuff who knows.. If you are down there and wanna grab a cup of Joe or somethin.. Shoot me a line JSin

Oh God That's the Stuff

JSin — Thu, 03 May 2007 07:52:19 GMT

Oh god, That’s the Stuff She stopped breathing for a moment Her body rigid I grasp her hair for to check in And hear like a murmur. Oh God That’s the stuff How does one elicit such a response. A well warmed ass Of a virgin flogging Her fear palatable Her desire tactile A moment in her body While manipulating her mind Allowing her to let go To live and feel Oh God that’s the stuff Like dope the energy courses through her Checked out of civilization like an animal My hand once again lands on her ass Pushing her through one barrier after another Oh God That’s the stuff She usually giggles manically after I fuck her This time for a moment she curls up next to me Floating savoring the moment I tell her what she said Then the giggles ensue Deeper more manic She is still flush Her ass still warm and rosy Oh God, That’s the stuff. JSin y2k+7