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We all ask for them, even when we think we're not.
We all need them.
I had several recently.
In a matter of weeks my life was sent into an "obvious" direction of sorrow.
Strange days, indeed.
But where to go now?
Up.
Only place to go, or at least strive for.
I am very broken, but I still work.
Very saddened, but I still strive.
So alone, but remain present.
I went to the place to be shared, but went in solitude.
It was beautiful, still.
It was beautiful still, as well.
I am ready.
I have not become what I was.
I have not become what I thought I would be.
I have not become what they thought I would, either.
God only knows what will happen, for I am not able to comprehend it as of yet.
All whom I reference, I wish you well with all my heart, for we shall not cross paths again in this life.
To all others, you must pardon me while I jump without a net.
This, my dears, will be my greatest triumph.
Groove and Gratitude.
judeson
Sun, October 18, 2009 - 4:42 PM
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about me
I'm beginning a new chapter in my life.
It's been a really hard road to get here.
Over the next few months, I'll expand on this a bit, but for now just know that I welcome you to what I am about to begin.
It will involve my heart and soul.
It will involve leaving all bits of the past behind.
And to accept what is given with true love and gratitude.
...........oh, and a whole lot of funky stuff.
~Whole Note~
"Egg-ly" shaped,
centered on vibrations line,
is a note held whole.
Supported by time as symbol of Go,
flowing vibrations creating
scores of living Light.
Musically inclined by nature,
use whole note as an indicator,
timing gaps to accent Now...
...lingering long to center Self
by quickening linear arrangements
with flair, style, and grace!
Gratitude supports notes by turns
of agreement with natural law,
symbolizing inner support of outer presence.
"Note worthy", indeed.
The music business is a cruel and shallow money trench, a long plastic hallway where thieves and pimps run free, and good men die like dogs. There's also a negative side. - Hunter S. Thompson
judeson @ Nickel Rose Pub
(events » nightlife)
Sunday, May 24, 2009 - 9:00 PM
World Beat, Neo-Lounge, Neo-Soul, World Groove, Gypsy, Funk...........and Hula Hoops.
judeson @ Nickel Rose Pub
(events » nightlife)
Saturday, May 30, 2009 - 9:00 PM
Neo-Soul, R&B, UK R&B, Old School...........
judeson's Madcap Wacky Funk Stuff @ Nickel Rose Pub
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Sunday, June 7, 2009 - 9:30 PM
More Funk.
More Neo-Soul.
More Old School R&B.
Come on and join me.
Judeson's Madcap Wacky Funk Stuff @ Nickel Rose Pub
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 - 9:00 PM
3 RSVPs
BECAUSE YOU DEMANDED IT!
Well, really someone called in sick, therefore I shall be the one bringing the funk to thee. :)
It's funky.
It's free.
Come on out.
Wake Up Call(s)
(blog entry)
We all ask for them, even when we think we're not.
We all need them.
I had several recently.
In a matter of weeks my life was sent into an "obvious" direction of sorrow.
Strange days, indeed.
But where to go now?
Up.
Only pla...
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"lost in focus"
(blog entry)
I hurt someone, yesterday.
Not because I didnt care.
Not because I was malicious.
I was so "focused" on what I needed to become, I failed to recognize that which was simple to love and cherish.
The person has forgiven me, and had done ...
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"Children" bartering for the "Boom Boom Bap"
(blog entry)
I sometimes (ok,.....MANY times) feel a bit immature.
I feel as if I don't deserve the moniker of "adult" or "man".
Then I meet,... well,.... we'll call him "Matt".
Matt said he could offer me something more than money if I played " the j...
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Judeson's Madcap Wacky Funk Stuff @ Nickel Rose Pub
( events » nightlife ) BECAUSE YOU DEMANDED IT!
Well, really someone called in sick, therefore I shall be the one bringing the funk to thee. :)
It's funky.
It's free.
Come on out.
event starts Saturday, June 13, 2009 - 9:00 PM
WOW,...... that was a challenging week.
(blog entry)
Between the amount of negativity thrown my way on here (tribe), other artists here in town, people who "love and care for me" who are pretty much absentees, and me having a nasty little flu bug to top it all off.........'whew'.
The need for me ...
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