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Purpose of life




Is ignorance bliss, or is the unexamined life worth living? Is life worth living? / is life just a string of memories and what ifs? Do we choose our destiny; are we on a path of purpose-destined to evolve? Are we de-evolving?

Life dear hamlet that is the question.

Truth and understanding – both screwed, voted on by the majorities who have agreed upon a certain set of standards. Well the poor minority who think differently.

A bi polar mind
A schizophrenic

Someone with a mental handicap
Closer to the source-god-emotions-love?

Is god not love?
It says he is in the bible.

What is the meaning of life?

If we assume that God exist & we let ourselves be taken by the bible then we would have to believe that the bible is the words of the lord.

So, the bible says “God is love” plain and simple. God is love.
Well, that begs the question then, “what is love”?
For the sake of argument let’s assume the following:

1. Love is the natural energy that flows between people-before any thoughts creep in, assumptions come up, or words are exchanged.
-love is the potential.

2. Love is what emotions exist between any 2 people- all except envy/jealousy for –after an exchange of communication has been made.
-love is the potential and the result.

The bible says “God is the Alpha and the Omega”, the beginning and end; therefore, the potential and the result.

God is love

3. Love is the chemical reactions that happen in your body when around another or while thinking of that other.

-the bible says we are created in Cod’s {love’s} image.

Okay, well so what? What does that entail and mean?

If God is love, and we are created in his image, we are love and god/love created us then wouldn’t then the purpose of life be love.

if we let everything we say and do come from a place of complete love, truth and understanding then wouldn’t we then be living our life like Christ, like god/love and therefore always present and in the moment!
If our purpose is love then the antithesis of that would be {Satan} jealousy. Envy. The key then would be to let that go and to just love.


Now you can be angry, sad, and jovial- all are love. But envy that is different-that is the root of evil. Now don’t confuse that w/ hate. Hate is still a form of love. It’s still a natural state of energy that can exist between two people and also can be a result of emotions after an exchange.

So if in our lives at the end all we have are our memories based on the choices we make then it would make sense to always just live in the moment doing what we want w/always being

A. Logical
B. non violent
And
C. always from a place of pure true love.



The purpose of life if god exist is then love!
But what if there is no God? No love? Well… then the question would be is “life then worth living”? Is life only purpose pleasure in the moment? And really our choices all we have?


Well w/ out love I would just have to ask, could you even have a fulfilling life, could you ever truly be happy. For pleasure is only temporary but true happiness lives on forever.

Soldier Of Jah Army - True Love Lyrics


Just like the land that beae the name africa,
Love is on my mind.
It's for everyone no matter where you're from,
Love, it cross all lines.
Like the feeling of all the seasons changing,
Love is memory
And in these last days, when iniquity blazing,
Truth love speaks.

Chorus: i need true love
Do you know what you mean to me
(true love) zam
Does it show as i live and i breath
(true love)
In the valley of the shadow, i know you'll be.
(true love)
I defense, i conquer death
And i conquer the enemy (envy).

What is love really if it only affects, one aspect of life?
That's like a musician who only accepts, his own musical type.
That's like a preacher who only respects sunday morning, and not saturday
Night
That's how a soldier can come to reflect,
That love is more than a man and a wife.

Chorus

In a time of plenty, jah gonna keep i strong.
Things get how and i keep cool, yeah,
Jah gonna keep me strong.
When i n' i cup is empty,
Jah gonna keep i strong.
When i n' i cup is full, yeah,
Jah keep i from their temptation.

3.
what happens when time takes too long
memories too short
moments are none

holding out for more, but being shut out
a fall into an endless abyss of unpractical wishes
an awaited kiss

moment flee
moment be
in just a moment you are but my memory

perception then faded in a rose shade of hope
a memory then made
of moments never truelly known

a deception, a dream
in life what do we have to grasp
when time isn'te even predictable, and a minute doesn't last

2.
does love whisper in your ears
does it catch you breathless
or hold you near

what's love but a flutter in your heart
a lustful wish
or a healthy start

what truelly then thy difference
to give in love
in lust recieve

strangeful other, shame my inensity?
scare you aback w/ thoughts of this can't be
how crazy

then to love truelly must you mentally be free
fallen from rationale and hunger, your lust
just be

what happens to the lover who takes in all the glee
when the love dies, as lust surely does naturally
thine goes on easily

but the giver who is left
but a dream, whole hearted memory
of stolen kisses and insanity

addiction, obsession, lies; perhaps love's like these
another ill fate we here create
to escape these earthly bounds that be

then heartedly do i drink of thee
for w/ thyne absynth
my heart and soul are truelly free

Love
In olden days of lovers...
you would just grab my hand
and entwined we'd lie together
forgetting all of our plans

I'd get so lost inside you
that then would turn a new
and before we'd even know it
night would begin again too.

but love nor lust
lust i think it'd do
for love i'd have to let you leave
and have a day of my own too

many a lustful lovers has once bid adue
but few lovers have a I knew
obsession and additction
i've been none the more but a slave to

rescue me dead stranger
beautiful one i hold too tight to
when I force myself upon you
tell me no, and shun away too

and you, yes, expect i'll run
while thinking you don't want nor are true
to anothers lustfulls arms
thinking he'd love me a new

While I give and take
i'll see nothing of faith
and only feel more heartbreak
in knowing you lover, i forsake

forvive, forget, relive... all no's -- for it's too late.
make new choices .... learn....mistakes.....
better change to love
before the end of fate

I thought I was in Heaven
and that there I was to walk w/ you
Sky was falling down around us
and ocean waves were crashing into the moon
I thought I saw you
as I glanced up my eyes
fixed in your trance
feet dancing soul spinning
I thought it was our chance.
I felt so high absorbed
in purple lights
making my core tingle
wasn't it you that night

I close my eyes demons
flush in Red, black, where
do they end and i begin
I struggle thinking of
you I picture your face
and theirs stare back
solid dark eyes
Crash down collide
alone w/ you stuck deep inside
haunting my mind
your imprint on my
eyelids
the demon I am left w/

the winds pick up
Where am i thrown
to now

Sumerged beneath
the sea- ice cold
and only me I feel
I believe

Love Love surrond me

Haze blinding me
Shade hiding me
You still finding me
a Kill
Yet heaven still
Demon in my soul

I'm stuck between two worlds
one thats still
one that swirls
floating inbetween my
heart finds the balance

~keep disconnected from soul
-the demon lies there
~keep out of mind
-you haunt there

Heaven once I had to find
Only to see Hell inside