joined on 02/18/04
last updated 09/08/05
March 1, 2004
Ms. Becca is a sweety and the Queen of Eeep. She's kind, caring, and surprising. :)
Watch out for the "little girl" act. lol
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about me
Little brown-eyed Asian angel, intoxicated off the thought of the one who brought me into light, and intent on living in and for the moment
I’ve been thinking about something one of my guy friends, M, was saying to me the other day... about how if you’re going to do something that someone else isn’t going to like or approve of, it’s better to just not say anything at all to that person about the action(s) in question. Actually, I think he was talking specifically about cheating, but I suppose the same rule would apply to other similar situations. You know, like when you’ve done a load of coke/E/Jack/your DoC because your girlfrie...
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Mon, October 3, 2005 - 4:17 AM
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What a fuckin' awesome week. It's been so busy! Cami, Jenn, and I headed down to catch NIN at Arco on Wednesday. Fuck yeah! Best goddamn concert I have ever been to. Trent Reznor is a god, though I'm not so sure about the new hair. Regardless, I never thought I would be so close to the stage, but we worked our way through the pit and ended up right up against the gate (smooshed as all hell).
Tonight, I'm headed down to see Green Day and Flogging Molly! I mean, I've been trying to get to s...
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Fri, September 30, 2005 - 10:57 AM
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“So I turned the radio on I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song
The lover's in love and the other's run away
The lover is crying cause the other won't stay
And some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying
Since the day they were born well
Well this is not that
I think that I'm throwing but I'm thrown”
Lisa Loeb and Nine Stories – “Stay (I Missed You)”
I guess this pretty much sums up life as of late. I wish I could change; I wish I could give up. My...
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Sun, September 25, 2005 - 11:20 PM
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“Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. For when you look long enough into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you.” –Nietzsche
I have become colder and unacceptably more callous. Where along the way did I lose myself? In three plus years, all the fighting has turned me into something I am still unaccustomed to. Insecurity was never anything new to me, but now I can see myself hardening. I can feel my soul dimming as I turn this uncertai...
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Tue, September 13, 2005 - 5:27 PM
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As I have now officially dropped off of the face of the Earth, I am quite certain that I can write this blog without fearing anyone will read it. I think I may have made a mistake; the mail left this morning and I did not take the letter back before the postman left. I tried so hard to let everything go. I tried so hard just to let everything fall away and leave it all behind. I can’t. I can’t let go. I am dwelling in the past, not moving forward and not seeing what there is in front of me. I...
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Thu, September 8, 2005 - 8:35 PM
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I’ve been thinking about something one of my guy friends, M, was saying to me the other day... about how if you’re going to do something that someone else isn’t going to like or approve of, it’s better to just not say anything at all to that perso...
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050930
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What a fuckin' awesome week. It's been so busy! Cami, Jenn, and I headed down to catch NIN at Arco on Wednesday. Fuck yeah! Best goddamn concert I have ever been to. Trent Reznor is a god, though I'm not so sure about the new hair. Regardless, I n...
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050925
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“So I turned the radio on I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song
The lover's in love and the other's run away
The lover is crying cause the other won't stay
And some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying
Since...
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050913
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“Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. For when you look long enough into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you.” –Nietzsche
I have become colder and unacceptably more callous. Where along...
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050908
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As I have now officially dropped off of the face of the Earth, I am quite certain that I can write this blog without fearing anyone will read it. I think I may have made a mistake; the mail left this morning and I did not take the letter back befo...
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707,
916,
Alcohol is my shepard I shall not want..,
Boas,
Bondage a Go Go,
Books-On-Tape,
Crushaholics,
Erotic Stories & Poetry,
Fashion Photography,
Flirting Shamelessly,
flogging molly,
fuckbuddies2,
Geminis,
Hopeless Romantics,
Industrial Music,
longhairguys,
Metal music,
NorthBay,
NorthernCalifornians,
Paddy Punk,
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