Useless Babble From My Bored Mind...

I got the job!

justme — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:01:03 GMT

I am SO excited! I get to plan group vacations for the small town I live in! I really enjoyed my interview. The only one, really, I have ever felt TOTALLY comfortable in!

Wish me luck!!!

justme — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 19:34:07 GMT

I have a really important interview on Tuesday, and I'm not going to give any details, but PLEASE think positive thoughts for me?!!!

Devoid of a Title

justme — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:40:26 GMT

When the moon is just a sliver in your eyes, and the sea is just a drop of moisture, that's when it happens. The ground falls away and you're falling, falling into nullity. -Bewitching, tormenting nullity. Who will catch you? Not your mother, for she has a baby to take care of. Not your father, for he has business. Will your lover catch you? No, for you will not let them. No. No one will catch you, you will continue to fall into nothing until finally, finally you will explode into a million pieces and become the nothing. -Sweet nothing. Where once, there were sprightly giggles, and mischievous longings, now lies a vacuum of nothing. Where once was nurturing, honor, protectiveness, and burning love, now lies a vacuum of nothing. Who will rescue you from this vacant state? Not your children, for they are outside playing. Not your pet, for the fluffy dog is by the window, sunning himself. Will your lover rescue you? No, for you will not let them. No. No one will rescue you, you will continue to ride this zephyr of void abandonment until finally, finally you will blow away into wispy emptiness. -Grand, sorrowful emptiness. Where once was pain and passionate temperament, now lies a blanket of barren space. Where once was a stubborn disposition and a personality inclined to fight for what you believed in, now lies a blanket of barren space. Who will hear your silent screams? Not your teacher, for he is giving a speech. Not your neighbors, for they are entertaining guests. Will your lover hear you? No, for you will not let them. No. No one will hear you, you will continue to float in this fog of uselessness. -Clever, penetrating uselessness, until finally, finally, you fade.

)-: My car won't start, and now I'm stuck at home. :-(

justme — Sun, 23 Dec 2007 19:08:42 GMT

and instead of doing something "productive", like cleaning, I'm wasting time on my computer.... I'm supposed to pick up my boyfriend from the airport tonight, how's that going to happen? Blahg. Oh, and I've become a brunette...

One more year...

justme — Fri, 24 Aug 2007 14:09:00 GMT

Tomorrow's my 29th birthday. I have 1 more year to be in my 20s. Wow, what a life I've had so far! It seems like just yeasterday I was living at home with my parents, in school. Having kids reminds you of your youth more, I imagine. This year, I plan to have many exciting adventures! Look out, #29!!!!!

Don't let this happen to you...

justme — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 13:32:16 GMT

Last night, I was reading something that I wrote a few months ago, and it made me realize that I've been so stressed out lately that I've lost a very important part of me. My sense of humor! I used to be such a smart, witty, beautiful person.... It's time to re-eintroduce myself to her. Get ready folks, because Kaylie Kaboom is back! (Well, in between the 2 jobs, kids, boyfriend, and family.) ;-)

I'm headed to Seattle again!

justme — Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:44:38 GMT

But not until next weekend. I'm going to spend the 4th there. I'm so excited. I'll fill you all in when I get back....

GRRRRR!

justme — Wed, 09 May 2007 01:25:14 GMT

I'm so jealous! My boyfriend just signed up at a gym with Dave Matthews! I told him that I hope he told Dave that I love him and want to have his babies....? Damn, Seattle-ites! The best part? He got me an autograph! *swoon*

I can't believe this!

justme — Sun, 06 May 2007 23:46:49 GMT

There's a blizzard outside! I'm drinking wine..... lots of it.

"Bearing" it all....

justme — Tue, 27 Mar 2007 15:14:44 GMT

1. Kaylie Kaboom- my dad used to call me that when I was a teenager. He thought I had a bad temper. I didn’t see it. I resented it then, but now I think it’s endearing. 2. I’m going to Seattle in two weeks and can’t wait! I’m going to have so much fun, and I really like that area…. 3. I think I want to go back to school. For what? I’m not quite sure yet. 4. Holy Crap! My house is messy! I’ve been putting it off for months, and it shows! Maybe I should re-arrange the furniture or something? 5. I like hanging upside-down sometimes. 6. I don’t have very many friends, I need to aquire more. I guess I’m the type of person that has many aquaintances, but don’t really “give myself” fully to people until I can trust them. 7. I LOVE to cook and entertain. Don’t have time for it now, though…. Damn it! 8. I love candles, I love to place them all over the room, and write in my journal to candlelight. 9. I’ve recently taken up butterflies, I think they represent my life right now. 10. It takes me a little while to wake up in the morning.

Getting Real Again

justme — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 18:59:27 GMT

I'm just going to continue these little things about me.... 1. I tend to blurt things out when I'm nervous. Sometimes, I can really say some stupid things! 2. I never use spell-check, but what's worse; I don't care! 3. Lately, my mind won’t shut up and give me some peace. 4. I’m addicted to coffee, but quitting sugar. It’s my first step. 5. My fantasy of the day: An intimate gathering of many friends, wine, dinner, and laughing, lots of laughing, maybe a game? 6. I don’t have any pictures of me from the age of 18-22. I thought I was ugly. 7. I know I mentioned my fear of aliens, well recently I had a conversation about them and now I can’t sleep at night. I’m pathetic! 8. I need something to motivate me in my life right now. Anything! 9. I want to take a gun safety course, I have never shot a gun, and I’m ready. 10. I am a procrastinator.

Time to Get Real

justme — Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:35:43 GMT

Ten things about me I would hate for other people to know: 1. I don't like scary movies. Movies move me, and scary movies, well, they scare me. Not fun. 2. I am blind in one eye. Yep. 3. I avoid confrontation, sometimes at high costs. 4. I have a great fear of aliens, yes, aliens. 5. No matter how hard I try, my house is always, always messy. 6. I am a complete and utter klutz, always have been. 7. For some reason, I tend to go for the bad guys, and yes, tend to end up hurt in the end. 8. The "c" word repulses me. 9. Although I let on that I indeed "know it all", I really don't and am at times somewhat confused, regardless of my cool and collected demeanor. 10. I want to be married someday, to a man, not a perfect one, mind you, but a real, grown up, child-loving, God-loving, mistake-admitting, sexy, hard-working, funny, jumps into life feet-first MAN!

I love this song.

justme — Sun, 12 Nov 2006 02:03:41 GMT

"A Man" I am a man as a man I've been told Bacon is brought to the house in this mold Born of your bellies I yearn for the cord Years I have groveled repentance ignored And I have been blamed And I have repented I'm working my way toward our union mended I am man who has grown from a son Been crucified by enraged women I am son who was raised by such men I'm often reminded of the fools I'm among And I have been shamed And I have relented I'm working my way toward our union mended And I have been shamed And I have repented I'm working my way toward our union mended we don't fare well with endless reprimands we don't do well with a life served as a sentence this won't work well if you're hell bent on your offence I am a man who understands your reticence I am a man who still does what he can to dispel our archaic reputation I am a man who has heard all he can cuz I don't fare well with endless punishment Cuz I have been blamed and I have repented I'm working my way toward our union mended And we have been blamed and we have repented I'm working my way toward our union mended

Gawd, I feel Dumb!

justme — Wed, 02 Aug 2006 15:43:45 GMT

Is it just me, or do you ever post an entry and reread it later thinking, "I sounded really stupid just then"? Why isn't there an edit button? Why can't I take back my stupid comments? Just askin....

So Busy!

justme — Wed, 12 Jul 2006 19:07:05 GMT

We're getting ready to move, just to a new house, so I'll be taking a small break from tribe. If you leave me a message, I'll get it though... Talk to you all again soon!

Nicole tagged me!

justme — Tue, 13 Jun 2006 17:12:19 GMT

I'm such a procrastinator, but I figured I better tag others before all of my friends get tagged by someone else! RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names and then send them a message so they become tagged. So, here's me: 1. I’ve chewed my nails since I was 5. I can stop for a few months, but always start up again. 2. I HATE putting away laundry! There’s always a mountain of clothes in my house. 3. I love coffee, everyone already knows that, eh? 4. My house is messy, but I know where every, single thing is.. 5. I have 3 girls, but always wanted boys when I was growing up. That’s what I get for having a preference! 6. I’m blind in my left eye, but you can’t tell. 7. I used to be extremely shy, but forced myself out of it. 8. I secretly want to sing in a bar or lounge some day wearing a long, slinky red dress. I tagged: Dexy the Sexy, rat, qb quinto, Sicca Mae, the beautiful Miss Leslie, and my brand-spankin new friend, Mama Sun.

Thanks to Everyone...

justme — Tue, 06 Jun 2006 14:50:50 GMT

for all your warm thoughts and wishes. I'm getting my figure back, and most importantly, my brain! I'm staying home all summer, and I think this might get old. Maybe I'll join a mom group or something? Everyone needs adult interaction. What I need to do, is find some way to make some money from home! Anyone need a talented, organized, crazed new mom who has many different skills?

She's Finally Here!!!

justme — Sat, 13 May 2006 01:15:24 GMT

Lillian Reed 7lbs, 15 oz 19 1/2 inches long 1:22am May 11, 2006

Ok, details...

justme — Thu, 27 Apr 2006 20:16:56 GMT

I am dilated to 2 centimeters, 60-70% effaced, and the baby's at a -1 station. So, for all of you who know what that means, I'm progressing! And, for the others, it'll be soon!

That's right folks!

justme — Mon, 24 Apr 2006 19:04:31 GMT

I'm miserable. Everything hurts, and on top of that, I'm going to have the most pain a woman can have very soon. I'm not sleeping, I don't believe it's possible for me to gain anymore weight, and I remember once how wonderful walking was. Okay, i'm done whining now. Whaaaaaa! Just a little more.....

Day Off!

justme — Wed, 12 Apr 2006 20:12:53 GMT

And what am I doing? Tribing! 4 weeks to go everyone! Can you believe it's been that fast?! I can't. I'm so excited to see this little girl growing inside of me.... -sigh-

I am Nemisis!

justme — Wed, 29 Mar 2006 20:48:22 GMT

http://quizilla.com/users/truly-dippy/quizzes/

Modern, Cool Nerd

justme — Wed, 22 Mar 2006 22:40:45 GMT

73 % Nerd, 52% Geek, 47% Dork For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd. Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)! Congratulations! http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=9935030990046738815

Lazy Sunday

justme — Sun, 19 Mar 2006 21:59:23 GMT

Well, that's right folks. 8 more weeks to go. I can't believe I'm having a baby in two months! Am I ready? No! Am I doing something to get ready? No, I'm eating gummy bears and IMing right now as we speak, or as you read this...

Lazy, Snowy Day

justme — Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:47:17 GMT

It's a blizzard outside. I just want to be in my bed right now, watching the snow fall from open curtains...