joined on 07/21/05
last updated 10/02/09
about me
I love to dance.
With my body, with my voice, with my energy and within my days. To bring love to life, surfing reality with passion and grace.
I Love Myself
March 14, 2007
We met in the aisle of Rainbow Foods, in SF, and spent the next hours doing energy work. We were instant brothers, as barriers melted and frequencies raised.
A week later (2?), we were driving to BM (my first) together, and he remained open to guidance to a degree of vulnerability that was nothing short of remarkable.
Some time later, he invites me to the Dreamlodge (yup, the famous Dreeamlodge), via the arrival of a friend of his (you go, Will!) who called me one night and asked if I wanted to come up to Shasta with him....the next day.
Co-creating a freidnship with Kaiya necesarily means your life will take on a whole new dimension of growth, of truth, of love, of spirit and courage, of rage and breakthroughs, of stepping into the deepest most impassioned expression of yourself....the friendship you sometimes want to leave..and never will...
And then...he calls on you...soft and fragile....concerned and struggling with his own depths and you see his eyes and it calls forth your best; your most courageous and most compassionate......and you know you'll plunge your own bliss and shadow to find the words he needs........
You can see within him and everything he does both the hope and the hurt of the globe beneath us.
Kaiya is my instant brother who pushes me; warrior to warrior; shoulder to shoulder and side by side; the only escape from him calling forth your own ecstatic, divine glory is to walk away......and there would be no greater loss
We all call for a soul in our lives who only accepts our rawest truth and always and only speaks to that..demandingly...fiercely.....joyously.....that friend whom we sometimes fear for the boundaries we know they will call us to push past.......because we accept this invitation to shine like we can only shine when one who knows us...knows us....demands nothing less with the grandest of smiles.
He heals like the child who speaks truth..cut-to-the bone truth and drives us to act through our highest integrity...laughing and skipping and roaring all the way......home
The highest blessings, dear brother Kaiya.
Your brother, Prince Shiva the Easter Dolphin
January 31, 2007
This man is an enigma, and I say that with no hesitance or over-exaggeration. From the moment we met, it was clear that he has given much of his life to matters of the heart, matters of spirit, and subtleties most don't have the patience or integrity to navigate. In his journey from Daniel to Kaiya, he has undertaken challenges that would squish most men, and brought the richness of his triumphs seemlessly into the lives of those he touches, including myself. I cannot count the number of times I've been blessed by his simple and humble offerings. He travels the world with a gentle presence, yet has the ability to transform lives, and the insight to change whatever corner of the world he inhabits. He truly loves all beings. He truly loves the earth. He is separate from neither, and this is his powerful gift of love.
January 27, 2007
Simple words can not express the amount of love and jot that are exuding from this divine reflection. Kaiya and I met @ DreamLodge when I came to be in residence. We have had some very powerful conversations. I honor the way he challenges me in the most loving way. I love the light that shines from him like beams from the sun when he is in his joy. He is my brother. And I love him. I love the way he dances around when he is happy. I love his creative mind. I love the boy band. I love the way his laughter spreads from his heart to touch your own. I can not help but smile when I think about him. It is an honor to know and to love him. I am grateful.
Kaiya, thank you for the works you do in the world. it wouldn't be the same with out you.
All my love
April 1, 2006
If you're familiar with Jung's story of the rainmaker--how a single person existing in the Tao may bring rain to an entire region in drought--then you have some metaphor for Kaiya's catalysing loving power. Wow enough--but he's fantastic for true adventure and potent conversation to boot!
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As of Full Moon in Cancer 2009, I offer insight into your energetic health over the internet - in writing - within a half Moon of receiving an inquiry.
I spend time meditating on your message, during which I sense you remotely in a way that is deeply meaningful to me. By asking for help, you give me permission to witness into your aura, and return an interpretation of your state of balance. This permission ends when I send the reply.
I also offer a perscription, a personalized meditation that will help you 'heal' - manage the dissonant energies that often root dis-ease. With your attention and intention, it will prepare you to grow into a deepening relationshiop to your greater self.
It is up to you to follow it. People have 'held onto' the guidance of this form for quite a while, with consistently positive results, some of which I share here.
I help people who are committed to helping themselves, and choose to take full responsibility for your own spiritual growth. I am compassionate, severe and suprising. If you follow this path, it may well change your life deeply.
20$ by paypal for this service to danielfuson@yahoo.com
Tue, October 20, 2009 - 6:45 PM
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Con - against
Fusion - merging
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I have lived with 'confusions' in my awareness, for which I have somewhat effectively medicated myself with understanding.
It has been incomplete.
I hear so much. It rains in like a tickertape of thoughts, mostly monotone... from a whole layer of awareness that seems to be... you. the people around me. Yet very aware versions of ya'll, seeing and thinking and recognizing things I cannot. Hearing my thoughts.
Here is my ...
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If you meditate on it, you'll realize that this distribution, this 'tuning' of the chakras leaves a red root, and a 'yellow' heart.
I have found after about two years of working with this approach, that it is possible to change the natural color of the chakras, within a range of influence. the results are... interesting.
With the red root, and the yellow heart, I find that the love is fiercer and raw. The love that tears things down because it is time to change them. the love that will ...
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years ago I moved into my grandparents house when they left. It wasn't exactly an inheritance, but it was indeed a gift. A refuge, a side door out of the corporate world, and expectations. I sat and meditated for nine months.
Over the past decade, I have had a recurring dream, that I inherit that house, and go through this... rather obvious door, that I somehow never managed to enter. an incredible space opens, huge, expansive, dilapitated.
it needs work, but it offers space to create ...
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As we say goodbye to michael jackson, I think its opportune to look into how our pranic awakening gets confused with sexuality, and how they can both influence and bless each other.
Even the roots of the Indian chakra system seem to have handed us this idea that the pelvis chakra is the 'sexual' chakra. bullshit. it is INTIMACY, a very powerful expression of which is sexual.
raise the energy, and it becomes quite clear that this is pura vida, prana, intense life itself (one expresssio...
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thank you for your great posts!
Its REALLY important to change this confusion of 'sexual energy'.
Indeed, as we say goodbye to michael jackson, I think its doubly important. Even the roots of the Indian chakra system seem to have handed us this idea that the pelvis chakra is the 'sexual' chakra. bullshit. it is INTIMACY, a very powerful expression of which is sexual.
but as mani says, raise the energy, and it becomes quite clear that this is pura vida, prana, intense life itself (one...
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two new flows, 'opening' and 'eye of the storm'
I pray with both of them, meaning I'll chant the chorus, and flow out the words inbetween. thus each time I pray is different, but has the common anchor.
I'm usually suprised people don't 'get' how deep and difficult it is to do this. But its so much fun, and so true and liberating, I keep going anyway : )
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Love to hear from ya'll on them.
Much Love
I recently resolved an old drive to flow with music by choosing to record some every moon cycle and post in rhythm with the Moon.
Its not a song really, its a Lfow. I use the Chorus to center and focus the prayer, and let spirit sing through my heart.
Sun, May 24, 2009 - 4:13 PM
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I feel the need to be clearer.
I don't want to embody what I'm criticizing here, and at the same time Its important for me to assert this.
I find the 'break the ego down for you' approach to be very abusive. It is designed specifically to 'wash' people clear, so they can take in the energy of a guru. this presumes that they are filthy as they are, and only the teacher can clean them, and that this person is the best one to fill them back up because they are more divine.
this thread b...
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I find that at a certain point in my 'evolution' I passed my teachers... and found children speaking the truths I needed to hear, or the checkout clerk... or a sign post had the words that spoke into my thoughts, and I found my eyes focusing on them without real-eyesing why.
Now is the age of the spirit that imbues us all. everyone must be able to discern whether or not a truth resonates with you, or not.
the fear of change often manifests physically as pain. the conscious mind believ...
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oh my goodness pieces after pieces.
I want to assert the twelve chakra set within this seven model. I first found it in 'The ancient secret of the flower of life'. He just puts it out there... and then moves on to other ideas. he says the two sets do not work together. I believe they can... with a minor shift.
how do they fit together? well the same way music does.
in music you are only using seven of twelve notes at a time (in most cases, jazz plays around a bit more).
Do, Re, Mi...
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Say we have a challenge in the 'second' chakra...
Well its balance is the nose tip (which can be simplified down to 'guidance'), and we can add the lungs ('creative love' in my experience), or the heart, to create major and minor chords respectively.
So if we are feeilng blocked in experessing love.. we can tune to the major chord of the pelvis, where the nosetipe balances our intimacy.. we surrender to guidance on HOW to feel balanced intimately, and then we create a way of loving that...
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We are not in our bodies yet.
We have been travelling to them for aeons. Little waves of us have reached, and connected, and continue to gather a deeper sacred love... here.
I speak from deep within my pineal gland, from where I see... myself coming. I called myself here aeons ago, by seeing what I have chosen to become.
A mating of ways, gaiaded by vision, what we have called Inner.
In to it aeon... we enter ourselves, and allow our understanding of self to be alive within our bo...
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What happens when the flower of life gets depth?
I believe these are our energy centers, which by nature, do not want to be confined in a line up our spine. they rest there for what we need of them, but , by nature, they are dancing.
And making music
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Sat, December 27, 2008 - 7:08 AM
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Last Night I had a clear meditation in which Angels asked me to make a disclaimer on this tribe.
Now I presume that for some of you that makes total sense, and for others that sounds fishy or even just plain ridiculous. And that is why I'm writting this.
For the past year I have been taught new layers to using old energy centers. I spent almost eight years reading, practicing, studying and exploring with books, excellent yoga and energy healing teachers, and divine guidance. And then a ...
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Yesterday we shared a sweat lodge. I carried the stones, and walked barefoot in the snow.
Now this is ultimately not that big a deal I suppose. You stand there and feel the 'cold' and keep saying 'this is just energy this is just energy' and if the commitment is pure... it seems... (for reasons that are loving and prayerful, humble with the earth) then it works, and eventually this trancelike space is reached where it isn't that difficult, and there isn't much resistance.
It isn't cold...
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This may sound complicated... but once you get the hang of it it isn't actually all that bad... and it is very worth learning.
I've been working with twelve chakras. I realize this may seem overwhelming... afterall, just accepting that the chakras everyone talks about are real... is a leap at first. Adding more can seem a bit chaotic. Thing is, they really are available to work with, and doing things like... carefully turning down a specific chakra... is a lot easier if you use the whole ...
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For a while I have been receiving Ultra cool Visions about how to .... wait let me slow down.
for a while I have been receiving ultra cool visions about dynamic worshipful communities, that draw upon the sacred and mystical arts of many cultures. Its so vivid I can breathe it.
This is partly because I'm not seeing the world around me as much... so the visions I have inside are just... energetically louder to me. Turn up the valume, the volume begins to notice me, and talk with me more.
...
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Re: A Story to Believe In Today, 11:11 PM
So Nick... I have been asking the questions about the 'reality' of chakras... and that is what has taken me in this direction.
My insight so far... is both extensive and simple... I'm writting my own long version, but the quick one is... they are as imaginary, and as real, as our bodies, and thoughts. Meaning our thoughts have energetic presence, as do our bodies. The differences are in form, but not in fundementals. Its all vibrating enrgchi. th...
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I visualize that throughout existence... we little creator beings grow and learn and explore. And as we play and practice creating... we get stuck in little patterns where we end up trying to create a little past our means, and fall into frustration and blame... competing with other creator beings... and sometimes we get so lost in these clashes that we forget ourselves and get very very lost in meanness and resentment.
I visualize that Gaia, an ancient being of many ways, invited us all ...
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and you know it deep within
TRUST LOVE
Sat, September 27, 2008 - 7:52 AM
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Signs of intense change are upon us. the mystery and magic at work defy all that I have witnessed, and can comp[rehend. The call of change is a call of death and rebirth.
This is a time unlike any humans have known.
These are the days when life as we know it ends.
We are entering a new way, and the birth has begun.
In the times ahead, when uncertainty dances with confusion, love may be born anew, and we shall face much disaster.
The breathe of Gaia shall draw more deeply, and the w...
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Today I practiced blindfolded.
Twas amazing to receive the extra perspective on my body, to recognize how often I actually do use my eyes to maintain alignment and balance.... to have to trust my feelings first.
There were several thresholds to go through. Times when my mind actually threw a fit insisting it needed to see.
But I got over it, and got into my body in some very good ways.
Sat, August 2, 2008 - 12:54 PM
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I've been going deeper lately in my practice, and have explored ideas that I want to teach... only they are too dangerous to present in a typical class.
So I'm going to explore them teaching... here. If anyone is up to it, try this out. Ask questions in private or as comments. Explore.
Breathe. Breathe Breathe.
How are you breathing naturally? What are your lungs doing, and how can you open to a sweeter breathe?
In each moment, stay with what opens this brethe. If you can't breath...
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Coming off of three months retreat... and deep helaing... I am offering phone sessions to introduce you to your chakras in a whole new way.
The sessions focus on just three chakras. One question, or intention, and a clear response that leaves you with a simple meditation to balance yourself in new awareness. Out of your question, we'll show you how to identify a pattern in your energy body that helps to make sense of tangled experience, and teaches you about the harmonics of lightning in y...
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I'm unclear of the perfect place to be sharing ll this. I have moved through so much on tribe, and as I do, info is coming through that seems to want more... space.
I can't be grateful enough to what is happening here though, and I keep coming back because.... it works.
There is something to the honesty of putting down, pretty much exactly, what my experience is. I am astounded at the layers that peal away, and the difference it makes to softly and clearly state the way the world works ...
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In the era betwee the greek philosophers, ad the end of their age of mythos... there was a huge exploration into geometry.
In a secret school, they explored the relationships between consciousness, material reality, and geometric form.
There is a shape, called the dodecahedron, that consists of twelve pentagons fit together. It is now understood to be the gemotric form of prana.
Back then, if a student of the school even mentioned the dodecahedron outsdie the circle of learning, they...
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Katia and I are sleeping outside, because hte air is more real. There is a street lamp out here. It is very bright.
I was seriously considering shooting it out. There are enough young kids around here that it may well go unnoticed.
I got as far as locating a gun...
And then, yesterday, lightning hit the lightpole,
and destroyed it.
Tue, July 15, 2008 - 12:20 PM
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Two days ago we were driving through rural, northern, Florida. We stopped at a gas station for a rest, and low and behold, there was a little stand selling homeade products, nuts, cidars, and a little old women in rocking chairs. It was lovely.
As we tasted various things to sell, we chatted, and it was nice to take the opportunity to be a little more real, share actual feelings, be happy.
Then she asked us to take a ook at her new money. She had a million dollar bill.
Ha, that is fu...
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We are back in the US.
Artificial Air
It is strange.
Fri, July 11, 2008 - 7:44 AM
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I have somewhat dissapeared from the Internet... it has been good.
We have been, we being Katia and I ... have been in a little valley nex to the town of San Isidro, in Costa Rico. Staying at two small farms, run by magical beings... who have restored the withc in both of us, and helped us heal. It has been deep.
I ahve been gazing straight into the eyes of what it means to be this being that I am. <part spirt of love, part animal, part memory, part dream. It has been remarkable.
I h...
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At some point I started staring into the Sun. It began at dawn, and the sun was so big, and the world glowed.
it was strange to feel those feelings wash through my fingers like water i couldn´t hold, and to find emptiness.
Annoying memories of philosopheres who spend endless mind enraptured by words and meaning and trying to make that space be okay.
It didn´t feel okay. I was afraid I would beecome the rage.
I have spent years feeling it since. What is worst, i feel it most often ...
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The Countdown has begun
And it can't be measured
In Numbers
Does that bring fear to the fore?
Where is Hell? With adolf hitler?
Do you forget our kind of war?
Land of Freedom?
Land of Bravery?
I'm unclear
What these
Words mean
And my body
Is awakened
And I leave
Behind the
Dream
Land of Freedom?
Land of Possibiilty?
For those who left Europe
For those who came
By choices they
Made to come
To build something
They believed in
That could not
Be taken
A...
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I can read with my right eye. the book has to be exactly one pointer finger away. cool, I just figured that distance out.
My left eye sees the same words, at the same distance, as waves. some letter are bigger, and some smaller, some split, just like they are drawn on a wavy surface.
The doctor told me my eyes are almost the same.
I felt my attention drawn to a little... berry on a tree outside. When I gaze at it through my right eye, it is red. Through my left it is violet.
Wed, February 27, 2008 - 9:49 AM
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Dolphins are gaiading in imagiNation.
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The Lunar Eclipse ripped me wide open.
when she brings you face to face with your fears
please, know them as your own, without pretense
if you notice your fears dancing often, in public,
please choose to walk, and face them well
she'll come with you. She cannot, not
it is the deepest love indeed to choose
to become confusion, so she can end it
with you
how deep will she go?
our ocean is her teacup
celebrate this breathe
please oh please of please
celebrate what has been
what is now
what can be
it is the heart
...
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The preset 'civilization has deep roots in the Middle East.
Egypt, Israel, Greece, Rome...
Something is changing there that is beyond general understanding. I have received repeated, and suprising confirmation that it is essential to the transformation of the world that we move through the conflict we are in Iraq. Basically, George Bush knows things we do not about what is occuring and he was guided by forces beyond what we know.
We helped create that mess, and we are going back and...
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We are birthing a new way of being, loving, and sharing our gifts.
The times to come will open and sprout more new ways of thinking, feeling and sharing love and creativity than can possibly be imagined.
As we learn how to breathe this new life... I ask you... why have you chosen to pit your gifts against one another? Why have you created dreams, and allowed them to be formed, within a system that tells you to tear down your brothers and sisters, to wish for them to fail, to frame your ...
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I have noticed for a while that I am finally learning to communicate things that have long been left unclear. I'm articulating them well, and people are hearing, and I'm receiving gratitude and respect for insight and experience that I have long wanted to share.
And I consistently seem to shut down conversations.
I can't count how many interesting topics I contribute to with a well written post... followed by a very humbling comment from someone thanking me, and often complimenting me....
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I have been writting about the Chakra Key, and the energy work I have done leading up to its discovery, and since.
Are you open to reading it?
I need insight into how I come accross, whether I have explained things well, where questions are raised that need to be addressed.
So I seek those who will read it (34 pages) and give me a page of comments/questions, insight.
Let me know if you are interested, I will appreciate your help.
Wed, February 6, 2008 - 7:06 AM
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My uncle lives in New Orleans. He's a party animal. My father was a choir boy, literally, he grew up in St Thomas Cathedral, NYC, singing.
Apparently one day my uncle and grandparents were at home and they saw on the schedule that ST Thomas's was going to be singing on TV. Along with The Vienna boys choir and Leonard Bernstein's full orchestra, in Lincoln Center. My grandmommy was mad 'Joey' hadn't told them.
They turn it on, and there is the Orchestra, center back. On the left was St...
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Sun, January 20, 2008 - 5:34 PM
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There are many different ways to understand the Chakras. This is the one that is coming through for me, it is a radical opening of possibilities. The 'key' point is that we can affect what is real, through our belief. We do not have complete power here, this is a CO creation. but we do have a lot of influence within certain parameters.
In th western musical system, two fibinocci numbers are crucial - 8 and 13. Each Ocatve begns at any f the twelve notes, and ends on a thirteenth, which iso...
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I've had three Lumerian companions for over a year. I don't talk about it much, cause frankly, I often wonder if its true. what I know is that they respiond, I can see their faces, and that the conversations we have are not anything I would have been able to come up with on my own, at least before this whole experience began.
I named them. They seemed to have great fun being named. one of them is named Charlie.
Last night he took me on a jorney. it was rather intense. Again, I have some...
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We were born within Gaia.
Its real, we now it, we chose this, and it works.
The thing is, we chose this from way outside what we know of as life and death. There are so many layers to experience, to feel, to re-member.
For one thing, if you want to remember Gaia, you must accept some new layers of love. Space is not black. I repeat, it isn't black at all. Or rather black, as we know it, is many many things, waves, flows, ebbs and lights of every nature. We see one little sli er of wh...
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I am a rather interesting person, in my humble opinion. I have taken many of the opportunities that life has brought me, and lived a full, if rather hectic, life.
Nothing compares to what hs begun to happen to me now.
first off, for those who don't know, I do not see you much. My focus is different, meaning I see clouds of light around everything, and very few definied lines. It is 'correcteable to a drivers license type vision, but that correction messes me up in other ways, so I haven...
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this info needs to be shared.
the Lumerians are rising. There is a dance they bring, the Gaia Dance. It is sweeping through the lower vibrations and clearing them. It is working. We have been storing our fear and pain down there. They are getting cleansed. It is already a lot better.
There is a lot of change, an awareness that what we've known as evil has always been a choice for those involved, and that the dawning times bring the opportunity to engage in a free will creation dance tha...
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I'm going deeper. More visual, less words
I've turned on my Merkaba
A ball, and then twelve other balls all
the same size.
put one at the center
put six around it, they fit perfecty.
put three on top
put three on the bottom, askew from the top three
thirteen
Now each ring around the ball is six balls, with
the center, AND a circle around it all.
An octave
And then you put the first note in the center,
and the same note an ocatve up becomes the
larger circle
and...
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We ARE our higher souls.
I can feel them dancing, through imagination... felt sense, and sound. It is splotchy. the dolphins lead me through confusions, blind, and gave me just enough snippets to understand enough... to trust enough.. to keep going, and place trust in such choices ahead of getting an MBA or something like that.
So I seem to be moving through, out, in, blossomuing, sprouting, taking flight, all these metaphors work you see, because we are working with more dimensions th...
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I need to heal my vision. It has been made clear to me that I can.
I, and we, when I speak for the Lady with me... need to be in our community. It is being made clear that we can. I really do not know where this is. I need it. Badly. All the most wonderful flows of energy I dance with... need community to come to life.
I can tell that I also have avoided it, because I've experienced so much pain brining a relationship into a deeply intense community. I know myself, and I know what passi...
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We are entering Crystal consciousness.
A very simple way to understand this... is that we are learning to weave the energy of the normal spectrum of light, from red to violet ALL AT ONCE. Whether you know it or not, much of what we have been experiencing as life has been created by smaller subsets of these crystalline energies, even just one main energy of one color. But the refraction of this spectrum comes out of a higher set of frequencies that include all colors from red to violet.
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