I have been feeling a strange sensation I have not felt for a while. It started the other afternoon when I went to the 3rd eye and was talking to collete the shop keeper. She was telling me about how she was wanting to learn the Goddess Oracle deck and she was thumbing through the cards and I was listing off the goddesses within, what culture they were from, and who they were. I grasped hold of a peace of enlightenment I have not felt in a long while. I told her I could feel myself being quasi-enlightened but I shall not ascend, not yet, I am here to help others to ascend and reach the level of enlightenment that I am at. She looked up at me and told me she could see it in me. I feel so good for the first time in a long time. My witch marks have re-apeared, but it does not bother me as much. I can feel my chakras the seven along my spine and the two on my palms. It makes me think about how the bhodisatvas have eyes on their palms, because that is how it feels, it feels like my third eye but as if with my hands I could heal and channel energy and maybe even show others the way. I had felt the chakras on my palms before but never like this. I feel so alive, and beautiful, and smart, and kind, and I can see everybody's good side no matter how much they hide it. My skin looks like gold to me, I feel like I could fly, like I would just need to will myself to defy gravity and I shall.