Io Sono Amata
So this past weekend I went to Panama City which very well may be my last time to do so, if I could change that I think I will. I got really drunk down at the fiesta and then yesturday on my way back to Pensacola I had a revelation... I love myself.

I love my body, skinny and frail it is.
I love my friends, they come in all shapes, sizes, colors and creeds.
I love my job, I have worked hard to get where I am.
I love my family, for they are one of nature's masterpieces(probly a pacaso)
I love that I think, act, and dream differently than everybody I have ever met, for I am myself, and if they don't like it they can just go to hell.

I have learned something great here, I am not sure what it means but I feel this warmth inside and it tells me that no matter what happens or what has happened(because I have done some stupid things) that it will be alright now, because I cannot expect other people to love me if I don't love myself. I have travelled the world and I have crossed the 7 seas, I have burned my bridges, and I have built elaborate palaces. I have created delicate webs of lies and I have torn down their reality with the words of truth.
I worship dark gods and I bathe in the sun, I burn my offerings and I stab my food. And here before the gods of the internet and the mortals of men I left myself up and become more than that I have ever been because now that I love myself I have granted every wish I have ever had.

So I ask of my readers to take a long way home, hold your lover tight, enjoy your life each time it gives you the chance and when you look into your heart mirror see yourself exactly as you are. For you cannot truely love if you don't love yourself.

Brightest Blessings
Christopher