hung with ol friends Kyu, Michelle, Kat, Brian N, Mike D, connecting seeing where I am what i'm doing, pondering the shifts and layers of selfhood to bring simplification to the next step, tossing aside more stuff to have clarity and foundation. a resting place from so much change, feelign the balance, the happy-ness inside of being here now more basic and common than ever in a simplicity and depth of focus. no big mission/vision for once. just the basics. back to them. seeing it from the outside of what i've done. a bliss of normality, back from the edges of something that smells of therapy with no exit. here now breathing, relaxing, no pressure, joy in life.

writing a new book chapter, with new peeps, new focus on what is in hand from item 1. family 3. basic living, work/career, 2. my gal 1:1 n no one else 4. hobby singing, 5. financial stuffs, 6. play time. Nuf! out goes this, out goes that, somethings already long gone others just making it out the door. detangle the path towards arriving here, cut threads, clear the landscape for living fully in what i've built. share it in fun and not work. it's been interesting enough already. how do the other people live? coming back from these alternative spaces i find a balance and serenity in the common things that stress folks. had to orbit with Pluto to get perspective and balance before coming back down to earth.

Bizt@zap! waves upon a shore, relax now, listen, listen deeper, past the fear, past the hurt, past the tangled wires, you'll hear the calm of being here, alignment with the deepest self. no symbols, no masks, no secrets, no effort.