i slept in too long today, i've been doing this much too often lately, i do not like it, i'm also having trouble getting to sleep--i just moved into my own space it's funky but suitable for now--i'm tired of my life being suitable for now. i think i'm in a personal depression. i'm missing the company of a woman---i was involved with one my ex we broke up like 5 years ago and she blurred the boundries, i got hurt and ended up living in her house again,tough living with an ex one that you a... read more

i wrote this in my late twenties. it is one of my favorite pieces, my first published work. a sentiment i still feel and though much less i'm still holding on to that one thing
i just wanted to share this with folks some of you have seen it others not. comments and thoughts are welcome

so are conversations over steaming chocolate

i call it

thoughts on pickles


i feel invisible sitting in your spinning disco
as the kaleidoscope dances
THE PICKLE IS THREATENING ME WITH IT'S... read more

i was standing there looking at him 12 feet in front of me, the first time since i heard. i almost kept going past, driving there tonight.i couldn't go foward, i could see him that was about all i could handle, i was crying lightly it would seem a few minutes later, lori came and stood next to me saying soothing words i can't now recall but she urged me to go forward, she knew i had to i knew i had to but up to this point it wasn't real for me, i was trying my damnedest to avoid it, to not ac... read more

H Gregory DeWitt passed away yesterday in a field of trees doing something he loved.

i was at a gathering of like minded folks tonight, after the official part was done, people were milling around chatting each other up,i included. it's a human ritual. it happens at all gatherings.there was one woman in particular that stood out to me. i have seen her around for a few months now, why does she stand out to me why do i notice her, she;s cute ok there are a bunch of cute women around and i notice them too. but this one makes me notice her how? not just by saying hello and the re... read more