Love. Ok love is a good thing. We all need it in our lives, it’s part of what centers us. But I’m done looking for it. My friends tell me when I stop looking I’ll find it THEY ARE RIGHT. When I stop looking for love it’s always right in front of me one or more of my cats will call me and jump up for affection, my mother will call, I’ll eat ice cream or chocolate, I’ll think about the relationship I hope to develop with my own daughter, I’ll have memories of a past lover. [ lovers fall into... read more

i had to see my Dr.s yesterday, one to get an epidural injection in my spine, the 2nd to talk aqbout surgery on my shoulder. the bottom line is there is something wrong with my shoulder and i need surgery to fix it. and there is something wrong with my back and i need surgery to fix it.but both doctors agreed that there was something wrong with my neck and i'll probably need surgery to fix it. i go back soon to get an mri of my neck and take it from there.
now i was a bit miffed that the o... read more

i'm out today the rabbi is banging on the door right now, may god have mercy on his soul but i doubt he will .if you need me call the cell if you want to offer me a couch or some work feel free

i'll be checking this as often as i can but it will be infrequent

ppeace all

i tried face book at the suggestion of a respected freind it sucks way too commercial you have to annoy your freinds with tons of invites to use any of the many childish apps it was fun for a day and locale specfic whitch i like but mostly a time waster and annyance and what i have read about the owners i do not like

don't go there

i really want to see truth in labeling in the medical industry i'm so sick of hearing about e.d. p.e. is e.d. it was hard but shot too quickly in order to be dysfunctional thre must be an e but isn't that the real problem? what they refer to as ed is really l.d.s. but maybe the mormons would have a problem with that